It’s getting late and my daughter isn’t home from dance yet. We car pool with another family and they drive home today. The roads are soooo bad and I’m just a bit (yah right) of a worry-wart! I’m sure they’re fine. I trust his driving. These roads make me sick to my stomach when my oldest is out at work and she has to drive home. It just freaks me out!! I try to think positive and be thankful for her coming home safe and sound, but I have to force myself to think that way and talk that way in my head. It’s like a battle between the worst case scenario and being thankful that she’s safe. I’m going to drive myself crazy!! (Oh! My dancer’s home!! Yay!!). Yes. I have this ongoing battle with negative thoughts and it’s bloody getting annoying. Sometimes it’s like I can’t break away from creating all of these bad things that can possibly, maybe, somehow happen to my family and I. I literally make myself crazy with frightening scenarios of some awful thing that has a zero chance of happening, but I allow myself to get sucked in and freaked out!  I know that it is unhealthy, but I do it anyway… so what does that tell you about my mental state? The dumb thing is that I believe in the power of positive thinking. I believe in the whole, you are your thoughts thing… and if that’s the case, I’ve really got to find a way to get a handle on all of the negative garbage. Because, I certainly don’t want any of that to come true – nope, nada, no no no! So now that you know the inner workings of my mind, I’m going to put this mind of mine to bed. While in bed I will NOT be negative tonight, I will think positive thoughts as I drift off to sleep. Positive thoughts, positive thoughts, positive thoughts… night all🌛🌠🌌

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