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Nightmares 

Falling through the levels

Aching at each one

Screaming at the Devils

Praying it was done 

Sweating through her dreams 

Believing every thing

Awakening it seems

But she finds she’s still sleeping 

Peeling her eyes loose

Forcing herself awake

Facing worse abuse

Waking was a mistake

JKC
To help with research and treatment for Trigeminal Neuralgia please go to http://www.tnnme.com (Trigeminal Neuralgia and Me) to sign a petition to have the World Health Organization (WHO) add Trigeminal Neuralgia (TN) to their “Health topic list.”

“Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!”

A Good Birthday!

I’m tired, I’m sleepy

I’m totally wiped out

But I had a good day,

I can’t complain about!

My hubby made breakfast, 

With help from the kids!

I slept-in and relaxed,

With heavy eyelids.

I got a new sunhat, 

And a fancy new brush. 

Some cream for my feet,

That made them feel lush!  

Then I watched some more dance,

They did really well!

They all had fun,

And nobody fell!

Then my hubby barbecued,

It all tasted great!

We all played a game,

And now it is late.

So I’m off to my bed,

I’ll fall asleep fast!

Thanks for all the well wishes,

In my heart they will last!

JKC

To help with research and treatment for Trigeminal Neuralgia please go to http://www.tnnme.com (Trigeminal Neuralgia and Me) to sign a petition to have the World Health Organization (WHO) add Trigeminal Neuralgia (TN) to their “Health topic list.”

“Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!”

Living

LIVING

DAY

Lying, waking

Stretching,yawning

Arching, curling

Meditating, contemplating

Wondering,walking

Laughing, playing

Smiling, expressing 

Looking, wishing

Wandering, searching

Reaching, aching

Seeking, yearning

Questioning, discovering

Examining, peering

Exploring, longing

Languishing, daydreaming 

Lamenting, keening

Crying, fatiguing 

Arching, curling

Stretching, yawning

Lying, sleeping

NIGHT

JKC

To help with research and treatment for Trigeminal Neuralgia please go to http://www.tnnme.com (Trigeminal Neuralgia and Me) to sign a petition to have the World Health Organization (WHO) add Trigeminal Neuralgia (TN) to their “Health topic list.”

“Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!”

Thankful We Found You 

For Miss Amanda at AAOD (Amanda’s Acadamey of Dance), thank you😘
It’s the last competition, 

The last dance weekend!

It’ll be go go go,

With four days to attend!

Soon they’ll be no more plies or jumps!

No more splits or lifts!

Say goodbye to the judges.

Oh how quickly time shifts. 

Didn’t she just start?

Feeling nervous and scared?

Yet super excited!!

We found people who cared!

We walked into the studio,

Not knowing a soul.

She was ready to dance. 

And having fun was our goal!

We felt welcomed and accepted, 

Right from the start!

She’s found new friends and role models,

Who dance from the heart!

She’s had so much fun,

And I wanted to thank you,

For a wonderful year, 

For each and every laugh

And every tear!

And I wanted to thank you,

For being kind to my girl. 

Seeing her smiling and happy

Makes me want to twirl!!

Changing studios

Was such a hard thing to do,

And we’re ever so greatful

That we found you!!

JKC
To help with research and treatment for Trigeminal Neuralgia please go to http://www.tnnme.com (Trigeminal Neuralgia and Me) to sign a petition to have the World Health Organization (WHO) add Trigeminal Neuralgia (TN) to their “Health topic list.”

“Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!”

Motivation’s Showing‼️

Filled with energy!

Ready to burst!

Motivated to start!

No more need to curse. 

Was standing still,

Felt so stuck,

Couldn’t move forward,

Was out of luck😥

Ready to give in,

Throw in the towel!

Felt too convoluted, 

With me ready to howl!

Yet, after tonight,

I’m feeling better!

Filled with ideas,

Down to the letter!

I need a gameplan,

To get things straight! 

Like where to begin,

I just can’t wait!!

I’ll eat my brown stew,

Can’t miss anything,

Of course every ingredient, 

Not just my fave things!

Thanx for tonight Cim!

Very well worth going!

Feeling pumped!

Motivation’s showing!!

JKC

To help with research and treatment for Trigeminal Neuralgia please go to http://www.tnnme.com (Trigeminal Neuralgia and Me) to sign a petition to have the World Health Organization (WHO) add Trigeminal Neuralgia (TN) to their “Health topic list.”

S“Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!”

How Awful It Used To Be

Unsure of her final decision 

Roiling inside over her choice

Wishing for more time to ruminate

Tired of being stripped of her voice

The time to act was now

She knew she could wait no longer

He was always asking for more time

She just wanted to feel stronger

She remembers a time, not so long ago

When she was self-assured wherever she went

She walked with her head held high

She felt worthy, capable and confident

How’d she let him suck her dry

How’d she become full of shame and fear

He raped her of her self-worth

He was controlling and abusive over the years

Why did she stay so long

Walking away was the hardest thing to do

He had her wrapped around his finger

And she melted when he said, “I love you”

It took so much to finally turn her back

She was determined to see it through

Nothing he said would change her mind

Would he really do what he’d threatened to

She locked the door and double checked

Remembering, “Girl, if you leave, I’ll kill you…”

“Mommy, why are you crying?” Her 3 year old asks

“Just happy baby. We’re finally safe here.”

She leads her to the shelter’s games room. 

“Just one game, then it’s time to sleep dear.”

She’s certain she’ll see it through this time. 

He won’t win her back again, just you wait and see

With her hand on her belly she smiles

This one will never have to know, how awful it used to be

JKC

To help with research and treatment for Trigeminal Neuralgia please go to http://www.tnnme.com (Trigeminal Neuralgia and Me) to sign a petition to have the World Health Organization (WHO) add Trigeminal Neuralgia (TN) to their “Health topic list.”

“Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!”

With A Hitch In Her Breath 

With a hitch in her breath 

She begins her retreat

Her spirit heavy

Dragging her feet

With a hitch in her breath

Determined to be done

She walks away

Trying hard not to run

With a hitch in her breath

Not knowing where to start

Unsure of her worth

With a crack down her heart

With a hitch in her breath

She’ll hold her head high

Knowing she must come first

Finally understanding why

With a hitch in her breath 

She’ll figure it out

It may take some time

But she has no doubts

With a hitch in her breath

She looks up at the sky

Finds a smile on her face

She’s discovered her why…

JKC

To help with research and treatment for Trigeminal Neuralgia please go to http://www.tnnme.com (Trigeminal Neuralgia and Me) to sign a petition to have the World Health Organization (WHO) add Trigeminal Neuralgia (TN) to their “Health topic list.”

“Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!”

In The Blink Of An Eye 

In the blink of an eye

Nature steps in

Breaths fire in our face

Determined to win

In the blink of an eye

You’re told to run

You must leave now

Each and everyone 

In the blink of an eye

Grab what you can

And do so fast

There is no time to plan

In the blink of an eye

The sky goes black

The smoke takes the reins 

And begins the attack

In the blink of an eye

The flames consume

Destruction ensues

One must never assume

In the blink of an eye

Feeling displaced and lost

Thousands lose their homes

Oh, what a steep cost

In the blink of an eye

The masses unite

People stand up

Ready to fight 

In the blink of an eye

We will rebuild

Prepared to persevere 

Determined and skilled 

In the blink of an eye

We open our hearts

Love withstands

Donations off the charts

In the blink of an eye

Despite devastating loss

We’re standing together 

Showing who’s boss

In the blink of an eye

It’s not over yet

We’ll do what we can

We’ll never forget

What can happen, in the blink of an eye

JKC

To help with research and treatment for Trigeminal Neuralgia please go to http://www.tnnme.com (Trigeminal Neuralgia and Me) to sign a petition to have the World Health Organization (WHO) add Trigeminal Neuralgia (TN) to their “Health topic list.”

“Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!”

Who’s Who??

Swiftly changing thoughts

Send her drifting 

From emotion to emotion

None uplifting 

Her spirits melancholy 

Fixed to him

Forever empty

Forever dim

Her own wishes forgotten 

His heart carrying hers

Through his dismal existence 

It never reassures

Stolen memories 

Of a better place

Yanked from her heart

Leaving her displaced

Distant laughter

Echoes softly 

Gently reminding her

Of memories so costly

Craving kindness

She rips them in two

With half a heart

She finally knows who’s who

JKC

To help with research and treatment for Trigeminal Neuralgia please go to http://www.tnnme.com (Trigeminal Neuralgia and Me) to sign a petition to have the World Health Organization (WHO) add Trigeminal Neuralgia (TN) to their “Health topic list.”
“Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!”

My Little Man 

My little man is 6!! 

It can’t be true!

My baby boy is actually 6 years old?

I hardly believe it too!

Wasn’t I pregnant just last month?

It’s so strange and surreal!

I feel like he was just born yesterday; 

I’m not sure how to feel!

It surprised us so much,

To be blessed with a boy. 

We didn’t expect another,

Yet he is our joy!

He makes me smile🙂

He makes me laugh😅

And like most other boys,

He hates to have a bath!!

I love him so,

My little man!

No one can possibly feel such love,

In the way I can!

Happy birthday sweet boy!

Now your six!

You’re perfect the way you are,

There’s nothing to fix. 

I love you so,

Oh yes I do!

Hope you had an awesome day

And enjoy your party tomorrow too!!

JKC
To help with research and treatment for Trigeminal Neuralgia please go to http://www.tnnme.com (Trigeminal Neuralgia and Me) to sign a petition to have the World Health Organization (WHO) add Trigeminal Neuralgia (TN) to their “Health topic list.”

“Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!”