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On Nights Like This

May 5, 2016Uncategorized# 21 day fix, # atypical facial pain, # kids, # laser therapy, # shakeology, #acute pain, #affiliate marketing, #beachbody, #Beaumont AB, #cannabidiol, #cannabinoids, #cannabis, #challenge groups, #chronic fatigue, #chronic pain, #clinical depression, #dependency, #edmonton, #facial pain, #get in shape, #health and fitness, #lasertherapy, #los weight, #mairrage, #marihuana, #marijuana, #medication, #medicinal marihuana, #medicinal marijuana, #meditation for pain relief, #meditech, #MVD surgery, #neuroplasticity, #pain relief, #pain sensitization, #parenting, #poetry#bug bites, #side effcts, #Striking Back, #TN, #TN research, #trigeminal neuralgia, #vaping, #vaporisor, #vapping, #wealthy affiliate, #www.tnnme.com, #www.zazzle.com, #yayme, #yoga for pain relief, beautiful #painJenn

Sleep is fleeting

My brain won’t let go

Exhaustion sets in

My transient thoughts flow

On nights like this

The battle is lost

My face is aching

The sheets are all tossed

I should get up

I should just give in

On nights such as this

I cannot win

Yet here I lie

In this muddled mess

With these muddled thoughts

In muddled distress

JKC

To help with research and treatment for Trigeminal Neuralgia please go to http://www.tnnme.com (Trigeminal Neuralgia and Me) to sign a petition to have the World Health Organization (WHO) add Trigeminal Neuralgia (TN) to their “Health topic list.”

“Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!”

Until He’s Not

His entangled thoughts burn with anger.

The smell of his rage is overpowering!

What move to make ?

He sits simmering and glowering.

Why such animalistic aggression?

How did it shift so fast?

When feeling mocked and ridiculed,

Hiding his anger couldn’t last!

She adores him so, only sees the good!

He convinces himself something’s behind her motives.

Yet she doesn’t know he’s plotting,

While she sits quietly with her votives.

He’s ready to burst with rage!

She’s calmly leaning back, looking up at the skies.

She doesn’t know what he’s capable of.

Will it require her to say her goodbyes?

Underestimating how his aggression pushes him,

She bows out slowly, and turns to leave,

With a sudden jump after her,

She feels him grab her sleeve!

Did I forget something, so naive and trusting,

Unprepared for his fist and the push onto her back!

He yanks her up, smirks at her tears.

He punches her, she feels something crack!

Through tears, snot and blood, she tries to run,

He grabs her hair and drags her across the room!

She screams for help, then spots the wrench,

She whips it across the face of her handsome groom,

With her makeshift weapon she hits his eye!

She be-lines it for the door,

Opens it, slams it, doesn’t look back!

She runs out screaming, her heart in horror!

He almost grabs her again,

But doors open up and people step out.

Her heart has shattered,

She thought she knew, without a doubt…

A week goes by, she smells her flowers.

They make her smile,

He’s sent so many!

She’s in denial..,

He’s said he’s sorry so many times,

She starts to believe it was all a big mistake.

It was an accident, he was out of control!

Yet everyone can see that he’s fake!!

But, she takes him back,

She loves him so!

He loves her too,

He’ll never let her go!

He had a bad day,

He’s feeling mad.

Today it’s just a backhand,

It’s not so bad…

The cycle begins,

He’s all she’s got.

He’s oh so sorry,

Until he’s not…

JKC

So So Pukey

May 3, 2016Uncategorized# 21 day fix, # atypical facial pain, # kids, # laser therapy, # shakeology, #acute pain, #affiliate marketing, #beachbody, #Beaumont AB, #cannabidiol, #cannabinoids, #cannabis, #challenge groups, #chronic fatigue, #chronic pain, #clinical depression, #dependency, #edmonton, #facial pain, #get in shape, #health and fitness, #lasertherapy, #los weight, #mairrage, #marihuana, #marijuana, #medication, #medicinal marihuana, #medicinal marijuana, #meditation for pain relief, #meditech, #MVD surgery, #neuroplasticity, #pain relief, #pain sensitization, #parenting, #poetry#bug bites, #side effcts, #Striking Back, #TN, #TN research, #trigeminal neuralgia, #vaping, #vaporisor, #vapping, #wealthy affiliate, #www.tnnme.com, #www.zazzle.com, #yayme, #yoga for pain relief, beautiful #painJenn

I’m just feeling like hell suddenly. I think I ate something off. It’s just awful! My tummy is just crampy and gurgling and off. It’s bad. It’s way more than just nausea. I truly feel like I’m about to be sick. Ug… I was going to write another poem tonight, but not anymore! Nope! Now, this is pretty much all you’ll be getting, because this is all I’m doing. Sorry folks, but I gotta go puke and lie down…blech!!

Floating On A Cloud

May 2, 2016Uncategorized# 21 day fix, # atypical facial pain, # kids, # laser therapy, # shakeology, #acute pain, #affiliate marketing, #beachbody, #Beaumont AB, #cannabidiol, #cannabinoids, #cannabis, #challenge groups, #chronic fatigue, #chronic pain, #clinical depression, #dependency, #edmonton, #facial pain, #get in shape, #health and fitness, #lasertherapy, #los weight, #mairrage, #marihuana, #marijuana, #medication, #medicinal marihuana, #medicinal marijuana, #meditation for pain relief, #meditech, #MVD surgery, #neuroplasticity, #pain relief, #pain sensitization, #parenting, #poetry#bug bites, #side effcts, #Striking Back, #TN, #TN research, #trigeminal neuralgia, #vaping, #vaporisor, #vapping, #wealthy affiliate, #www.tnnme.com, #www.zazzle.com, #yayme, #yoga for pain relief, beautiful #painJenn

Floating on a cloud

My brain sounds too damn loud

Can’t turn it off

Tired like a sloth

Floating on a cloud

Just blend in with the crowd

Most people won’t know

My face is about to blow

Floating on a cloud

Think they notice I’m wearing a shroud

As lightning strikes my face

I have to get out of this place

Floating on a cloud

Why am I so damn proud

I didn’t have to go

I just hate to miss a show

JKC

“Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!”

Evil Lurks

May 2, 2016Uncategorized# atypical facial pain, # laser therapy, # shakeology, #clinical depression, #dependency, #lasertherapy, #medication, #medicinal marijuana, #neuroplasticity, #pain, #pain sensitization, #yayme, #yoga for pain relief, beautiful #painJenn

She smiles demurely,

Yet hidden sinister thoughts abound!

With a polite nod,

She imagines throwing you to the ground!

Her insides simmer,

Overflowing with darkness and hate.

She quietly chuckles,

Engaging in twisted thoughts of your fate.

Her little wink,

Carrying on the pretence of kindness.

A peck on the cheek,

While imagining shaking you ’till your mindless.

How did she become so cruel?

Consumed by malevolent thoughts and wishes?

Beware of her solicitous facade,

Because evil lurks behind her kisses…

JKC

To help with research and treatment for Trigeminal Neuralgia please go to http://www.tnnme.com (Trigeminal Neuralgia and Me) to their “Health topic list.”

“Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!”

Yawn…

May 1, 2016Uncategorized# atypical facial pain, # laser therapy, # shakeology, #clinical depression, #dependency, #lasertherapy, #medication, #medicinal marijuana, #neuroplasticity, #pain, #pain sensitization, #yayme, #yoga for pain relief, beautiful #painJenn

Well I’m sorry to say it, but I’m exhausted (it’s not the first time you’ve heard me say this and it’s likely not the last!!) ! It’s soooo late and I can’t sleep and I’m tired. Today’s dance, was in the production category, (it’s a number where they did three different songs, with different types of dance and singing involved & practically the entire studio, from the little ones, to the 18 year olds!! It’s 10 minutes long and so much fun to watch.) This year’s production is called, “Ali” and it’s based on Alladin! They did amazing and received high gold and most outstanding!!

Just before we left:

Right now, about to lie down:

I can barely keep my eyes open…can you tell??

Sorry. I need sleep! Last day’s tomorrow…yay!!!

To help with research and treatment for Trigeminal Neuralgia please go to http://www.tnnme.com (Trigeminal Neuralgia and Me) ) to their “Health topic list.”

“Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!”

Another Dance day!!

April 30, 2016Uncategorized# atypical facial pain, # laser therapy, # shakeology, #clinical depression, #dependency, #lasertherapy, #medication, #medicinal marijuana, #neuroplasticity, #pain, #pain sensitization, #yayme, #yoga for pain relief, beautiful #painJenn

Another long day of dance…

Exhibit A:

Exhibit B:

I am not going to write a whole lot. I’m too tire and no sleeping in for me tomorrow!! So, here’s the update: Jazz, she got gold and first. Hip hop, she also got gold and first and adjudicators choice award. So far so good.

I’m sorry to say that this is all I’m posting today. I can hardly keep my eyes open and I feel like I’m getting sick…blech! Also, it’s almost 1:00 am, and I have to get up early tomorrow. I’m too tired to write anything else tonight!!

To help with research and treatment for Trigeminal Neuralgia please go to http://www.tnnme.com (Trigeminal Neuralgia and Me) ) to their “Health topic list.”

“Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!”

A Busy Day

April 28, 2016Uncategorized# atypical facial pain, # laser therapy, # shakeology, #clinical depression, #dependency, #lasertherapy, #medication, #medicinal marijuana, #neuroplasticity, #pain, #pain sensitization, #yayme, #yoga for pain relief, beautiful #painJenn

Such a busy day

I don’t have much to say

I watched my daughter dance

(While I was wearing uncomfortable pants!!!)

She did so very well

And not one of them fell

First is what they got

With a gold to add to the pot

I just love to watch so much

My heart is what gets touched

That didn’t even rhyme

But it doesn’t have to every time

I need to go to bed

And lie down my sleepy head

This weekend is going to be long

And not getting enough sleep is wrong

If I don’t get to bed

Tomorrow I’ll feel like the walking dead

So goodbye for right now

This is all my brain will allow…

Night all!!!

To help with research and treatment for Trigeminal Neuralgia please go to http://www.tnnme.com (Trigeminal Neuralgia and Me) ) to their “Health topic list.”

“Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!”

On The Back Of A Whale

April 27, 2016Uncategorized# atypical facial pain, # laser therapy, # shakeology, #clinical depression, #dependency, #lasertherapy, #medication, #medicinal marijuana, #neuroplasticity, #pain, #pain sensitization, #yayme, #yoga for pain relief, beautiful #painJenn

Cascading hills drag her away

Her mind open like a butterfly

Imagination takes control

As she drifts up towards the sky

Talking to birds who fly with her

Singing in tune with her song

Floating on the backs of dragons

Where nothing can go wrong

She yearns for such reassurance in reality

Confounded by the hate and pain

That she so sensitively feels in her heart

Despite her efforts, she can’t remain

Closing her eyes with a sigh of relief

She escapes back into her fairytale

A land of wonder, full of good

And she dives away on the back of a whale

JKC
To help with research and treatment for Trigeminal Neuralgia please go to http://www.tnnme.com (Trigeminal Neuralgia and Me) ) to their “Health topic list.”

“Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!”

Ride The Waves‼️

April 26, 2016Uncategorized# atypical facial pain, # laser therapy, # shakeology, #clinical depression, #dependency, #lasertherapy, #medication, #medicinal marijuana, #neuroplasticity, #pain, #pain sensitization, #yayme, #yoga for pain relief, beautiful #painJenn

So, it turns out, that there are more than just my two regular readers!! So sorry if I offended anyone. Sometimes it just feels like this is a journal that I just write in every day. I hadn’t received any comments in ages and was feeling (sniff sniff) lonely (sniffle) – lol!

Riding the waves of a happy life!!

Finding unpredictable experiences and joy!

Savouring the good moments!

Facing the rough ones.

Never knowing what’s coming.

Fear is not the way.

Life is uncertain, yes.

Life throws curve balls, yes.

Yet, life presents opportunities.

There’s love and family.

Romance and fun.

Laughter, giggles and belly laughs.

The sweet sound of a baby’s laugh is beyond compare.

How do you not smile at such beauty?

Why must you expect the worst?

Is there bad, sure.

There’s excruciating pain.

There’s loss of loved ones.

There is war and pain and violence and hate…

Do you throw in the towel?

Give up?

Walk away?

Avoid…?

Live a fear-based life?

Will you choose to miss the precious moments, for fear of the bad ones??

That baby’s laugh??

The beauty and joy?

Have you no faith?

Do you not trust?

Do you not believe?

Negativity begets more negativity…

The law of attraction states like equals like, it is the attractive, magnetic power of the Universe that draws similar energies together. It manifests through the power of creation, everywhere and in many ways. This law attracts thoughts, ideas, people, situations and circumstances.

Negative thoughts, quitting, giving up, thinking, “nothing ever works out for me”, makes that continue to happen!!!

Do you see?

Enjoy life, love life, believe that life is meant to be lived fully, with joy, love, happiness, laughter – positivity!!

You just must believe!

Believe that your life is a thing of beauty!

Believe that you will always have whatever you need.

Believe that you can change your life for the better.

Just believe!!!

So, smile🙂

Try skipping happily to the mailbox 😜

Think of all of the good things you want in life.

And…

You will attract good into your life.

The bad may come occasionally, but, in the end, good shall rule the day!!

So, ride the waves of a happy, life!!

To help with research and treatment for Trigeminal Neuralgia please go to http://www.tnnme.com (Trigeminal Neuralgia and Me) ) to their “Health topic list.”

“Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!”

The Spirit Scribe

I challenge myself to write 365 posts in 2016to heal Body, Mind & Spirit. Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!

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On Nights Like This

Until He’s Not

So So Pukey

Floating On A Cloud

Evil Lurks

Yawn…

Another Dance day!!

A Busy Day

On The Back Of A Whale

Ride The Waves‼️