I had a long day today. We had a weird and early freak snow storm…it’s still fall, Halloween hasn’t even happened yet!! I’m so tired again tonight. I just fell asleep writing that. I wrote so with about thirty o’s!! Okay. This is ridiculous. I can’t even keep my eyes open to write one word!! This is crazy. I’m going to try to write a bit of my Sharry story, then hit the hay!!Saw the pain dr today. He changed a couple things and thinks he knows why my tummy has been so bad. I can write more tomorrow, I can’t keep my eyes open, argh?
Sharry – 16

Jake ran from where he was praying over the necklace to her side, “babe! Babe! Honey, it’s okay. It’s all going to be okay. Sweety, please don’t cry. Don’t cry.” He said. “We’re going to figure this out. We’re going to find your mom, we’re getting close. It’s going to be fine. Stop worrying. It’s okay.” She looked up at him from where she was kneeling, “Stop worrying?! It’s okay?!” Sharry whimpered and wiped her nose on the back of her hand. “How is any of this okay Jake? How? Even if we find my mom…” Jake interrupted, “you mean when we find your mom” Sharry sniffed, “if, when, whatever. It won’t matter!! I mean, I may as well give up to Lucifer. You think he’s ever going to stop looking for me? Of course he’s not!! I’m dead-meat regardless Jake. Unless someone kills him, and can you even kill an Angel?? Or if he gets locked back in hell, which I’m sure wasn’t easy the first time and wasn’t it God who did that?? Can’t God come on down and take care of Lucifer again?? Where is this God you all cringe at when I curse?? Why isn’t God helping you guys? And, without God’s assistance what are the odds that we’ll be able to get Lucifer back into hell any time soon? Slim to none right??” She was sobbing while talking. She had turned around and had her head in his lap, she just cried and cried while he patiently stroked her hair and listened to her rant. He thought that she probably needed to get it out. However, she suddenly sat up and sniffled, “I’m so sorry Jake! I’m going to be okay, Jake, really, I’m okay. Go do your praying over the necklace thing. I shouldn’t have done that right now, had this big freak-out, because you need to find my mom and I’m over here crying like a baby and interrupting you! I’m so selfish!” She said, tears still streaking down her cheeks. “Just go, GO!” She yelled, “don’t worry about me, I’ll be fine. What you have to do is more important, so go do it, please! I’m just going to sit here quietly praying to your God for help. You go figure out where my mom is. Just go Jake. That’s the best thing you can do to help me right now.  Find.  My.  Mom.” Sharry said with conviction. 

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