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The Posts That Go Poof Mystery – Solved!!

I think that I was able to figure out why the publishing was off! The dates were off, so even though I was pressing publish immediately, it thought immediately was two days from now. So yesterday’s original poem should show up tomorrow and then everything else should be fine. Finally! The posts that go poof mystery has been solved!!  

Test drive a car today to replace the one we lost from my hubby’s accident. It was okay, but it had some problems with it. We were not wanting to purchase something that already has some problems.  We just need a basic, 4door sedan that runs well and has some time left in it. Not a lifetime, just sometime. We’re going to end up in a vehicle that has far higher Km’s than our old one, but with our money, you can’t be too picky!  

My friend Holly came over for a visit and a sleepover. I’m beat though. So I left her watching a movie with my hubby and came up for bed. It was nice seeing her and visiting with her. I missed her a lot! Im beat and my damn tummy is bad and all down my back and side ache. I’m so sick of that!! Night all!!

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“Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!”

Every Fable

Ever changing, ever stretching

Trying to reach her highest

Never quitting, never regretting

Even if it’s the driest

Ever lusting, ever dreaming

She knows she’s most able

Never grumbling, never deserting

She remembers every fable

Ever wondering, ever climbing

She’ll reach whatever she needs

Never seething, never drowning

It’s not long until she succeeds 

JKC

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“Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!”

Riding On A Jutted Waterfall

If one more post disappears, I’m going to scream!! It hurts my heart…I just wrote a poem, hit the publish button and poof!! It’s gone…just like the other day. This one upsets me more, as it was a poem. Not one of my best, but not bad either. Poems just disappear from my mind once I write them…so disheartening 😰

Riding on a jutted waterfall

Of emotions as ragged as lightening 

Sitting on a rusted swing set 

Of mixed up thoughts so frightening 

Screeching through a red light

Of confusion and despair

Tripping on an old oil can

Of greasy crying in the air

Straddling a broken down teeter-totter 

Of both sides of the same story

Falling on a bed of thorns

Of joyfulness and glory

JKC

There! Another one. Now it’s late! If his one goes poof! too, well, I’m going to cry!!

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“Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!”

Time Presses On

When you’re down in pain

And sore feelings reign 

Time presses on

When you’ve had enough 

And things are just too rough

Time presses on

When you’re ready to give in

And it feels like too much sin

Time presses on 

When you’re in too deep

And those memories just steep

Time presses on 

When you’re on your knees

And you’re begging please 

Time presses on 

When you’re at your end

And you can’t find a friend 

Time presses on 

When you’re about to crash

And you see it in a flash

Time presses on 

When you’re done and quit

And you sacrifice all of it

Time presses on 

When you’ve moved on

And insist those feelings are gone

Time presses on 

Now you’re all alone

And you did it all on your own

Time still presses on 

JKC

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Blech Day!

So my post that mysteriously disappeared a couple days ago is suddenly back! So strange. It shows up as one day old and it’s Monday’s, I think. Still, weird! I’m not complaining, just surprised is all. 

I had a looong day spent in the hospital and after various tests, a long rest of the day/night drinking a different clear you out constipation drink! I had to drink 1 litre today and another tomorrow!! So so gross! So, understandably, I really just want to go to bed tonight. I’m sorry, but my bed is calling to me and I’m going to take it up on that offer!!

Night all!

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Pain Pain Go Away…

I’m being ripped apart inside – so much fun? No. no fun over here. So yesterday I forced myself to, painfully, get dressed and my hubby took me to the Grey Nuns ER. The website said that the estimates wait times were 1hr and about 45 minutes. Since I’m wondering if I tore scar tissue or something, we decided a trip to the hospital should probably happen. However, when we arrived, holy cow!! The ER was busier than I’ve ever seen it. (And I have seen many ER’s in my time.) From past experience we decided, well my hubby predicted that the wait time was likely closer to 6 hours!!!! It was ridiculously busy. I turned to my hubby and said, ,”I hurt too much to sit here waiting forever to tell someone I hurt too much!” He laughed and said, ” You hurt too much to stay, but you’re here because of how much you hurt!” “Exactly!” I said, “I want to go home!!” So I came home and went to bed for a few hours instead. Good call?? I don’t know. But I’m going to call my Dr tomorrow. 

Okay, pet-peeve here…people who go to the ER for STUPID THINGS!!!! I’m sorry that you have a cold or the flu…GO HOME!! Go to a walk-in dr’s clinic, go somewhere, but NOT the ER!!! You are taking valuable space away from people who truly need to see a dr immediately for something serious! I mean, yes, I’m judging, and I clearly don’t know why everyone was there yesterday, but being sick isn’t an emergency, it’s just not! That’s just a small vent, but I had to get it out, it just frustrates me!!

I think that I’m going to head to bed. My damn body hurts! Good night all! XOX

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Who’s Moving To Canada???

Luckily I already live here – 26points away from Trump!!! Shit, I think I just threw up a bit in my mouth!!
So hey! Here I am? I’m so tired of losing posts!!! I had my post finished and was saving it from draft to published. In those moments!!POOF!! It was gone! What the heck man?? That’s messed up. It’s so frustrating to actually work hard at what I want to say, then write it all down and then, it’s just gone be! So maddening. 

I talked to my mom and dad and they sent me some photos of the view from their balcony and it’s just beautiful! All palm trees and the ocean looking super beautiful! So that was nice, to talk to them. I’m still aching inside where my scar tissue is and my side and back still hurt. My dr thinks that 5 days is too many days to still be in pain since I had that nasty drink on Thursday. He thinks that it may be an obstruction and that I should go to the hospital. My hubby was in Yellowknife all day and I did a bunch of running around, to get all of the last things for my oldest new job, for which the training begins tomorrow! I didn’t talk to my dr until 3:30 and really didn’t want to go to the ER by myself. Little Jenn needs her hubby to hold her hand-lol!  But seriously, I hate doing stuff like that on my own. Especially if the wait is too long and you have no one there to chat with! That would suck a lot. 

I can’t believe my daughter is actually going to training for a real job tomorrow!! After all of this waiting! She gets paid $20/hour for her training. They are super short staffed and even though she’s still waiting on her red pass (the federal government clearance check) since she’s passed all of the required tests. This way they can use her for “non-essential activities”. She’s going to be the person you see at the very front when you’re about to go through the ropes to the security check point. Yay baby doll!! You,will do awesome and have a great first day !!! 

Well, since this awkward propped up positions is making my innards more sore. I should go to bed. Night all💤😴💤😴💤

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Goofy Pain…

I’m sorry 😐 to say🤔I’m here😊today😞feeling NO better 😪than yesterday 😩
I still feel like poo💩 my body’s in pain👳🏼‍♀️we journeyed 🚙to the hospital 🏥in the rain☔️ 
But when we 🚘arrived and saw ⌚️the wait time ⏰was about 6 ⏱hours …the shock 🙀we felt left me no rhyme😲
I felt so awful👳🏼‍♀️I needed my bed😴 A place that felt safe🏠to rest my head🛀🏻
So here 🏠I am 👱🏼‍♀️feeling such pain😷 Should I have stayed 🏥 Am I 🙍🏼insane😜
J K C

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Owy‼️

Another long, painful day today. I can still hardly move without sharp pains in my side/back/tummy. It’s really really scaring me. Shouldn’t it be starting to feel better if it’s just stretched, sore insides? I really hope that I didn’t do any real damage to anything. Not that I know how long it takes for your body to re-adjust from being cleaned out. What I do know is that I’m 99% sure it didn’t feel this bad after I had that damn drink last time! My mom thinks that maybe I need to go to the hospital? I don’t know. I guess I can get some rest and see how it feels tomorrow. All I know is it hurts when I cough or move or do anything. Ug… I’m just going to go to bed. If anyone has any suggestions or recommendations of what I should do. Give me a ring tomorrow to let me know. Thanx. I’m going to attempt to get comfortable and go to bed. Not get for now!!

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Ouch

Today is a day of severe pain

Today is a day I think I’ll complain

I’d drank the drink, a day earlier

The result has left me rather surlier 

A constipation drink that clears you out

It does it’s job, without a doubt

My intestines and colon were filled with goop

3:30 – 8:30 is a looong time to poop

And now, today, oh the pain I feel

I can’t move I can’t function, it got too real

Those intestines and colon are in so much pain

Five hours of straining would do it, I’m saying!

So I’m going to bed and closing my eyes

And hoping I’m able sleep without cries 

Let’s cross your fingers there’s nothing else wrong 

Let’s face it, it wouldn’t be the first time I sing that song

JKC

To help with research and treatment for Trigeminal Neuralgia please go to http://www.tnnme.com (Trigeminal Neuralgia and Me) to sign a petition to have the World Health Organization (WHO) add Trigeminal Neuralgia (TN) to their “Health topic list.””Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!”