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Sicko

October 27, 2016Uncategorized# 21 day fix, # atypical facial pain, # kids, # laser therapy, # shakeology, #acute pain, #affiliate marketing, #beachbody, #Beaumont AB, #cannabidiol, #cannabinoids, #cannabis, #Chalene Johnson, #challenge groups, #chronic fatigue, #chronic pain, #clinical depression, #coach, #coaching, #dependency, #edmonton, #facial pain, #get in shape, #health and fitness, #health and fitness coach, #lasertherapy, #life by design, #los weight, #mairrage, #marihuana, #marijuana, #medication, #medicinal marihuana, #medicinal marijuana, #meditation for pain relief, #meditech, #MVD surgery, #neuroplasticity, #pain relief, #pain sensitization, #parenting, #PIYO, #poetry#bug bites, #side effcts, #Striking Back, #teambeachbody, #TN, #TN research, #trigeminal neuralgia, #vaping, #vaporisor, #vapping, #wealthy affiliate, #www.tnnme.com, #www.zazzle.com, #yayme, #yoga for pain relief, beautiful #painJenn

Today prettty much feels like a carbon copy of yesterday. Except that in top of the pains and tummy cramps, I got to deal with severe, nausea. So bad that I was gagging and puking. I’m just done feeling this way! Done done done. I’m used to May face hurting. But I’m just worn out – exhausted – I can’t gets thing done when I feel this way. Driving my son to taekwon-do was difficult. Doing anything with him was hard. I feel bad. He kept wanting to play and the most I could muster up was energy to play a couple of games on the iPad. We played a bowling game a few times, he’s ridiculously good and kicked my butt and we also played hangman together. That was about it. So now I’m feeling guilty for not doing more, but I just feel like shit!!

So, on that note, I’m off to bed! Sorry about the short post!!

To help with research and treatment for Trigeminal Neuralgia please go to http://www.tnnme.com (Trigeminal Neuralgia and Me) to sign a petition to have the World Health Organization (WHO) add Trigeminal Neuralgia (TN) to their “Health topic list.”

“Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!”

Words Words Words

October 26, 2016Uncategorized# 21 day fix, # atypical facial pain, # kids, # laser therapy, # shakeology, #acute pain, #affiliate marketing, #beachbody, #Beaumont AB, #cannabidiol, #cannabinoids, #cannabis, #Chalene Johnson, #challenge groups, #chronic fatigue, #chronic pain, #clinical depression, #coach, #coaching, #dependency, #edmonton, #facial pain, #get in shape, #health and fitness, #health and fitness coach, #lasertherapy, #life by design, #los weight, #mairrage, #marihuana, #marijuana, #medication, #medicinal marihuana, #medicinal marijuana, #meditation for pain relief, #meditech, #MVD surgery, #neuroplasticity, #pain relief, #pain sensitization, #parenting, #PIYO, #poetry#bug bites, #side effcts, #Striking Back, #teambeachbody, #TN, #TN research, #trigeminal neuralgia, #vaping, #vaporisor, #vapping, #wealthy affiliate, #www.tnnme.com, #www.zazzle.com, #yayme, #yoga for pain relief, beautiful #painJenn

So, my darn tummy hasn’t slowed down in the pain aspect. Ug! I’m so sick of the pain and cranpyness. I hate it!! My dr said to call him if the pain persists or if there was no improvement. So I called, yesterday and spoke with his receptionist lady. She told me that she’d give him the message. I called back, 7 hours later when I hadn’t heard back. She said that she gave him the neassage and that I would hopefully hear back by the end of the day. However, of course I didn’t. So I keep feeling like this crap while I wait around for him to get back to me. I’m tired and this SUCKS! I can’t function feeling like this. It just takes over everything and is so so frustrating!!! Ok, I’m sorry, I can’t keep t eyes open. I keep missing so many words that this sounds weird. I have to lie down with the heating pad. Fell asleep again…gosh I’m out of it?? Sorry this sucks today.

Sharry 21

October 25, 2016Uncategorized# 21 day fix, # atypical facial pain, # kids, # laser therapy, # shakeology, #acute pain, #affiliate marketing, #beachbody, #Beaumont AB, #cannabidiol, #cannabinoids, #cannabis, #Chalene Johnson, #challenge groups, #chronic fatigue, #chronic pain, #clinical depression, #coach, #coaching, #dependency, #edmonton, #facial pain, #get in shape, #health and fitness, #health and fitness coach, #lasertherapy, #life by design, #los weight, #mairrage, #marihuana, #marijuana, #medication, #medicinal marihuana, #medicinal marijuana, #meditation for pain relief, #meditech, #MVD surgery, #neuroplasticity, #pain relief, #pain sensitization, #parenting, #PIYO, #poetry#bug bites, #side effcts, #Striking Back, #teambeachbody, #TN, #TN research, #trigeminal neuralgia, #vaping, #vaporisor, #vapping, #wealthy affiliate, #www.tnnme.com, #www.zazzle.com, #yayme, #yoga for pain relief, beautiful #painJenn

“What time frame did Lucifer give us?” Asked Sharry. “Because, I am still very human and need to sleep now! And no, I’m not sleeping with the students in the barracks. I’m going grab my mother, who is also clearly exhausted and..” both Michael and Jake interrupted saying, “you guys are not going home!!” “I wasn’t going to say home, as wonderful as that would be, I know it’s not safe right now. No, mom’s office had two couches, you guys can grab us some bedding from your camp-half Angel, oh! I like the sound of that!!” “Honey?” Her mom said. “Yes mom,”Sharry yawned. “You’re so tired, that you’re starting to ramble! Now one of those couches is a hide-a-bed and the bed is wonderful and, boys?” “Yes” Michael and Jake said in unison. “I have the best bedding already. Don’t you go executing your plan without us?? I don’t want to wake up tomorrow and find you guys gone!!” “No ma’am” they said in unison again. Sharry yawned again and said “goodnight Jake” and kissed his cheek without thinking about who may be watching. He took her hand and walked her into the hallway. “You wouldn’t happen to have a spare t-shirt?”Sharry asked him. He pulled his off and then pulled her into him. She sighed, feeling completely comfortable and at ease. This was her safe place, in Jake’s arms him holding her tight. He looked down into her eyes. “Long crazy day right?” He said. “Yes,” she sighed and stifled a yawn, “just kiss me.” So Jake smiled and complied. His kisses made her melt. She was just about to sigh again when she heard someone clearing his throat. They both stopped and looked at Ezekiel watching them looking stearnly at Jake. “Okay,” Sharry said, “I’m going to bed, we were saying goodnight and you’ve been my dad for like 2hours…I’m not sure if that gives you throat clearing authority yet. Besides, I’m 19, where were you when I was in grade 7 and Bradly Finghauser was in grade 8…and well, never mind!!” She leaned in Kissed Jake on the lips, said goodnight and looked at Ziech and said, “goodnight.” Then yawning, she walked to her mom’s office.

Her mom had already gotten the bed ready. “Too bad you don’t have a bathroom in this joint mom. We’d be all set!” Sharry said. “Oh honey, of course I have my own bathroom, are you crazy. The only human surrounded by Angels all the time. I needed my own livable space. I even have a mini fridge.” “Wow mom! Nice! Living the life. Where is this bathroom?” “It’s just at the back, that door beside the shelf. I even got you a toothbrush in there!!” “Oh Mamma! You know me so well! I’ll be right back.” Sharry went into the bathroom, “Wow! Even a shower! You rock mom!” She yelled through the door. She splashed water on her face and decided to hop in the shower. After a quick rinse, hair washed, teeth brushed, Jake’s shirt smelling like him, she felt so much better. When she went back into the office her mom was sipping a scotch, “drink?” She asked. “Not tonight mom. I’m beat. But, I gotta ask mom. Is this really where you’ve been ‘working’ for the past 21 years?? When you tell me you’re going to the office, this is where you come??” Her mom sighed, “yes hon. Yes it is.” “Huh…there’s so much that I want to know mom, but for now, I’m hitting the hay! I am so tired.” Her mom nodded and smiled,”you can ask me anything and now I can tell you!! You have no idea how happy that makes me feel! I love you darling. Night Night.” “Night mom,” Sharry said yawning again. She climbed into bed laid her head in the pillow, sighed and closed her eyes.

The Children: Out Of Prison

Well, I just fell asleep, putting my son to bed. I’m pretty sure that this will not be very long. Considering that I can barely keep my eyes open. Today was not great. I feel like I was only 1/4 working, if that makes sense. Like most of me doesn’t function? I spent a long time in bed after I got the kids to school. I wasn’t feeling well and was going no where fast? I lied back down and ended up sleeping until like 2:00. Then when I got up I didn’t feel good at all. My stomach was so sick that I just sat around doing nothing at all, because I couldn’t function. Yuck!! My daughter and I have been watching the X-Men movies together. We finished the 2nd, movie. The last one is the one I haven’t seen. We have it downloaded and plan on watching it tomorrow. I know that my …argh! Fell asleep again!! I just have to get to sleep. I’m sorry this post is so weird and boring. I’m having such a difficult time today. Bla!!!

Here’s From My Brain

“The Children: Out Of Prison”

She stepped out of prison with street clothes on.

It’s such a hard way to fly.

Shook her hair back and grinned at her dumb luck.

She really thought that she might cry.

Freedom on a night it pissed from the clouds.

What was her next move?

A sense of direction might do me good.

She forgot what it was like to have a groove.

Her sister swore that the kids were fine.

She forgot how smooth a child’s skin could feel.

She swore she’d see them that day for sure!

She wasn’t certain this was real.

Ratty and tired and covered in hurt.

Her sister’ swords were a slap!

The lies the deception the complete interference!

What a great pile of crap!!!

A chance was saved to test on her?

Would she live it up?

Was she here to stay, to never leave again?

She swore she’d never give it up!

Her kids are hers, they got her through!

She’ll do whatever she needs

To prove she’s changed, gone right in the head

They were how her heart feeds…

She’d be there now, forever more

She’d no where else to be, trying to hold her tears at bay

Fell to her knees, when they walked in the door

JKC

Upon The Mirror

October 23, 2016Uncategorized# 21 day fix, # atypical facial pain, # kids, # laser therapy, # shakeology, #acute pain, #affiliate marketing, #beachbody, #Beaumont AB, #cannabidiol, #cannabinoids, #cannabis, #Chalene Johnson, #challenge groups, #chronic fatigue, #chronic pain, #clinical depression, #coach, #coaching, #dependency, #edmonton, #facial pain, #get in shape, #health and fitness, #health and fitness coach, #lasertherapy, #life by design, #los weight, #mairrage, #marihuana, #marijuana, #medication, #medicinal marihuana, #medicinal marijuana, #meditation for pain relief, #meditech, #MVD surgery, #neuroplasticity, #pain relief, #pain sensitization, #parenting, #PIYO, #poetry#bug bites, #side effcts, #Striking Back, #teambeachbody, #TN, #TN research, #trigeminal neuralgia, #vaping, #vaporisor, #vapping, #wealthy affiliate, #www.tnnme.com, #www.zazzle.com, #yayme, #yoga for pain relief, beautiful #painJenn

Lightning flashes

Daughter crashes

Dishes fall upon the floor

Swinging branches

Taking chances

In she walks right through the door

Heavy breathing

Now he’s seething

Wonders if he can blame you

Crazy person

How things worsen

Is there nothing we can do

Softly spoken

Are things broken

You have always been right here

Never leaving

Leaves me grieving

Heart laid out upon the mirror

JKC

Double Whammy!!

October 22, 2016Uncategorized# 21 day fix, # atypical facial pain, # kids, # laser therapy, # shakeology, #acute pain, #affiliate marketing, #beachbody, #Beaumont AB, #cannabidiol, #cannabinoids, #cannabis, #Chalene Johnson, #challenge groups, #chronic fatigue, #chronic pain, #clinical depression, #coach, #coaching, #dependency, #edmonton, #facial pain, #get in shape, #health and fitness, #health and fitness coach, #lasertherapy, #life by design, #los weight, #mairrage, #marihuana, #marijuana, #medication, #medicinal marihuana, #medicinal marijuana, #meditation for pain relief, #meditech, #MVD surgery, #neuroplasticity, #pain relief, #pain sensitization, #parenting, #PIYO, #poetry#bug bites, #side effcts, #Striking Back, #teambeachbody, #TN, #TN research, #trigeminal neuralgia, #vaping, #vaporisor, #vapping, #wealthy affiliate, #www.tnnme.com, #www.zazzle.com, #yayme, #yoga for pain relief, beautiful #painJenn

Sadly, I had another day of bad tummy pain. Only now it’s combined with my face! Yup. The fun I’ve had today. I did go to South Common with my daughter, looking for things for her Halloween costume. It was not much fun, feeling awful and, of course, it’s been getting worse as the day progresses. My little man had taekwon-do today. He just started last weekend and he just loves it so much! He comes home and shows me all he’s learned. It’s so cute. I’m hoping he learns control. So that when things aren’t going his way and he gets angry or upset, that instead of losing it on someone, he will learn to not hit and freak out. His first “test” for his white belt, yellow stripe is this Thursday, even though he started late. He’s already learned about when he can and cannot use his Taekwon-do skills, and freaking out and getting mad at your sister is a big no! So, fingers crossed that it helps. My oldest finished her classroom portion of her drivers training this afternoon. Hopefully she passed the written portion. Now, beginning ASAP, her driving practice will start. She’s getting close, finally. But, better late than never!! Well, my tummy is one big achy cramp. I’m calling my dr on Zmonday to ask if I should be feeling this way. He said it’d be crampy, but this has been ridiculous! I can’t function like this and now my face is bad?? Argh!!! If this is what these meds do to me, tummy wise, I’m not staying on the !! It’s too poopy to focus. I’m going to head to bed.

Stuck

I’m still stuck with how to word the part of the Sharry book I’ve been writing. I’ve been reading information about Satan and the bible, but so much of it is over my head, hard to follow. I’m feeling kind of crappy still. It’s been a damn painful. Week, yuck! Tonight’s post is about to be finished – lol. I’m already falling asleep while writing and I was unable to get any further from yesterday. For the most part, my writing just flows from somewhere amd I don’t have to put a lot of thought into it. However, I want to at least sound a bit like I can understand what is going on in that part of the bible. Or at least make it sound authentic, even if I don’t find anything that works. I’m sorry that this is so short. I’m just not feeling well and for the life of me I just can’t keep my es open. I was just asleep for another 10 minutes again. Oops! Goodnight all.

Sharry 20

October 21, 2016Uncategorized# 21 day fix, # atypical facial pain, # kids, # laser therapy, # shakeology, #acute pain, #affiliate marketing, #beachbody, #Beaumont AB, #cannabidiol, #cannabinoids, #cannabis, #Chalene Johnson, #challenge groups, #chronic fatigue, #chronic pain, #clinical depression, #coach, #coaching, #dependency, #edmonton, #facial pain, #get in shape, #health and fitness, #health and fitness coach, #lasertherapy, #life by design, #los weight, #mairrage, #marihuana, #marijuana, #medication, #medicinal marihuana, #medicinal marijuana, #meditation for pain relief, #meditech, #MVD surgery, #neuroplasticity, #pain relief, #pain sensitization, #parenting, #PIYO, #poetry#bug bites, #side effcts, #Striking Back, #teambeachbody, #TN, #TN research, #trigeminal neuralgia, #vaping, #vaporisor, #vapping, #wealthy affiliate, #www.tnnme.com, #www.zazzle.com, #yayme, #yoga for pain relief, beautiful #painJenn

They were all set up in the conference room, with maps everywhere and pictures of Sharry and her mom pinned up, along with other nephilim she had seen around he camp. All was quiet outside though, it was close to midnight and Sharry was exhausted, overwhelmed and exhausted actually. She just wanted to sleep and look at it with fresh eyes in the morning. But, she knew that thy first needed to have some idea about what they were going to do. They were all talking back and forth about how to rescue the fake “Joan” without putting Sharry at risk. Finally Sharry asked, “how exactly do you put Satan back in hell and lock him in for good? Shouldn’t we be thinking about that? He won’t be expecting anything like that. He thinks we’re only going to be focused on my mom or, rather, my fake mom. Is there a way we can get him, when he’s not expecting it??”

They all stared at her quietly. “What?” She said. “I’m right? We have to get rid of Him. If we don’t, I may as well just go to him and let him do his thing then. Right?? It’s not like he’s going to stop trying, you know?!” “She’s right,” Michael said. “We have to do more than rescue Susanna. We have to lock him back up!” “How?” Sharry asked again. “Well, it’s not easy,” Jake said, “we have to be in a holy place, like a church, a church-yard, or a grave yard. We need the key though…that’s the problem, that darn key!” “What key?” Sharry asked. “It’s not a literal key,” Ziech said, “Revelations 20:1-15, ‘then I saw an Angel coming down from heaven, holding in his hand the key to the bottomless pit and a great chain. And he seized that ancient serpent, who is the devil and Satan, and bound him for a thousand years, and threw him into the pit, and shut it and sealed it over him’ “it’s the original bible verse that we have to figure out.” …

I don’t like this next part. I have to work on it tomorrow to figure it out…

[with the original ring. The ring fits into the holy book, like a key. Employing the circlet, unseal thy holy book. Comprehend thy last rites, as he’s bound down with three dashes of holy water and a cross allotted upon his skin.” “U’huh. Right…in English please???” Sharry said. Her mom sighed, “you use the ring to open the bible, read the last rites to Lucifer as he’s splashed with holy water and has a cross placed somewhere on his body.” “Great. Doesn’t sound so bad. Where can we find this original book and ring, anyway??”Sharry asked. “We’ve tracked it to a museum in Italy,” Ziech said. “Under lock and key, with very tight supervision and alarms up the ying yang!!” “Up the ying yang huh?… not good.”Sharry said. “And aren’t there, like, a gazillion museums in Italy??” ]

Nope. I’m not happy with that…but too tired right now.

Sharry 19

October 19, 2016Uncategorized# 21 day fix, # atypical facial pain, # kids, # laser therapy, # shakeology, #acute pain, #affiliate marketing, #beachbody, #Beaumont AB, #cannabidiol, #cannabinoids, #cannabis, #Chalene Johnson, #challenge groups, #chronic fatigue, #chronic pain, #clinical depression, #coach, #coaching, #dependency, #edmonton, #facial pain, #get in shape, #health and fitness, #health and fitness coach, #lasertherapy, #life by design, #los weight, #mairrage, #marihuana, #marijuana, #medication, #medicinal marihuana, #medicinal marijuana, #meditation for pain relief, #meditech, #MVD surgery, #neuroplasticity, #pain relief, #pain sensitization, #parenting, #PIYO, #poetry#bug bites, #side effcts, #Striking Back, #teambeachbody, #TN, #TN research, #trigeminal neuralgia, #vaping, #vaporisor, #vapping, #wealthy affiliate, #www.tnnme.com, #www.zazzle.com, #yayme, #yoga for pain relief, beautiful #painJenn

“So, what you’re saying is Lucifer believes that he still has my mom?” Sharry said. “Huh. Interesting. Is this Angel, shifter girl going to get hurt? What’s Lucifer going to do to her if he figures it out??” “She’s a tough little one,” Michael said,”Ain’t that right Ziech? Susanna is a tough little thing??” “Shit yah!”Ezekiel said, Sharry saw him glance over at her mom with a look of, joy? Or happiness on his face…huh. Weird. “Hi, I’m Sharry, nice to meet you Ezekiel. Thank you so so much for getting my mom out of there. I’m in your debt.” Eziechial took Hold of Sharry’s outstretched hand, almost reverentially and continued holding onto it while saying, “it’s so, so good to finally meet you too, Sharry.” He reluctantly let go of her hand but smiled at her. She noticed that he had green eyes, just like hers. They were kind eyes and Sharry smiled back. Sharry glanced over at her mom looking at plans for security, now that they had so many defect. She looked right at home, which Sharry would never have believed in a million years. What else, besides her father being an Angel, hasn’t her mom told her. Wait a minute, not only did she look comfortable, these people or rather all of these Angels are talking to her mom like they know her. Even Michael was. She should only know Jacob, as my boyfriend from school. Look at her though, she’s not in shock that she’s surrounded by Angels. She’s completely fine with it, as if it was normal for her. What is going on?

“Uh, Mom! We have to talk!” Sharry called over to her mom. “Just a minute honey, I’m helping Gabriel and Matt figure out some security issues!” She replied. Sharry raised her voice, “Now Mom! We need to talk Now!!”Sharry didn’t care about all of the raised eyebrows and the looks she was getting. She needed to figure out if her mom has told her the truth about anything, ever!!! “Michael is there anywhere more private?”Sharry asked. Her mom said, “its okay Mikey, I’ll take her to my office!” “Your what now??” Sharry asked, her jaw practically hitting the ground. “Close your mouth and follow me.” Her mom said.

Her mom lead her down the hallway a bit further then pulled a key out of her pocket and unlocked a door. Sharry walked in and saw that the office was about the size of Michael’s office, but clearly decorated by a woman. There were photos of Sharry everywhere, at every age, as well as photos of her mom and Ziech together, throughout the years, she saw her mom, slowly aging, while Ziech stayed the same. “Wait a minute!!”Sharry said, “you didn’t just get it on with an Angel, you’re still with the Angel. Ziech is your, your what is he to you mom? That’s of course why he risked everything and saved you. Wait…wait…does that mean…” Sharry flopped down onto the couch, looking shellshocked she asked her mom, “mom, is Eziechial, is Ziech my father??” Her mom, pulled a chair to sit right in front of her. She leaned in and held Sharry’s hands. “Yes, honey, yes Ziech is your father!” “How? When? What?…How did you ever meet him?” Sharry asked. There was a soft knock at the door, Eziechial poked his head in, “is everything okay Joan love? Can I? May I?” Sharry’s mom looked at her in that mom way and so Sharry nodded and said, “I guess so. The more the merrier!”she said rather awkwardly.

He pulled a chair beside Joan and the three of them stared at each other, no one wanting to speak first. Finally Sharry blurted out, “So many lies mom? Why all of the lies? You should have told me.” Her mom sighed and squeezed her hands, “I wasn’t permitted. Not until you were old enough for the camp. You had to be raised as normal as possible.Once you started dating Jacob I knew it’d be soon. Soon that you could finally meet your father! I could finally tell you verything!” Ziech said, “I’ve been praying for this day. The day I could finally train you and teach you our ways. I was so excited! But now, that you may be the chosen one! Well, now I don’t want you out of my sight! Especially since we haven’t had a chance to train!!” Sharry wasn’t sure what to say. She felt overwhelmed and confused. She didn’t know whether she should be angry or excited. Her dad, who obviously doesn’t age, looked her age, not her mom’s. “Wait, Mom,” Sharry said, “this is your office? You work here, everyday, with the Angels and my D-D-Dad? He was this close, all this time? Couldn’t he have don’t the invisible wing thing and met me sooner. I don’t understand. Did you not want me in your life Da- Ziech. I don’t know what to call you. Why didn’t you want me?” She didn’t want to cry, but she felt the tears burning at the back of her eyes. “Oh Sharry,” Eziechial replied, “you have no idea how badly I wanted to meet you, but they forbade me, us. Even Joan, your mom, working here is a first. We were so lucky they allowed that much. Joan would tell me everything about you as you grew up, she’d bring pictures, tell me stories, show me videos. Oh the questions I’d ask about you, I just wanted to know everything!! I’m just so thrilled that…”Right then Michael knocked on the door and peeked in. He said, “so sorry to break up the family reunion, but we need to come up with a plan. Lucifer phoned and wants to meet to trade our fake mom for Sharry. Which, of course, we won’t be doing. But, we’re out of time, we have to figure out exactly what our plan is going to be!”
To help with research and treatment for Trigeminal Neuralgia please go to http://www.tnnme.com (Trigeminal Neuralgia and Me) to sign a petition to have the World Health Organization (WHO) add Trigeminal Neuralgia (TN) to their “Health topic list.””Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!”

Awful day

October 18, 2016Uncategorized# 21 day fix, # atypical facial pain, # kids, # laser therapy, # shakeology, #acute pain, #affiliate marketing, #beachbody, #Beaumont AB, #cannabidiol, #cannabinoids, #cannabis, #Chalene Johnson, #challenge groups, #chronic fatigue, #chronic pain, #clinical depression, #coach, #coaching, #dependency, #edmonton, #facial pain, #get in shape, #health and fitness, #health and fitness coach, #lasertherapy, #life by design, #los weight, #mairrage, #marihuana, #marijuana, #medication, #medicinal marihuana, #medicinal marijuana, #meditation for pain relief, #meditech, #MVD surgery, #neuroplasticity, #pain relief, #pain sensitization, #parenting, #PIYO, #poetry#bug bites, #side effcts, #Striking Back, #teambeachbody, #TN, #TN research, #trigeminal neuralgia, #vaping, #vaporisor, #vapping, #wealthy affiliate, #www.tnnme.com, #www.zazzle.com, #yayme, #yoga for pain relief, beautiful #painJenn

Today was awful! When I saw my pain dr last week, on Friday the 14th, he gave me a new medication that is for OID-Opiate Induced Constipation. He’s worried about my stomach always feeling nauseous. Much more worried than my GP seemed to be. He said that most people don’t associate nausea with constipation, but that it’s often the cause. I know that I’m on a lot of meds that can cause nausea, as well as constipation. I’m so used to being constipated all of the time, that I didn’t put the two together. Long story short, the pills he gave me should get the constipation under control, so that we get the nausea under control. HOWEVER, he said that for the first week I will most likely have severe cramping and stomach pain and that my bowels will basically be rebooting and starting to work again. So, Holly Shit!!! He wasn’t joking!! This weekend wasn’t great, but today? Today I am in so much pain!! The cramping is bad, but the worst is the stabbing stabbing stabbing pains right in/on area of scar-tissue from my colon surgery. It’s just been so awful and so awful that I can’t do anything!!! It’s been all day and is really bad right now. So I can barely function or even write this and I can’t sleep!! So so frustrating…’mmmm I have to go to bed. goodnight all. Sorry about the “poop talk”, it’s, just been my entire day’s experience.

The Spirit Scribe

I challenge myself to write 365 posts in 2016to heal Body, Mind & Spirit. Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!