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Her Insolent Behaviour

June 24, 2016Uncategorized# 21 day fix, # atypical facial pain, # kids, # laser therapy, # shakeology, #acute pain, #affiliate marketing, #beachbody, #Beaumont AB, #cannabidiol, #cannabinoids, #cannabis, #challenge groups, #chronic fatigue, #chronic pain, #clinical depression, #coaching, #dependency, #edmonton, #facial pain, #get in shape, #health and fitness, #lasertherapy, #life by design, #los weight, #mairrage, #marihuana, #marijuana, #medication, #medicinal marihuana, #medicinal marijuana, #meditation for pain relief, #meditech, #MVD surgery, #neuroplasticity, #pain relief, #pain sensitization, #parenting, #poetry#bug bites, #side effcts, #Striking Back, #TN, #TN research, #trigeminal neuralgia, #vaping, #vaporisor, #vapping, #wealthy affiliate, #www.tnnme.com, #www.zazzle.com, #yayme, #yoga for pain relief, beautiful #painJenn

Frequently she gives in

To her blind temptations

Certainly it will reappear later

Like it always does

Yet, she generally behaves rashly

Without thought of the future

Or coming repercussions

We believe that she most certainly

understands and knows what’s coming

However, she brashly continues

Without thought or concern

About who she may hurt

Or possibly offend

Solely focused on herself

She ignores the emotions

And reactions of others

Even those whom she claims

To be close to

Consequently, she has been left

On more than one occasion

Selfishly she questions why

Lacking any empathy

Truly not even attempting

To see another’s viewpoint

She brazenly continues

To exhibit little to no concern

Towards anything that does not

Relate to her

Even her family recoils

At her behaviour

Sighing in resignation

Clearly accustomed to her audaciousness

If karma truly exists in this world

She had better watch her back

As she has left countless ruins behind her

JKC

{Note: This is not written about anyone specific, I just wrote the words that popped into my head!!)

To help with research and treatment for Trigeminal Neuralgia please go to http://www.tnnme.com (Trigeminal Neuralgia and Me) to sign a petition to have the World Health Organization (WHO) add Trigeminal Neuralgia (TN) to their “Health topic list.”

“Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!”

ALONE😪

Alone, she gazes out her window

Alone, she ponders in silence

Alone, she dreams of something more

Alone, she considers how she got there

Alone, she recalls when times weren’t so lonely

Alone, she reaches for the phone

Alone, she pulls her hand back, apprehensive

Alone, she tries to contain her tears

Alone, she examines her life

Alone, she questions herself, “Is it her disease”

Alone, she wonders when she became this introverted, uncertain person

Alone, she lets the tears come

Alone, she prays for relief

Alone, she wishes she could turn back time

Alone, she feels like just a shell

Alone, she prays for even a fraction of the person she was

Alone, she questions the value of her life

Alone, she has many dark thoughts

Alone, she feels empty

Alone, she forgets much

Alone, she cringes from the pain

Alone, she realizes that her heart is also pained

Alone, she feels isolated and worthless

Alone, she questions her sanity

Alone, she doubts herself

Alone, she knows she should reach out

Alone, she knows she must not wait until she’s too far gone

Alone, she yells to God, “Why me??”

Alone, she wishes she could leave it all behind

Alone, she wonders if she’d be missed

Alone, she believes that she has no options

Alone, she feels completely stuck

Alone, she wants it to stop

Alone, she wants it to end

Alone, she should never be

Alone, she must reach out to someone

Alone, she doesn’t believe there’s anyone to reach out to

Alone, she sobs

Alone, she begins keening

Alone, she falls to her knees

Alone, she prays for help

Alone, she doesn’t know where to get help

Alone, she needs to go online and search for the Facebook group: Not Your Typical Chronic Pain & Fucking Anxiety Family

NOT ALONE, she can find support, laughs, friendship, and much more.

NOT ALONE, she can talk about anything and everything; there is nothing that you can’t say…well, unless you’re being rude or inappropriate (obviously).

Don’t stay alone‼️

Don’t allow your health issues to win; by breaking you down and isolating you‼️

Reach out‼️

Alone, she found the support group and realized, she’s no longer alone‼️

JKC

You are not alone, look at all of these TN warriors‼️

“Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!”

Nightmare

June 23, 2016Uncategorized# 21 day fix, # atypical facial pain, # kids, # laser therapy, # shakeology, #acute pain, #affiliate marketing, #beachbody, #Beaumont AB, #cannabidiol, #cannabinoids, #cannabis, #challenge groups, #chronic fatigue, #chronic pain, #clinical depression, #coaching, #dependency, #edmonton, #facial pain, #get in shape, #health and fitness, #lasertherapy, #life by design, #los weight, #mairrage, #marihuana, #marijuana, #medication, #medicinal marihuana, #medicinal marijuana, #meditation for pain relief, #meditech, #MVD surgery, #neuroplasticity, #pain relief, #pain sensitization, #parenting, #poetry#bug bites, #side effcts, #Striking Back, #TN, #TN research, #trigeminal neuralgia, #vaping, #vaporisor, #vapping, #wealthy affiliate, #www.tnnme.com, #www.zazzle.com, #yayme, #yoga for pain relief, beautiful #painJenn

Th familiarity struck her as odd.

She couldn’t recall anything like this place,

But it was there, screaming out in her head

“There’s something more in this space!”

A sense of fear crept up her spine.

Now why was she feeling afraid?

Her palms went damp, as she broke into a cold sweat,

Is this a game being played?

“Where am I?” She said into the quiet darkness.

“Huh”, she thought, “was it always this dark in here?”

She knew in an instant, as instinct took over,

That she had to get out of there, was an exit near?

Where was she anyway? Why couldn’t she remember?

She heard a quiet shuffling sound and whipped around.

Nothing, she could see nothing at all!

Then what in the world had made that sound.

There it was again, closer this time.

She had to do something. Why was she still standing there?

She tried to step, but could hardly move.

Suddenly, in that moment something brushed past her hair!

She screamed and tried to run!

She got about 3 feet before being yanked back.

“What the…?” She was chained to something.

Suddenly the fear overwhelmed her and she started to yack!

She wiped her face with the back of her hand.

She couldn’t recall anything. She’d had a couple of drinks,

She’d just felt beat and had gone to bed.

She tried to stop crying with a couple of blinks.

What was going on? Where was she? Who did this?

She grabbed hold of the chain and yanked it as hard as she could,

But it didn’t budge. She thought she heard a quiet chuckle.

Someone was there, watching her!! “Not good. Not good. Not good.”

She said in her head. What should she do?

She asked,”Who’s there?” No answer, just the suffocating silence.

Again a quiet shucking sound.

“Help me!” She yelled, hoping whomever it was wouldn’t use violence.

Suddenly she was grabbed from behind,

and a hand was put over her mouth and he yanked her down by her hair.

“Stop screaming” a menacing voice said into her ear.

She was so frightened she just nodded and sucked in a breath of air.

Just then she saw the reflection off of something shiny,

“A knife!!!”she thought in a panic. This time his chuckle was right in her ear.

She tried to jerk away. He held the knife to her throat.

She had never before experienced such a level of fear.

As he pressed it into her throat, she suddenly sat straight up,

In her bed. She was drenched in sweat.

“A nightmare?”she said out loud. There was her husband, snoring beside her.

She was still shaking. She went into the bathroom and got her face wet.

She snuggled close to her husband, but didn’t dare close her eyes.

Oh how real and true that had felt and seemed.

She tried to calm her breathing.

That was worse than anything she’d ever dreamed.

JKC
To help with research and treatment for Trigeminal Neuralgia please go to http://www.tnnme.com (Trigeminal Neuralgia and Me) to sign a petition to have the World Health Organization (WHO) add Trigeminal Neuralgia (TN) to their “Health topic list.”
“Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!”

An Abundant Life

June 21, 2016Uncategorized# 21 day fix, # atypical facial pain, # kids, # laser therapy, # shakeology, #acute pain, #affiliate marketing, #beachbody, #Beaumont AB, #cannabidiol, #cannabinoids, #cannabis, #challenge groups, #chronic fatigue, #chronic pain, #clinical depression, #coaching, #dependency, #edmonton, #facial pain, #get in shape, #health and fitness, #lasertherapy, #life by design, #los weight, #mairrage, #marihuana, #marijuana, #medication, #medicinal marihuana, #medicinal marijuana, #meditation for pain relief, #meditech, #MVD surgery, #neuroplasticity, #pain relief, #pain sensitization, #parenting, #poetry#bug bites, #side effcts, #Striking Back, #TN, #TN research, #trigeminal neuralgia, #vaping, #vaporisor, #vapping, #wealthy affiliate, #www.tnnme.com, #www.zazzle.com, #yayme, #yoga for pain relief, beautiful #painJenn

When things get hard,

What do you do?

Do you walk away,

Or push right through?

If you stumble,

Or you fall?

Do you brush yourself off,

And stand up tall?

Do you believe,

That you can win?

Or are you convinced,

That you will never get in?

Attitude is everything,

It Takes you far!

It shows everyone,

What kind of person you are.

When you are positive,

And believe in yourself,

Your life will grow,

And be filled with wealth!

And not just money,

But love and joy!

Your life will be abundant!

(This is not just a ploy.)

You need to think and focus,

On all your goals and dreams.

Thank the universe for them now,

No matter how strange it seems…

The universe wants to help you.

So be grateful and love!

And it will seem that your desires,

Practically fall from above!!

This doesn’t mean,

You don’t work for things!

But if you’re in harmony with the universe,

Your life just sings!!

JKC

“Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!”

This Endless Game

Every night it goes the same

I’m stuck inside this endless game

With a toke right now

And another in a while

I just sit here getting high

While the time goes flying by

With a toke right now

And another in a while

I play around on my phone

While I hover like a drone

With a toke right now

And another in a while

Suddenly an hour’s passed

I have to rush to bed so fast

With a toke right now

And another in a while

And then I get to bed so late

This is something that I hate

With a toke right now

And another in a while

So I wake up the next day

Feeling exhausted in every way

With a toke right now

And another in a while

Then it starts all over again

But it’s the only thing that hits my pain

With a toke right now

And another in a while

JKC

“Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!”

You Are Powerful ‼️

June 19, 2016Uncategorized# 21 day fix, # atypical facial pain, # kids, # laser therapy, # shakeology, #acute pain, #affiliate marketing, #beachbody, #Beaumont AB, #cannabidiol, #cannabinoids, #cannabis, #challenge groups, #chronic fatigue, #chronic pain, #clinical depression, #coaching, #dependency, #edmonton, #facial pain, #get in shape, #health and fitness, #lasertherapy, #life by design, #los weight, #mairrage, #marihuana, #marijuana, #medication, #medicinal marihuana, #medicinal marijuana, #meditation for pain relief, #meditech, #MVD surgery, #neuroplasticity, #pain relief, #pain sensitization, #parenting, #poetry#bug bites, #side effcts, #Striking Back, #TN, #TN research, #trigeminal neuralgia, #vaping, #vaporisor, #vapping, #wealthy affiliate, #www.tnnme.com, #www.zazzle.com, #yayme, #yoga for pain relief, beautiful #painJenn

Do you believe in the power of the mind?

The things you may want or need,

Can be created by your thoughts,

Can be materialized by your beliefs.

You are in the drivers seat!

Which direction are you heading?

If you’re not driving, take the keys back!

Why would you choose to hand over your power?

Who are you trusting to steer your life?

Your boss? Your partner? Your parents?

If you’re unhappy, take back those keys!!

Get the power, your power, back!!

Then believe you can do whatever you set your mind to!

Think about what you want like you already have it!

Thank the universe for it!

Believe that it is yours!

That is where the power lies,

In your thoughts and beliefs.

You can do and be whatever you desire.

Believe in yourself!!

Trust yourself!

Love yourself!

Then the fun will start…

JKC

“Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!”

Take A Walk In My Shoes

Take a walk in my shoes

And you may find

Being home’s not so easy

Life’s not smooth and breezy

Take a walk in my shoes

And you may see

The pain is hard and real

It’s not how you’d choose to feel

Take a walk in my shoes

And you may hear

People judging and staring

So much you may stop caring

Take a walk in my shoes

And you may have

A hard time getting through the day

It’s not all fun and play

Take a walk in my shoes

And you may be

Feeling confused and sad

Sometimes happy or mad

Talk a walk in my shoes

And you may find

I’m not so different from you

Except for the pain I suffer through

JKC

“Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!”

A Rough One‼️

June 18, 2016Uncategorized# 21 day fix, # atypical facial pain, # kids, # laser therapy, # shakeology, #acute pain, #affiliate marketing, #beachbody, #Beaumont AB, #cannabidiol, #cannabinoids, #cannabis, #challenge groups, #chronic fatigue, #chronic pain, #clinical depression, #coaching, #dependency, #edmonton, #facial pain, #get in shape, #health and fitness, #lasertherapy, #life by design, #los weight, #mairrage, #marihuana, #marijuana, #medication, #medicinal marihuana, #medicinal marijuana, #meditation for pain relief, #meditech, #MVD surgery, #neuroplasticity, #pain relief, #pain sensitization, #parenting, #poetry#bug bites, #side effcts, #Striking Back, #TN, #TN research, #trigeminal neuralgia, #vaping, #vaporisor, #vapping, #wealthy affiliate, #www.tnnme.com, #www.zazzle.com, #yayme, #yoga for pain relief, beautiful #painJenn

Today was a rough one.

I hate these days!

They’re awful, not fun,

In so many ways.

I woke up just fine,

Then I felt a twinge,

(That term is just mine)

It always makes me cringe.

Because I feel it coming!

That twinge is a sign,

And my heart starts drumming,

I was no longer fine!

It probably doesn’t help,

That I expect the worst.

But those twinges just yelp,

“This day is cursed!”

Then it starts to build,

With a zing and a zap!

My body feels chilled,

But my face burns like crap!

(Yah, crap doesn’t burn

But I needed a rhyme!)

Then there’s no where to turn,

You feel stuck in time!

I must jump into action,

And dive for my drugs!

They help just a fraction,

But any help’s like warm hugs!

Marijuana works the best,

But I can’t always have it.

It can make me just messed,

With an exaggerated wit! (HeeHee)

If I have to drive,

Or go somewhere with the kids,

I must keep them safe and alive,

No accidents or skids!

I’m going to have some now,

Once I’m done writing this.

I’ve finally learned how,

To do it without a miss!

(I used to waste it all,

I didn’t know what to do.)

Sorry about this quick scrawl!

Pain makes writing hard, too!

JKC

“Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!”

Ready To Fly

June 17, 2016Uncategorized# 21 day fix, # atypical facial pain, # kids, # laser therapy, # shakeology, #acute pain, #affiliate marketing, #beachbody, #Beaumont AB, #cannabidiol, #cannabinoids, #cannabis, #challenge groups, #chronic fatigue, #chronic pain, #clinical depression, #coaching, #dependency, #edmonton, #facial pain, #get in shape, #health and fitness, #lasertherapy, #life by design, #los weight, #mairrage, #marihuana, #marijuana, #medication, #medicinal marihuana, #medicinal marijuana, #meditation for pain relief, #meditech, #MVD surgery, #neuroplasticity, #pain relief, #pain sensitization, #parenting, #poetry#bug bites, #side effcts, #Striking Back, #TN, #TN research, #trigeminal neuralgia, #vaping, #vaporisor, #vapping, #wealthy affiliate, #www.tnnme.com, #www.zazzle.com, #yayme, #yoga for pain relief, beautiful #painJenn

Yearning for something more

Feeling the tug in her soul

She searches for an open door

Still unsure of her actual goal

Determined to make a difference

Praying for a clearer sign

Fearing a sense of ignorance

Far from her wistful desire to shine

Finally finding a mentor to serve

Learning so much, she reveres it

Using the knowledge to lift her nerve

To halt the diminishing of her spirit

She begins reaching great heights

Drawing from her new-found awareness

From her determination and will to fight

Comes forth a beautiful and new rareness

She can reach for anything at all

Realizing the true potential she always had

No longer afraid to fall

Taking any experience as something new to add

Both the good and bad help her grow

Into the insightful, smart girl before you

No longer fear driven or afraid of the word “no”

She’s always confident and knows what to do

JKC

“Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!”

With Love And Faith And Hope

June 16, 2016Uncategorized# 21 day fix, # atypical facial pain, # kids, # laser therapy, # shakeology, #acute pain, #affiliate marketing, #beachbody, #Beaumont AB, #cannabidiol, #cannabinoids, #cannabis, #challenge groups, #chronic fatigue, #chronic pain, #clinical depression, #coaching, #dependency, #edmonton, #facial pain, #get in shape, #health and fitness, #lasertherapy, #life by design, #los weight, #mairrage, #marihuana, #marijuana, #medication, #medicinal marihuana, #medicinal marijuana, #meditation for pain relief, #meditech, #MVD surgery, #neuroplasticity, #pain relief, #pain sensitization, #parenting, #poetry#bug bites, #side effcts, #Striking Back, #TN, #TN research, #trigeminal neuralgia, #vaping, #vaporisor, #vapping, #wealthy affiliate, #www.tnnme.com, #www.zazzle.com, #yayme, #yoga for pain relief, beautiful #painJenn

He wills her to admit

Where her heart is truly lying

Unconvinced by her words

Refusing to accept she is trying

Leaving her is not an option

Yet part of him doesn’t believe

Her declarations of her love

He feels a desperate need to greave

Frustration slowly builds within

She doesn’t know what else to do

Her words and actions don’t seem enough

She wonders why he thinks them untrue

She doesn’t know when he decided

That he can no longer trust her

She closes her eyes and prays

That they can go back to where they were

They must come together

With love and faith and hope

Or they will slowly wither away

Leaving them both unable to cope

They meet again to come together

She begs him to truly hear each word

He sees the desperation in her eyes

And realizes he has been absurd

Love brings people together

And can withstand all things

If you trust, have faith and work at it

The joy you can experience just sings

JKC

{Again, this is not representative of my life. It’s actually based on thoughts leftover from a movie I recently saw!!}

“Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!”

The Spirit Scribe

I challenge myself to write 365 posts in 2016to heal Body, Mind & Spirit. Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!

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Her Insolent Behaviour

ALONE😪

Nightmare

An Abundant Life

This Endless Game

You Are Powerful ‼️

Take A Walk In My Shoes

A Rough One‼️

Ready To Fly

With Love And Faith And Hope