I had a long day today. We had a weird and early freak snow storm…it’s still fall, Halloween hasn’t even happened yet!! I’m so tired again tonight. I just fell asleep writing that. I wrote so with about thirty o’s!! Okay. This is ridiculous. I can’t even keep my eyes open to write one word!! This is crazy. I’m going to try to write a bit of my Sharry story, then hit the hay!!Saw the pain dr today. He changed a couple things and thinks he knows why my tummy has been so bad. I can write more tomorrow, I can’t keep my eyes open, argh?
Sharry – 16

Jake ran from where he was praying over the necklace to her side, “babe! Babe! Honey, it’s okay. It’s all going to be okay. Sweety, please don’t cry. Don’t cry.” He said. “We’re going to figure this out. We’re going to find your mom, we’re getting close. It’s going to be fine. Stop worrying. It’s okay.” She looked up at him from where she was kneeling, “Stop worrying?! It’s okay?!” Sharry whimpered and wiped her nose on the back of her hand. “How is any of this okay Jake? How? Even if we find my mom…” Jake interrupted, “you mean when we find your mom” Sharry sniffed, “if, when, whatever. It won’t matter!! I mean, I may as well give up to Lucifer. You think he’s ever going to stop looking for me? Of course he’s not!! I’m dead-meat regardless Jake. Unless someone kills him, and can you even kill an Angel?? Or if he gets locked back in hell, which I’m sure wasn’t easy the first time and wasn’t it God who did that?? Can’t God come on down and take care of Lucifer again?? Where is this God you all cringe at when I curse?? Why isn’t God helping you guys? And, without God’s assistance what are the odds that we’ll be able to get Lucifer back into hell any time soon? Slim to none right??” She was sobbing while talking. She had turned around and had her head in his lap, she just cried and cried while he patiently stroked her hair and listened to her rant. He thought that she probably needed to get it out. However, she suddenly sat up and sniffled, “I’m so sorry Jake! I’m going to be okay, Jake, really, I’m okay. Go do your praying over the necklace thing. I shouldn’t have done that right now, had this big freak-out, because you need to find my mom and I’m over here crying like a baby and interrupting you! I’m so selfish!” She said, tears still streaking down her cheeks. “Just go, GO!” She yelled, “don’t worry about me, I’ll be fine. What you have to do is more important, so go do it, please! I’m just going to sit here quietly praying to your God for help. You go figure out where my mom is. Just go Jake. That’s the best thing you can do to help me right now.  Find.  My.  Mom.” Sharry said with conviction. 

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“Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!”

Wow! I just re-read last night’s post and there sure were a lot of mistakes in it!! It’d be better for people who are following along to read it on the day after I write it. I always go back the next day and read what I wrote and correct whatever errors I’ve made. WordPress had an update and it took me a bit to figure some of the things out. Don’t you hate some updates?? At least when they first come out anyway. After you play around with it and catch on, hopefully, to the changes. I know the idea is that they are improving things or making them more user friendly, so they say, but it doesn’t feel like that when you first look at something that you just got the hang of and it’s all changed! Am I right?? It’s like I just got good at using the maps on my phone. I could get routes, I could get the dude to talk over my Bluetooth to tell me where I was going it was all good, then bam! IOS 10 comes out and it’s changed. Argh! It’s not like I won’t figure it out or anything, it’s just that you feel like, okay, here I go again! There’s probably so many things that my phone is capable of that I have no idea about! Just completely clueless! But…that’s what I have kids for! Am I right? It’s like they look at the new changes and they’re like, hey mom, look at this cool new thing with messenger and that’s how I learn it…just a lot slower than they did – lol! So, last night it took me forever to figure out how to change my writing from a draft to published…but, in the end I conquered that update and I won and my story of many mistakes was born, for your reading pleasure…hope everyone isn’t too sick of Sharry. I just want to write about it when I sit down to write. That’s the first place my mind goes. Maybe it’ll turn into a real book one day, you never know right? It’s important to be positive! I was talking to a girl I met on Facebook who is an author and has self-published (she calls it indie publishing) quite a few books. I asked her how she writes so many stories. She told me to commit writing at least one page a day, no matter what. Then you will get there and it won’t feel like it was hard. Well, that’s what I’ve been doing, without really thinking about it. Huh. I guess we’ll see. 

Back to Sharry:
“It’s not what I’d call ‘Angel voodoo’ Sharry. I just have to go to the chapel and pray with the necklace and then, once enough time has passed and I feel connected with your mom, I must chant while holding the necklace over a map and it will naturally pull or point towards the area on the map where your mom’s spirit is.” Michael said, “however in this case, it’s probably better if Jacob does it.  He’s met your mom and knows her, since there’s already a connection there, it should come to him sooner than it would for me.” “That’s exactly what I was going to suggest, brother.” Jake said, as Michael handed the necklace to him. “I’m going to go there now.” He said. “I’d like to come, please” Sharry said.  “I’m feeling desperate and I need to do some praying of my own.” “Okay,” Michael said, “and Jake, try to make it snappy. I’m expecting Lucifer’s call to be coming soon, it’d be really great to get the drop on him and have the location that Sharry’s mother is being held, before he asks about a trade!!” “I know man, it’s definitely time-sensitive,” Jake said. “We’re going right now.”

Sharry got up and followed Jake out the door, through the lodge and back outside. If she thought some people were staring at her before, this time it felt like everyone was watching her, as she walked with Jake, grasping his hand tightly, holding back tears and trying not to panic. She kept telling herself over and over that it was going to be okay, that Jake was about to find where her mom is being held. She knew that Lucifer was dangerous, but she didn’t think he’d hurt her mom, not if he needed her alive for a trade. “How can I be the chosen one,” she thought to herself, “what does Lucifer know that we, or even Michael doesn’t know?? Michael always seems to know everything. I wonder if he will be able to hear my prayers? Or do I have to be praying to him, not God? Do I actually have any privacy left or not…it kind of is starting to feel like not!!” Sharry hadn’t really been focusing on her rambling thoughts and hadn’t been paying attention to where they were walking, but now they headed up the steps to a small chapel. She had expected something far grander, especially if the Angels use it, but when she said so to Jake, he explained that this did used to be a children’s camp and that most of the buildings, including this small chapel, had been here when they’d acquired the land. She didn’t really want to know how Angels go about acquiring land, so she just nodded. Jake was rambling on and on, likely because he was worried about her and was trying to make her hopeful and happier. He was trying really hard to take her mind off of things, but she was too lost in her head and hadn’t really been paying attention to what he was saying. 

Sharry was starting to feel a bit numb and dizzy and was wondering what it felt like to go into shock. She was feeling overwhelmed by everything hat had happened in only two days!! First off, her boyfriend turns out to be her guardian Angel, then she’s abducted by Michael to learn all about Angels. Then she finds out that she’s a half Angel, because her mother did the deed with an Angel (if they looked anything like the Angels she’s seen so far, well…go mom!!). Next she learns that there’s a weird Angel prophecy that she’s now at the centre of. Not only is Lucifer alive, but he’s after half Angels, the nephilim, and, it turns out that his half Angel of choice is her! Now she’s in some sort of Angel/Nephilim military-training type of camp, where she finds out that her mom has been taken by Lucifer, to get to her!! And, as she plopped down onto a pew in the tiny chapel she sighed audibly and flipped over the praying thing that you kneel on and went onto her knees, bowed her head and started to sob uncontrollably. 

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“Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!”

“How could Lucifer get past your guards??” Sharry yelled! She hadn’t stopped yelling for 15 minutes, she was not taking the news about her mothers abduction well, not that anyone would expect her to! Jake had tried consoling her, as had Michael, but neither could calm her down. “Why me? Why my mom? Look out there,”she pointed out the window to the field where the practicing and training was still going on, like nothing monumental and life changing had happened to any of them. “Just look at them all?? Why me and my mom?? Why show up last night and taunt me? Then the very next day take my mom?? Michael, what is really going on here? Please be honest with me or I’m going to march outside, grab one of those sticks with the sharp curved blade on the end that they’re training with and cut your head off!!” She was up and yelling, so much so that a security guard/Angel knocked on the door and asked, “is everything okay in there boss??” “It’s fine,” Michael replied. “Sharry!! You need to sit down and breath!!  We’re trying to figure out what to do here and you’re in no shape to help your mom in the state you’re in! Just sit down and breath and stop yelling!” Michael yelled. That seemed to have knock a little sense into Sharry, for she sat and did what Michael had requested. Jake stood behind her chair and started to rub Sharry’s shoulders, but she shrugged him off and said, “not now Jake, please.” Instead he sat back down beside her and she reached out and held his hand. “Look, okay Michael, I’m calming down. Please tell me what you know??”

“Well, I’m just going to cut to the chase and say it, you’re the chosen one Sharry!” Michael said. Before Jake or Sharry could interrupt or object, he continued, “you have to be! Lucifer obviously knows something about this prophecy that we don’t…nothing else makes sense. We also know that he only has a couple weeks to get you in time, in order to fulfill the prophecy. He’s getting desperate. I’m expecting a ransom call, more likely he’ll ask for a trade , you for your mom, which of course…” both Jake and Sharry interrupted. Sharry said, “of course we’ll do!” While Jake said, “of course we’ll never agree to!” Sharry glared at Jake and angrily asked, “how can you say that?! It’s my mom Jacob!!” Jake said, “hon, it’s clearly going to be a trap! If you truly are the chosen one, we can’t let Lucifer get near you!” Sharry said, “of course it’s going to be a trap, but it’s my Mom Jake, my mother, I have to do everything in my power to get her back!! Can’t you track her or feel her aura or whatever it is you Angels do? You found me that way, right?” Jake said, “she’s not part Angel, so we have to do this the human’s way of doing things! That is, unless you have something of hers that she treasures or she’s prayed with? Something extremely special. It has to be something she’s used almost like a talisman or prayer beads. I may be able to find a bit of a trace of her spirit if you have something like that.” “I’m wearing it,” Sharry said. She put her hands behind her neck and unclasped a simple gold box chain, with a small gold cross on it. “This was my grandmothers, my mom’s, and now it’s mine. It was passed down to me at my confirmation. Here,” she said as she handed it to Michael. Now do your Angel voodoo or whatever it is you do to ‘trace her spirit’ and please hurry!!”

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“Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!”

I’m beat! I’ve had a long long day. We started with a 7:45am before school haircut for my little man. I saw that his photos were today at school, so I texted my neighbour, Sharon, who is a hairdresser. She said that we could fit him in before school. Hank goodness! He was looking shaggier then Shaggy on Scooby-Do. Once his haircut was over, he went to school. Tonight we got to see the new hockey arena , downtown Edmonton. It was an Oil Kings game. It was supposed to be a great fundraiser, but we got squat! It was very frustrating. This is about to be finished because I am falling asleep as I write. It’s been over 20minutes since I’ve started, but all I do is keep falling asleep, so I’m not even writing anything else. I just keep hitting random letters, misspelling everything. I’m so sorry, but goodbye for now!!! Ahhhh…I just did t again!! I’m going to bed now!! Night all!!

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Sharry opened her eyes and saw that she was standing just outside a little cabin. When she looked around, she saw that there was a beautiful river and at least 10 other cabins, just like the one she was standing by. They were arranged in a semi-circle, each with a small balcony facing the river. Just beyond the last cabin, was a huge lodge type building and some bigger cabins. She also saw a fire pit, a sandy area that almost looked like a volleyball pit and a huge field.  The field was where the action was at, there was a bunch of young people, about her age, that were doing all sorts of things, from target practice with a bow to what looked like a strategy course, to jumping off of a small cliff like they were trying to fly.  She felt like she was in a time warp, back to her one, failed, attempt at a summer sports camp! These camps were for super sporty, talented and strong kids. All the exact opposite of her. “What on earth are we doing here,”she thought to herself. 

She was about to ask Jake why they were at summer camp, when she noticed the Angels. They were everywhere. Some looked to be guards, some were carefully watching the kids and others yet were correcting and teaching them and others were right in there working or maybe training with them. “I do not belong here,” she thought. 

She looked up at Jake and said, “please tell me that this is not where I’m going to be training on Monday!!” Jake grinned, “yep. This is the heart of the Eve garden, we call it Camp Eve Heart. It’s the safest place for you to be right now.” Sharry looked over at the field again, there were weapons that she’d never heard of or seen before and many of the kids were bandaged, bleeding or limping.  She sighed, “I’m going to be sick. Where’s a bathroom?” “Just breath,” he said, “slowly in and out. Everything is going to work out just fine. You’ll see.” “Work out fine??? Jake, I graduated last year. I have a horrible job that I’m not particularly fond of, but anything is better than this!! Anything!!! I was 100%certain that I’d never have to survive another humiliating gym class ever again, let alone gym class with these super-powered kids!!! I don’t belong here!!” She shrieked, apparently a bit loud, as some heads turned her way. Some smiled at her and others laughed and started whispering. “See!!” Sharry said in a controlled whisper, trying not to shout.  “It’s begun already! I’m not even out in that dreadful field yet and they’re already laughing!! I can’t do this Jake. I want to go home!!! Pleeaase??” She begged him. “I’m not going to make you participate today, I was just going to walk around with you to give you the tour and to introduce you to whomever we meet along the way,” he said. She felt like a petulant child and could actually feel her lips quivering, but there was no way that she would allow herself to cry, not here with all of these Angels and half Angels everywhere.  She bit her lip to stop the quivering. “I just want to go home!!” She said desperately, but Jake had already started walking away and glanced over his shoulder and motioned to her to join him. Reluctantly, she caught up to him and walked along side him. 

“These cabins or barracks, as Michael likes to call them, are for the nephilim. This is where you’ll stay, if we can figure things out with your mom.  Each cabin has space for 6,” Jake said. Sharry had stopped and was staring, petrified, at the field. “I never thought there’d be this many Nephilim,” she said. “This is crazy, you know how easy this is going to be for Lucifer?? Look at them all! We’re dead meat, aren’t we Jake?”  Jack replied,” we’re ahead of him so far. We have almost all of the Nephilim, we have the lists, he doesn’t, we just have to keep him out and get all of you ready. ”  “But if it could be anyone of us, why doesn’t he just swoop down here and grab one of us?” A panicked Sharry asked. “Well, for two reasons really,” Jake said, “first of all, he can’t see where we are because it’s being cloaked, and it’s very well guarded. Secondly, there’s a part of the prophecy that speaks about “The Chosen One” and we haven’t quite figured out that part yet. What we do know is that it can’t just be any old nephilim, there’s a specific one. We just have to figure out who this chosen one is…we don’t know, but the good news is that we don’t think Lucifer has figured out that part of the prophecy, as well. Now, back to your tour,  we’ve made it to the lodge. We’ll go inside first since it’s probably less busy at this time of day.” So they walked toward the lodge, as they walked they passed a lot of people and Angels and the thing Sharry picked up on immediately was that almost every girl, human or Angel, smiled at Jake and tried to get him to talk to her. They giggled and batted their eyes and probably 90%of them glared at Sharry a great deal as she was being introduced   She’d never felt so out of place. They entered the lodge and she wasn’t paying attention, she literally ran smack into Michael. “Oh my God I’m…” she saw the cringing all around the quiet room, “sorry, this is still new for me! I mean oh my goodness! I’m so so sorry Michael.” “Not a problem,”Michael said, “I can have beautiful women run into me all day long!” They heard some chuckles, but Jake was not smiling, he was looking at Michael like he was ready to rip his throat out. “Babe, it’s fine. It was just a joke!!”Sharry said. This created even more chuckles and whispers.

Michael just ignored everything but them and said, in a very serious voice, “I was just going to look for you, I guess I can call off the search party. I’m so relieved to see you’re in one piece!” He said this as he gave Sharry a huge bear hug, like a big brother would, but Sharry couldn’t help but feel how strong and fit he was while returning the hug.  Jake sighed in an exaggerated manner and tapped Michael on the shoulder, “uh, why the hugs and the search party??? What’s going on Michael?” Michael let go, almost reluctantly, of Sharry, cleared his groat and said, “we have to talk. But we need privacy!! Now! Follow me!” He lead them across the huge hall area and into a room, which looked like an office. “Okay. Have a seat,” he said while gesturing toward some chairs.  “I have some really bad…” he quickly glanced at Sharry, “actually, terrible news!” He looked at her again, but didn’t look away this time. He cleared his throat again and Sharry braced herself, she knew it was going to be bad, why else would Michael be acting like this?? “Sharry. I’m so so so sorry, but we think that Lucifer has your mother…” “WHAT!!” She yelled and jumped up out of her chair, which fell to the floor with a loud crash! “How the hell did that happen??? How do you know…? What the…No!! You’re wrong!” Sharry grabbed her phone and called her mom, but it just rang and rang. “C’mon, c’mon, c’mon” she repeated over and over until she slammed it onto the table! “How do you know?? What if she just ran to the store or something?? I thought you had guards stationed around the house!? That’s what Jake told me?! How could this have happened? Why me? Why my mom??”

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“Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!”

“You might just have wings and not know it yet,” Jake said to Sharry. She looked at him like he was crazy, “uh, I think I’d know if I had wings!” Sharry replied sarcastically!  “After seeing Michael’s black wings and yours, well they’re huge! It’d be kind of hard to hide those…from myself!!!” Jake just laughed good-naturedly. “Not necessarily! Fairly often nephilim live an entire lifetime without ever developing their wings.” Jake said, “if you do have wings, they’re dormant, as we do the training and you fly with Michael and I, you’ll start to feel them coming in. It’ll start out almost as an itch that you can’t quite scratch. Then it will turn into an ache. You’ll have a really rough day or two as they break through the skin. Then they’ll always be there, but you’ll learn how to make them invisible, just like we do.” He smiled at her, then noticed her mouth was wide open in shock. “What?” He said. “Break through my skin!!! That’s awful!!” Sharry squirmed,”you’re saying I may already have wings growing beneath my skin??” She went pale,”I think I’m going to be sick! I’m not good with pain!” “It’s okay,” Jake said. “We’ll just keep you comfortable in the infirmary at the Eve Garden. We’ll have one of our physicians there to help you with any pain or discomfort. Don’t worry hon, it sounds worse than it is!”   “Oh sure. Just throw me in the infirmary full of strangers, as my wings break free from my skin…my WINGS!!! Jake! This is insane!!” Sharry yelled, “how can this be happening to me?? I’m sitting on a fricken’ cloud, with my Angel boyfriend talking about when my wings develop and tear through my SKIN!! If I wasn’t on a fricken’ cloud, I’d find a door to slam or I’d at least be able to pace. What is happening to my life!!?” She was close to tears and breathing in and out in ragged breaths. Jake put his arms and wings around her and she put her head on his shoulder. “I know this all feels crazy right now. Don’t worry. We’ll take it really slow and when it is all done, you’ll see that you were strong enough and brave enough to face it all. We’ll defeat Lucifer and then, hopefully, your life will go back to normal,” he said soothingly. “Yah, right, because having wings is so normal!!” Sharry said. “We’ll teach you how to make them invisible, so no one will ever have to see them,” he said.

Sharry sighed, “okay, okay. I’m sorry for losing it back there, it’s just a lot to take in, you know?” “I know it’s a lot. I wish that there was an easier way to do this, but there just isn’t. You needed to know about Lucifer and about Angels. It’s the only way we can keep you safe!!”  “And just what do I tell my mom that I’m up to? Especially when she finds out I’m not going into work?”Sharry wondered aloud. “I was thinking you tell her you’re joining the army. The training you’re starting will keep you away from home and there are barracks that you can stay in. You’ll be a lot safer there,” Jake said. ” Join the army! And leave my mom all by herself?? She’ll be devastated Jake!” Sharry replied.”I’m all she has and she’s all I have!!” “Well, to be completely, brutally honest, your mom will be safest not being near you,” he said. “Lucifer wouldn’t think twice about using your mom for bait! We already have extra patrols outside your house.” “Oh no! Is she safe! What am I going to do?” Sharry felt so helpless. ” You know what?” She said, “Maybe we can send her away for a while. Somewhere safe that won’t make her a target. If anything happens to her, I’d never forgive myself! I just want this damn training to be done, so I can keep her safe.” Jake replied, “it’d be a lot easier if we knew whether or not she knew your father was an Angel. If she knows about us, we can just be honest with her and then move her to a safe house ASAP. Is there anyway you could try talking to her about it?” “What am I supposed to say Jake?” Sharry asked, “hey mom, was my dad an Angel??” “Actually, yes, just like that!” Jake said, “because if she knows he’s an angel, she might get uncomfortable and awkward and give it away and if she doesn’t, she’ll likely think you’re talking about whether or not he was a nice guy. ” “Huh,” Sharry responded, “that just might work. Okay. I’ll do it. Tonight after supper. I’ll do anything to keep her safe.” The wind had started to blow and it made the cloud seem even more unstable than before, not to mention freezing cold. “I think I’ve had my share of heights for today,” she said to Jake. “This wind is making me nervous, I can’t look down or I may throw up and can’t clouds, you know, break up and sort of dissolve or disappear or whatever it is clouds do after a while. Could you please take me back to solid ground! Please!” “Of course love,” Jake said. He gently scooped her up and flew her down. She didn’t dare open her eyes, so she had no idea where they had landed, but she didn’t care. As long as there was solid ground under her feet!   

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“Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!”

Sharry rolled over and groggily opened her eyes while yawning, she was generally not a morning person!! It took her some time and good coffee to feel fully awake. She yawned and glanced across her room, and saw Jake sitting at her desk, on her computer. “Oh’! Good morning love.” She said while yawning again. Then she suddenly shot up straight in her bed, “Oh my God,” she didn’t even notice him cringe at her blasphemy. “Jake, what are you doing here! If my mom finds you in here she’s going to kill me!!” “Don’t worry hon! Like I told you last night, I’ll just make myself invisible if she comes up. It’s fine.” Jake said to calm her down, but she looked utterly lost and confused. “Oh Shar. I know it’s a lot to take in, but don’t worry, I’ll be with you every step of the way!” Sharry looked at him, tired and confused, she asked, “Why. Are. You. Here??” “Remember,” jake answered, “Lucifer seems to be getting close and, as your guardian Angel, well you’re stuck with me hon! I can’t let you out of my sight! Also, there’s been a bit of a change of plans. Michael called and he wants wants me to start going over some of the abilities testing and he’d like us to practice flying, so we can begin to get you more comfortable with it.” “Flying…?? Angels…??” Sharry mumbled to herself, “it wasn’t a dream?? Well shit…” “Pardon me?” Jake said. Sharry looked over at Jake, “oh nothing.” “You know, Michael thinks you’re one of the stronger niphilims, he’s pretty sure that you can fly! I can’t wait, the two of us soaring above the city, holding hands, going wherever?!” Jake said. “Well, I’m getting ahead of myself, we obviously can’t do that yet. You know, I can’t wait until we find Lucifer and this whole mess is over!!” “Me fly??” Sharry thought, “but I’m not a fan of heights!!” 

Sharry didn’t know if she could fly, even after last night, believing in Angels seemed crazy!! And now here she was smack in the middle of this ancient prophecy…!! Was this really happening?? Suddenly her blonde, blue-eyed boyfriend has wings!!! And as crazy as that all sounds he wanted her to fly too! Sharry, “me fly!!??”she said, a little too loudly. “Are you losing your mind!! You know me and heights! And what am I going to do, I don’t exactly have wings you know!!” Jake stood up and walked over to where she was sitting up in her bed, he grabbed her hands and knelt beside her, and said,”try not to be afraid,” interrupting, she said,”Are you crazy??!!” “Shhhhh…”, he said. “You just need to look in my eyes, and trust me. Everything’s going to be okay.” He said calmly,”It’s me, Jake, and I’m not going to hurt you. Or let anything hurt you”Then he pulled his shirt off. Sharry didn’t know if she should look at him or the ground, she felt her her face turning beat red, “Gooodness, he’s ripped!!” She thought to herself. “Uh, What are you doing?” She asked him. He stood up, spread his long arms wide and suddenly between his arms, attached to his torso and back, were two incredible, beautiful, magnificent white wings. “Y’you h’, hav’, have wings!!!” Sharry squealed!! “WINGS!!!! Oh my God! Jake!! You really have wings!!  I was trying to convince myself that it wasn’t real. That it was all just a bad dream. But, nope…you really and truly have wings!! Beautiful wings!” She stood up and walked over to him. She couldn’t stop staring. They were magnificent! She walked all around him staring in awe.

 Jake smiled, his beautiful, mischievous smile that was so Jake! And said, “well love, sorry to disappoint, but it wasn’t a dream or a nightmare…it was last night!” Full of his usual charm, of course. Sharry was completely speechless! “Jake. Has. Wings.” She thought, over and over as she nervously started pacing in the circle of his wings. “Am I losing my mind?” “What is going on??” She thought, “this is really happening, holy cow, it was real!!” Part of her tried to decide if she should check in to the local looney bin or if she was just going to gaze at him forever…Jake nudged his hand up under her chin, then leaned in and kissed her like they always had and she felt like they always would. Sharry couldn’t help herself and she naturally leaned into him and opened her mouth to his. “Yes. This is still my Jake.” She thought, as he wrapped his arms, and immaculate wings, around her. She had never before felt so wholy and completely loved; she had never felt as safe as she did now, in his embrace. “Holy Shit!!” “I’m in love with an Angel!!” She screamed in her head! Her body aching to move into him, she reluctantly pulled away and whispered to him, “What’s going on??!””How is this possible? Don’t get me wrong, your wings are incredible!! Just. Just. How is this happening? This isn’t happening…I’m asleep! That’s all…it’s just a silly nightmare and I’m going to wake up.  NOW!  C’Mon. Wake up!” Then she took a deep breath and asked him, “Is this really real??” Jake smiled and nodded, “Y’up! As real as it can get!” “How?” she asked. “What! What is happening?” she asked again. “How can you be an Angel? How can Michael be an Angel? How is all of this even possible?”she shrieked a little too highly. Jake put his hands on her shoulders, “Just calm down!  And take a deep breath!”he said. “Once again, last night was real!! You’re not going crazy. Michael and I are Angels and you’re one of the nephilim, a half Angel.”

Suddenly, they heard, “honey? Are you awake? Who are you talking to?” “Shit! It’s my mom!!” Sharry said. Jake instantly disappeared, just as her bedroom door opened and her mom walked in. “Good morning honey,” her mom said, “I thought I heard you talking to someone?” Her mom said. “Oh, I was talking to Jake on speake. We’re going out soon. But I’m starving. I need to grab a bite before he gets here.” Sharry replied. “Let’s go downstairs for breakfast. I’ll make us up some pancakes.” Her mom said. “Awesome mom! Thanks. I’ll be down in five. I’m just going to get dressed.” Said Sharry. “Okay honey, see you in a few minutes.” Her mom kissed her on the cheek, then closed her door and went back downstairs.

Sharry flopped back onto her bed, so relieved that her mom hadn’t seen Jake in all his beautiful Angel glory!! “You need to show up at the front door in about 15 minutes or so, then no one will suspect a thing,” Sharry said to Jake. “Sure!” He said, “see you in a few!!”About 15 minutes later, as Sharry was finishing her pancakes, the doorbell rang. Sharry opened the door and Jake stepped in, no longer obviously looking like an Angel, but still looking as hot as ever. “Mom!” Sharry yelled, “I’m going out with Jake.” They went outside and shut the door. 

“Okay, now let’s get somewhere more comfortable. Where we can talk uninterrupted. Privately.” Jake said.  Then he scooped her up into his arms and he Started. To. FLY!! “Oh. My. Goodness! I’m going to be sick!! I can’t open my eyes!!” “It’s okay”, Jake said, in a calm and collected manner. Here she was. Freaking Out!!! And Jake was calmly smiling at her. “Where are we going? Where are you taking me? Please don’t drop me!” Sharry hollered! “Don’t worry. We’re almost there.” Jake smiled. “Here we go.” he said. Then, oh so carefully, he gently set her down on the most comfortable down duvet she had ever felt. He held onto her for a moment, to make sure she was secure, then sat down beside her. He leaned back and Sharry looked around. When she saw where she was, she started screaming uncontrollably! “Shhh…Shhh…Shhh…!” He said. “You’re perfectly safe! These clouds are strong and could hold up your entire family! If they were Angels of course!” “Gee’ All two of us??” Sharry said. “How comforting!” They both shared a nervous laugh. 

“Sooo…”Sharry said,”Did I ever tell you that I’m afraid of heights??” “It’s something you’re going to have to work on hon. Sorry to say it, but it’s the truth Shar.” Jake replied. “That’s why I didn’t tell you where we were going, I thought you might freak out a bit.”  “Actually, it’s beautiful up here. It’s like I’m dreaming!” She whispered lying back carefully. “Just don’t you dare leave me up here. Please! Not even as a joke!! Like I’m pretty sure Michael would! He’d probably think something like that was funny!” “Of course not!”he exclaimed! “Sharry. I love you!” He said “Everything that I have done, has been done to protect you!  With someone like Lucifer after you…well. It was time for Michael to let you know. He saw that I wasn’t doing it and it needed to be done and he was right. You needed to know the truth. So that we can train you and protect you and keep you safe. And so that you can learn to protect yourself!” Jake looked serious, “Michael was right in telling you, I waited too long. He’s not really that bad. He is just direct and,” he nudged her, “he’s certainly not used to people standing up to him or talking back.” They laughed again. “So, I’m trying not to freak out, but can you please tell me why we aren’t falling right through this cloud??” Sharry asked. “To be honest,” Jake said, “I don’t really know why.  It’s something to do with being Angels, we automatically almost float or something. It’s difficult to put into words. Humans would fall right through!!” “What!!” Sharry shrieked, “then why am I staying?” “It’s one of the tests.” He said, “remember, you’re half Angel!” “A test?!” She yelled, “this was a test!! Oh my goodness!!What if I failed?? Would I have fallen Jake??!” Jake just smiled and calmly said, “I would have caught you. Remember, when I first sat you down I was holding you. I was waiting to be sure you were staying put before I let you go. It’s a good sign Shar, if you’re able to stay on top of the cloud, you can probably fly.” Sharry just laughed, “one little problem that you and Michael seem to keep overlooking, I Don’t Have Wings!!” 
 
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“Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!”

Today’s International Trigeminal Neuralgia Awareness Day ‼️‼️ I went crazy with the Teal for TN. Did you??

And now, back to Sharry!!

Jacob powered on Sharry’s desktop and went on Facebook to scroll around and see if there was anything new on the Angel front, seeing as the majority of his fellow guardians, and even some of the Arch’s, were on Facebook now and they were all on high alert for Lucifer.  Jake didn’t need to sleep, but he did need to keep an eye on Sharry, while she slept. He glanced over to her bed where she was lightly snoring. Her red hair was tasseled all over the pillow and her long eyelashes fluttered a bit, as her eyes moved under her closed eyelids. She looked so peaceful when she slept. Truly, he could watch her for hours, but he didn’t want to be creepy and he figured that staring at her all night while she slept probably qualified as creepy. It was a word she had taught him, creepy. He had to admit, she’d taught him so much about humanity and there was so much more to it than he had ever thought, prior to being assigned to guard her. He envied humans right to freewill. He wasn’t so lucky, he had to follow orders. 
Jacob had actually been angry when he was pulled out of his prayer time to start guarding Shar. Prayer time is the quiet time that he’s supposed to have, for himself, between assignments. However, he had barely had a break. Looking back now, he wouldn’t have it any other way. He couldn’t imagine being without Sharry. The fact that she was in extreme danger scared him to his core! He would do anything for her. “And now,” he thought, “she’s angry with me and thinks I’ve been lying about my feelings for her!” This was so far from the truth. He wasn’t sure what had made him hold back from telling her about himself and the danger she was in. Maybe he wanted more time for just the two of them. Or perhaps he wanted her to feel safe, he just didn’t want to admit how much danger she was in. If he was being honest, he had wanted her all to himself. And now, he saw that in not telling her, he’d held her back from her training. And she needed as much training as possible, so she’d be ready to face Lucifer, if it ever came down to that. He’d never forgive himself if something happened to her that she could easily get out of, with a bit of training. He sure hoped that Michael, and those working with him, would be able to capture Lucifer long before he ever gets close to Shar. But that wasn’t guaranteed and she needed to be ready, especially after how close he got tonight. Michael and some of their brothers were trying to track Lucifer tonight, which is why Michael had left so abruptly and had given in to Sharry so easily. Normally, Michael would have started her training immediately. The fact that he gave her the weekend was nothing short of a miracle. It was probably because, before tonight, no one had seen Lucifer and they hadn’t been able to track him.  Seeing him tonight was a huge breakthrough. Prior to that, they didn’t even know for sure which of the nephilim he was going to target. He was very sneaky and showing up tonight could always be an attempt at misdirection. They had to act like they were all in danger. None of the nephilim were safe as long as Lucifer was on the lose!

Jacob decided to call Michael to check out how things were going. Yes, Angels used cell phones. They could speak telepathically, of course, but they’d have no guarantees of privacy and even Lucifer could overhear if he focussed hard enough. They’d blocked him, of course, but Lucifer had his ways and it wasn’t worth the risk. So, Jake called Michael,” hey Michael.” He said, “any luck on the Lucifer hunt?” “Damn-it, I wish I had good news.” Michael said, “but we can’t find him anywhere. It’s like he vanished. We had patrols all around the garden the entire time and he somehow managed to elude them all. I wish we knew how he was getting around. It’d make things so much easier. How’s Sharry doing after her, turn your life upside down, night?” “She’s out like a light. She’s angry, confused and mostly exhausted. Thanks for giving her the weekend Michael. I appreciate it.” Jake replied. “Well, with Lucifer this close, we’re going to be going crazy trying to track him. Oh and you can appreciate it all you want, but I did it for her, not you Jake. You’re too close to her, are you sure you can still do your job?” “I’m good Michael,” Jake answered. “Please don’t have me pulled, I’ve got this!” Michael sighed, “okay, for now! But I’m watching you baby brother and the second I think you’re in too deep, you’re getting pulled from the field. So stay on your toes. Don’t miss anything. Lucifer’ a crafty mother-fucker!””Don’t I know it! You’re preaching to the choir man! I won’t let anyone touch a hair on Shar’s pretty little red head!” Jake said. Michael chuckled, “man, you’ve got it bad!” He teased. “I know man, I know…Well, I’ll keep you posted about how Sharry’s doing and, as long as the weekend goes smoothly, we won’t be seeing you until Monday.” “You better be sure it goes smoothly, it’s your ass on the line man! I’ll see you Monday. I’ll call if we get him!” Michael said. “Sure thing. Bye for now.” Jake hung up the phone. He twisted in his chair and watched Shar sleep for a bit. “You’re being creepy, remember Jake,”he said to himself. He turned and went back to the computer to kill time. 

To help with research and treatment for Trigeminal Neuralgia please go to http://www.tnnme.com (Trigeminal Neuralgia and Me) to sign a petition to have the World Health Organization (WHO) add Trigeminal Neuralgia (TN) to their “Health topic list.””Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!”

So, are you getting tired of me just writing my story? I feel like someone’s reading the story to me, in my brain and I’m just as interested to find out what’s going to happen as someone who may be reading it. Well, that is if anyone is actually interested in finding out what’s going to happen. Could just be me I guess. It’s not like I have loads of readers just dying to read each day’s post. I know it’s not the type of story that my mom and dad would really read, so it’s probably not interesting to them. I’m not sure about Jo, if she’s interested or not. For some strange reason I just feel like I have to write it. So, that’s what I’m going to do. I’m following my gut on this one. It just feels like it’s a story I’m meant to write, so I am. Hopefully I’m not boring the pants off of anyone reading this. I don’t have much else going on right now to write about. My hubby’s out of town again. My oldest daughter is waiting for her federal security clearance to go through, so she can start training at the airport to be a preboard screener. My little man is getting used to going to school. He’s still not a huge fan of how often he has to be there, but he’s doing well and adjusting. And my middle daughter is dancing away, as per usual. She’s been sick this week, which always sucks. Tomorrow is International Trigeminal Neuralgia Awareness Day, so my oldest dyed the ends of my hair Teal for me this evening. I’ll add a picture at the bottom of this post. Tomorrow evening we’re going downtown, where they’ll be lighting up the high level bridge in Teal lights for TN awareness. That’s about everything. I’ve been blanking on what else to write about. My brain keeps going back to Sharry…

Well, I was going to write another Sharry paragraph or two, but I fell asleep. That’s a pretty good sign that I should skip my story for the night and head to bed. Night all😴😴

To help with research and treatment for Trigeminal Neuralgia please go to http://www.tnnme.com (Trigeminal Neuralgia and Me) to sign a petition to have the World Health Organization (WHO) add Trigeminal Neuralgia (TN) to their “Health topic list.””Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!”

I’m sorry that all I’ve been writing is my story. It just is drawing me to the iPad and it’s pulling me in. I hope you’re enjoying it. If not, I apologize. It’s just been in my head. I think I can really make a book out of this! It may be a shot in the dark, but as long as my brain is telling me to write this, I’m going to write it. Sorry to my readers who aren’t really into these kind of stories, it’s all I got right now and it needs to be wrtten. But, tonight I’m too tired to write much of anything. Maybe one paragraph, but that’s it..

“Okay, just stand beside me. Actually, wait a sec’.” Jake said. There are only two ways to enter or leave the Eve garden.” “The what?? Is this the garden of eve??!” Said a shocked Sharry. However, Jake didn’t answer her. He just said,”We can either fly out of here or we can jump-start to wherever we want to go. Flying is beautiful at this time of night, it’s my favourite time to fly. But you are exhausted and jump-starting will take us directly there.  It’s definitely the non-scenic route!!” “Oh Jake. Flying at night with you sounds amazing and beautiful and I hope we can do it together soon. But I’m still angry and confused by everything I’ve learned tonight. You still lied to me, and a big one at that! But mainly, I’m just really really tired and I just want go home and crash.” “Okay then, jump-starting it is!! Now stand in front of me and take my hands. Then just close your eyes and please, despite being angry with me, I need you to try very hard to trust me.”He said. “Okay, close your eyes. Here goes.” Sharry felt woozy all of a sudden and pretty dizzy. Then Jake said, “And here we are.” Sharry hugged Jake and he gently picked her up and lay her on her bed. “Don’t worry. I’ll be quiet, I won’t say a word. Your mother won’t know I’m here.” He said, Sharry looked over at him from the bed, her jaw hanging open, “what are you talking about? You can’t spend the night here! My mom will flip-out!!.” “Your mom will never know I’m here and with Lucifer looking for you and getting as close as he did today. Well, I, I’d never forgive myself if something happened to you Shar. Also, it’s not exactly the first time I’m spending the night in your room.” Jake said. “What? What are you talking about it’s not your first time!!?” Sharry said, feeling totally vulnerable and somewhat freaked out. “I’m your guardian Sharry. It’s my job. I promise I’ve never done anything inappropriate!” “Fine. Whatever. I’m too tired to care.”Sharry told him. She went into her bathroom. 10 minutes later she came out wearing snoopy pj’s, her face scrubbed clean. She climbed into bed and was asleep Instantly.” Jake gave her a small kiss on her cheek, then sat down in her computer chair. 

To help with research and treatment for Trigeminal Neuralgia please go to http://www.tnnme.com (Trigeminal Neuralgia and Me) to sign a petition to have the World Health Organization (WHO) add Trigeminal Neuralgia (TN) to their “Health topic list.””Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!”