Well, I just fell asleep, putting my son to bed. I’m pretty sure that this will not be very long. Considering that I can barely keep my eyes open. Today was not great. I feel like I was only 1/4 working, if that makes sense. Like most of me doesn’t function?  I spent a long time in bed after I got the kids to school. I wasn’t feeling well and was going no where fast? I lied back down and ended up sleeping until like 2:00.   Then when I got up I didn’t feel good at all. My stomach was so sick that I just sat around doing nothing at all, because I couldn’t function.  Yuck!! My daughter and I have been watching the X-Men movies together. We finished the 2nd, movie. The last one is the one I haven’t seen. We have it downloaded and plan on watching it tomorrow.  I know that my …argh! Fell asleep again!!  I just have to get to sleep. I’m sorry this post is so weird and boring. I’m having such a difficult time today.  Bla!!!

Here’s From My Brain

“The Children: Out Of Prison”

She stepped out of prison with street clothes on. 

It’s such a hard way to fly. 

Shook her hair back and grinned at her dumb luck. 

She really thought that she might cry. 

Freedom on a night it pissed from the clouds. 

What was her next move?

A sense of direction might do me good. 

She forgot what it was like to have a groove. 

Her sister swore that the kids were fine. 

She forgot how smooth a child’s skin could feel. 

She swore she’d see them that day for sure!

She wasn’t certain this was real. 

Ratty and tired and covered in hurt. 

Her sister’ swords were a slap!

The lies the deception the complete interference!

What a great pile of crap!!!

A chance was saved to test on her?

Would she live it up?

Was she here to stay, to never leave again?

She swore she’d never give it up!

Her kids are hers, they got her through!

She’ll do whatever she needs

To prove she’s changed, gone right in the head

They were how her heart feeds…

She’d be there now, forever more 

She’d no where else to be,  trying to hold her tears at bay

Fell to her knees, when they walked in the door
 

JKC

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