I’m drowning myself in pain,
And I doubt it will be able to meet the other side.
I’m stuck in the depths of it,
And the tears flow down like rain!
I’m sick to death of this game,
The time seems to stop and leave me stranded,
In this straight-jacket of fear
And it all feels like more of the same.
I’m giving into it all,
I’ve felt the fight drain out of me.
It leaves me even more vulnerable and raw,
And I fear I’ll trip and fall!
I’m playing the same old moves,
Over and again until I’m numb.
Yet nothing changes, the pain still lingers,
And I don’t know what it proves!
I need a different regime – a set of moves that are new and fresh!
Would new actions shake things up?
How do I find these new moves?
Just what will help me hit refresh??
To help with research and treatment for Trigeminal Neuralgia please go to http://www.tnnme.com (Trigeminal Neuralgia and Me) to sign a petition to have the World Health Organization (WHO) add Trigeminal Neuralgia (TN) to their “Health topic list.”
“Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!”