5 Crowns

Money, or, rather the lack thereof, is stressing me out right now!! Here’s the dilemma: do I get a part-time job and lose my disability payment?? Or do we keep things the same? The thing about my CPP disability payments is that it is very hard to get approved and put on the program. So, hypothetical, I start working part time somewhere and then I start to feel like crap again – well, tough poop! I think it’s lost. Soooo…do I just try volunteering to see if it’s too difficult for me?? Like, if I don’t feel well enough??? I don’t know what to do…I do know that we need more money some how. I wish that there was something that I could do from home (without having to sell something!)!! It might be time for some research!! All I know are the facts. And right now the very clear fact is that we’re broke!! It’s so frustrating having gotten so sick that it fucked up my career!! It’s very very crappy! I don’t even know what I’d do, if I’d look for something in my field or just some small part time job at Starbucks or a bookstore or something. I don’t even know if I’d remember how to work in my field. I hope that I would, but it’s been a long long time!! Well, I guess that some research is needed. My future looks unknown. I could work at the library. I’d like that. Hmmm…

My hubby says that if things keep on going in the Direction that they’re currently heading, we are going to end up living in a box. We’ll be homeless in Beaumont. We’ll lose the house and be screwed…he scares me when he talks like that…

Today was another homebody day. We fiddled with things like painting with my son. We found a tutorial that gave us step by Step instructions on how to draw Pikachu. So we did that together. I went to the walk/in dr appointment today with my oldest daughter. She needed some refills and a dr note for work and I needed to pick up my expensive prescription. $118 – after going through insurance and having them pay 80%of it. I don’t know what you’d do if you needed these pills and had zero insurance!!! You’d be screwed!!!

After the dr and pharmacists visit, we made a quick supper. Then I played the balloon game with my son. While we were doing that, my daughter got 5 Crowns (a new game that we played at my parent’s…I ordered it for us to play, because we really enjoyed it. So then all five of us played 5 Crowns. It was fun!! Then it was bed time. And here I sit. Exhausted and it’s late late late!!! Night Night!! Night All! 💤😴

To help with research and treatment for Trigeminal Neuralgia please go to http://www.tnnme.com (Trigeminal Neuralgia and Me) to sign a petition to have the World Health Organizationu (WHO) add Trigeminal Neuralgia (TN) to their “Health topic list.”

Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!”

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