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My Vision Board 

I don’t even know if anyone reads this anymore…hmmm. Does that bug me? Yes, of course!! Has it become same old same old?? Do I just bitch about how I’m feeling, with a poem thrown in here and there? I feel like it’s sort of like a public journal. Anyone can read it, if they want, but nobody really does anyway. I don’t intend to be all negative and full of complaints all the time. I also need to check out my settings, because it’s supposed to post everyday on Facebook, but I don’t think it is. I know I had some readers when it was on Facebook everyday. I’m going to turn the automatic post off and then manually post it on Facebook like I used to. Also, I’m determined to be more positive and write with more intention (for the most part…sometimes it just flows out without a whole lot of forethought. Generally, on the days that it just flows from within, those aren’t complaining days.)

I finished my vision board today!! I have been watching videos on YouTube as I’ve been making my vision board and some of the stories are crazy amazing!! There are so many people who are using the Law Of Attraction to manifest positive things into their lives. I’ve been wanting to make a vision board and begin using the Law Of Attraction for myself for some time now. My hubby doesn’t believe in any of this!! He thinks that it’s garbage, because “I’m going to be a realist. If it works it’s just by extreme luck…” So, I feel like I have to use my positive energy to, not only change my personal viewpoint regarding my life, but I have to be extra powerful to overcome his negative and doubting viewpoint. He has not had an easy life and he basically thinks that we’ll never have enough money, we’ll never be able to buy a bigger house, we’ll never travel the world, we’ll never (fill in the blank with a negative thought)!! He pretty much believes that life will always be a struggle and hard. Oh, and he believes that he’s going to die young. He says this ALL the time!! I keep telling him that, if these are his beliefs, this will always be he way it is. If you believe that our thoughts create our world, well things will never shift or change, which will just confirm, to him, that he’s absolutely correct. So, ARGH!!!!! I try to tell him that of course nothing will change if that’s what you believe everything will come to pass. I feel like I have to work not just with God and the universe to bring about what I want to manifest in my life, but I have to believe deep within my heart and soul. I have to visualize like crazy to create the life I want for us. I have double the work, I have to be powerful enough to zap his beliefs and negativity down, while still working with the universe to shift things for us. However, I need things to change and I firmly believe that they can and will! I am writing a book and getting it published. I am going to have enough money for a good life with less of a struggle living cheque to cheque. I am going to get a bigger house (we have SO outgrown our house). I am going to get healthy, body, mind, spirit and soul!! There are many many more things, but these are the big four important things!! Now I’m off to bed!!

Oh, here’s a photo of my vision board (it may look like it’s all over the place, but it’s perfect for me and my life plan and the big four, health, home, finances, passion!!):

  

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Believe

Do you believe in yourself?

That you can do or be anything?

Don’t listen to the doubters,

You can dance, or write, or sing!

Go deep and find your passion,

And don’t just dream, dream BIG!

If you believe it you can achieve it!

So take stock, look within, and dig. 

When you know just what you want,

And you hold it in your mind. 

When using your imagination,

You may be surprised by what you find. 

You’re closer than you imagine!

Just visualize yourself being there. 

Feel exactly what it’d be like, 

And always listen and be aware. 

Before you know it things will happen,

And your life will start to shift. 

Pay attention to the signs and intuition,

Remember, life is a precious gift!

JKC

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Meh, Bla, Blech, Argh, Ug

Does anything rhyme with meh?

It’s how I’m feeling today. 

Is there nothing out ther’ (try to say this with the meh sound in mind!!)

I feel a bit bla and grey!

How about bla. 

That’s just got to be easier to find a word that rhymes. 

Like, hmmm, I didn’t eat any supa,

I just wasn’t hungry, that happens at times. 

Hmmm… Have we tried yet to find a rhyme for blech. 

I’m thinking that this one won’t be hard. 

I’m just looking for a word like check!!

That worked and I didn’t have to pay anyone off with my bank card. 

Hmmm…meh, bla and blech what non-word have I missed?

Argh. Can I find something to rhyme with argh??

If you know one and tell me, you may get kissed. 

Hmmm this is hard, what a lark??(okay, use your imagination here please people!!)

I think I’m going to bed, it’s late again, ug!!

Hmmm that shouldn’t be too hard.  

In fact, it rhymes with hug!!

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🎼Today I 🎷Don’t Feel 🎹 Like Doing 🎸 Anything 🎤

I had myself a pretty lazy day today. Other than a couple loads of laundry, I got nothing done today. The weekend sucked me dry. But, I’m proud of myself for one thing, I didn my workout yesterday (despite feeling horrible) and tonight (despite feeling completely drained). Last week totally threw us off and we barely did any of the workouts. However, instead of being frustrated with myself and completely giving up and quitting (how I would have responded in the past), I decided that I will just start week 7 again. And so, I forced myself to do it. I always feel better once I’ve done it. It’s getting up off your arse and doing it that’s the hard part. Once I start the Hammer and Chisel workouts it’ll probably be even harder. Because those are intense, hard core workouts. If it ends up being too big of a jump, to go from Tai Cheng to Hammer and Chisel, I’ll borrow a different kind me from Jocelyn or Shaniice. All of the Beachbody workouts have at least one person who does the modified (easier) version of each exercise, so I’m hoping that I will at least be able to do the modified workout. I guess I’ll wait and see. Sheesh! It’s late again. I wanted to turn my light out before 11:11. So much for that idea. I’m trying to get myself onto a better schedule. Slowly but surely right! Tonight, obviously, I’m not going to bed early. But I’m going to boogie, so that the light’s out by 11:30. Night all💤

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Do You Ever Speak In Rhyme

Do you ever speak in rhyme, do you do it a lot? 

Does it take too much time, perhaps yes, perhaps not?

Some days it just flows, do you know what I mean? 

Straight to the keyboard it goes, if I like what I’ve seen!

I can go back to cut out, words or phrases that sound wrong. 

Sometimes I want to shout, other times they flow like a song!

I never know just what I’ll say, I surprise myself a great deal!

The words just come, almost everyday, they’re in everything I feel.

When they come from my heart, they are close and dear. 

But from the head they’re smart, yet not as heartfelt, I fear. 

Is there right or wrong, or good or bad. 

Do they get too long, or sound too sad?

Just pass them right by, if you don’t like how they make you feel. 

I’m sorry if I my words make you cry, I’m just trying to keep it real!

JKC

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😴Just One More Day To Go😴

This is going to be one of my shortest post yet. I’m super tired from this dance weekend of ours. I’m just not used to being up and about and functioning like a normal human…lol! Sadly, I’m being 100% serious. I’m really exhausted and it hits me hard when I’m tired. She’s been doing really well. So far she’s gotten 3 golds and 1 high gold. Tomorrow is the last day. She has two more dances, ballet and modern. Tonight’s dance was in the production category. It’s really fun to watch. The number has 3 songs and they’re all from the Alladin musical (well, there are actually 4 songs that they’ve learned, but they had to take one off, because the category requirements say that it has to be under 10 minutes, so they didn’t do the song A Whole New World.) It was a lot of fun to watch. You could tell that they were all really having fun. There are so many dancers in this number, probably close to 40 or 50!! Crazy, but fun to watch. Her first dance is really early tomorrow. So early that my hubby booked a room for my daughter and I to stay for the night, otherwise we would be leaving our house at 6:30am. He can tell how tired I am, so he thought it would help. So after this evenings performance, we came to the hotel. We watched The Fifth Wave together. She just fell asleep and I’m about to follow suit. I’m pretty tired!! Actually, I’m thinking that I’m going to do that right now. Night all😴😴

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Oh What A Night

They sway and turn,

Then jump and skip!

They run, then pause,

While he does a flip!

A twirl, a lift,

A hop, a stomp,

And an arabesque,

And across they romp!

The way they move,

Alive and free!

So young and innocent, 

A joy to see!

They make us smile,

Then earn our tears.

They secure our laughs,

They face their fears. 

With their intensity in motion,

And their courage to fly.

They explore each emotion,

And mature before our eyes;

A child no longer on that stage,

They’re transformed by grace,

By breath, by faith. 

There’s just no limit to what they face!

With the rush of performance,

And their teachers foresight,

They confidently perform, 

Hitting the rhythm just right!

“Oh, what a night!”

JKC

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Dancing Day

Well, today was long…really really long!! It’s only the first day of the four days of the dance festival. The first day!! I’m pretty sure that by Sunday I’m going to be passing out from exhaustion!! And, sadly, I’m not really joking. The competition was behind by almost 1 hour, so she was dancing around 10:00pm and we got home about 30minutes ago, around midnight. The competition is in St.Albert, so there was a long drive involved. Well, to be honest, it took less time than I thought it would, to get there. My beautiful kiddo got gold in both of today’s dances! Yay!! I really enjoy watching her dance. Actually, I enjoy watching all of the dancing. It’s incredible what some of these kids can do. Today was long though, and tomorrow will be as well. Consequently, I’m cutting this off tonight. You know me, I could ramble on forever, but, considering my eyes are bloodshot and I’m forcing them to stay open, I’m going to head to bed.  💤💤💤💤💤💤💤💤💤💤💤💤💤💤💤💤💤

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So It Begins…

I just finished cutting holes in my daughter’s jeans and using cheese grater to make them look distressed, so they don’t look “cheesy”. My 13 year old daughter’s first dance competition starts tomorrow. (I think I feel more nervous than she does – lol). She just remembered that her jeans for her hip hop costume had to have rips in them. Nothing like last minute. The dance competition is on from tomorrow until Sunday and, of course, she has at least 1 dance each day. This competition is in St.Albert at the Arden theatre. The cool thing about this one is that they are streaming the entire competition on livestream.com. So my mom and dad can watch it from their BC house. Also, my hubby will be able to watch it from home, with the other kiddos. I’m feeling all anxious and nervous for tomorrow, even though I’m just watching…I don’t think that I am the only parent who feels like this! At least I hope not!! lol Well, we have a veerryy long weekend ahead and I wanted to get to bed early. Which is obviously not happening…so I’m going to head to bed. Wish my sweet girl luck tomorrow!!

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Do You Live With Passion?

Do you live with passion,

Doing the things you love?

Or does your life feel empty,

Blank, flat and always devoid of?

Do you know your purpose, 

What you’re meant to be doing?

Or do you go about your day,

With the sense God’s “booing”?

Do you follow your heart, 

Knowing where you’re headed?

Or do you stumble through your days,

Ending up where you’ve dreaded?

Is this the life you’ve dreamed of,

That you’re meant to be living?

Or do you drag your feet,

With a constant sense of misgiving?

Do you forgive yourself, 

And refuse to give in?

Because you can still figure it out,

There’s always another chance to begin!

So make a dream or vision board,

And figure it out!

The perfect thing is out there for you,

There is nothing to doubt!

JKC
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