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TN Go Away

TN TN go away

Come again…never!

I hate that this pain has returned

I wish it hadn’t ever!

It makes me feel like I’m going crazy

I don’t know what to do.

It makes me feel like I want to scream

Well, wouldn’t you?!

I try to function normally

It’s really really hard!

I try to act like it’s not there

My fake smile’s slightly marred.

I didn’t do too much today

I can’t concentrate or think!

I can’t accomplish anything

It makes my heart just sink.

I feel like I’m just hitting a wall

With the same pain every day.

I really wish it’d stop some time

And simply go away!!

Night All! 💤😴

To help with research and treatment of Trigeminal Neuralgia please go to http://www.tnnme.com (Trigeminal Neuralgia and Me) to sign a petition to have the we’World Health Organization (WHO) add Trigeminal Neuralgia (TN) to their “Health topic list.””Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!

Ouchy face!

Today I feel like I didn’t do or accomplish much. Want to know why? Because my face was really bugging me with jabs of pain. Sigh. I hate how it takes over my life. I finished personalizing a couple of gifts. They needed to get done, especially if I want them to be shipped before Christmas. So they were important to get done. I watched quite a few shows. I did the dishes and made spaghetti for supper. I brought some laundry upstairs and took my oldest daughter to her dr’s appointment. There was a smiley little baby sitting across from us. She was too cute! She thinks we have. Tummy bug in our house (since my youngest daughter is also feeling sick!) I got my son to bed and now I’m going to bed. Sorry this is so short. I just don’t have much to say today. Night All! 💤😴

To help with research and treatment of Trigeminal Neuralgia please go to http://www.tnnme.com (Trigeminal Neuralgia and Me) to sign a petition to have the we’World Health Organization (WHO) add Trigeminal Neuralgia (TN) to their “Health topic list.””Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!

Pointe

I had another lazy, face pain day. This morning, once my son was in school, my hubby and I watched a movie on the Android Box. My oldest daughter came upstairs partway through and watched the rest with us. I can’t remember what it was called. It was one that my hubby wanted to watch, filled with fantasy characters and action. It was entertaining, it’s not my favourite movie in the world, but I didn’t hate it either. When the movie ended, we had lunch. After lunch, we watched a couple shows (told you it was a lazy day!) I went and picked up my son from school. When I got home I had to leave right away to drive my daughter to dance. I was on my way home, in Millwoods just past the big Sobeys, when my daughter texted me. I couldn’t text and drive so I tried calling her. She ended up calling me back. She had thrown up at dance and her teacher wanted her to go home. So I turned around and drove back to the dance studio and picked her up. She had a letter to open, from her ballet teacher. In it she would state whether or not my daughter made it into pointe or not. The good news is that she did make it! She will be starting pointe class in the next couple of weeks. The only bad thing is the cost of the pointe shoes!! But, we’ll find a way. Once we were back in Beaumont, we had to go to No Frills to meet a buy and sell lady. We were picking up something for my daughter. Then we popped into Sobeys to grab a few groceries. Back home, I made supper. Then I fiddled around on Facebook for a while, my oldest, my son and my hubby were playing a video game. Then it was time to get my son ready for bed. I got him into bed and myself ready for bed. And… here I am!! Sore face and all!!

To help with research and treatment of Trigeminal Neuralgia please go to http://www.tnnme.com (Trigeminal Neuralgia and Me) to sign a petition to have the we’World Health Organization (WHO) add Trigeminal Neuralgia (TN) to their “Health topic list.””Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!

Tired, Pain Day

Today I was feeling exhausted. Too many full busy days in a row. My stupid face was bad today. I just hate the face pain. It sucks and often renders me useless! So, not surprisingly, today was a rather lazy day. From when I first got up, until around 2:00, I played with my son. Many different things. I was exhausted. He expects me to have the same amount of energy as him, which is a bit of a joke! My silly heel was hurting a lot, probably because of all of the time spent on my feet yesterday. I felt like I couldn’t keep up with him today…very frustrating. Around 2:30 we (my hubby, my son and I) left the house. We dropped our son off at his friend’s house to play and we went to Home Hardware to pick up some hooks. We went back to the house and my hubby put some of my oldest daughter’s things up on the wall. Then he came upstairs and played video games. I put a chicken into the oven. Then I sort of had a nap beside my hubby on the couch. I was so so tired. He woke me up a couple hours later, around 5:15. I went to pick up my son and my hubby peeled potatoes for me (he’s much faster than me. When I got back, I put the thermometer in the chicken and did a search and find book with my son. Afterwards, he played a video game with my hubby and I started the potatoes. I cleaned off the kitchen table and set it while the potatoes were cooking. Then my hubby mashed them while I did veggies and gravy. We had supper (my oldest was at work) and then my hubby gave our son a bath while my daughter and I did the dishes. Then it was time for my son to get ready for bed (supper was late). Once he was in bed, I got myself ready for bed and here I am, hurting face and all!! Now I’m going to go to bed. I am so tired. Night All! 💤😴

To help with research and treatment of Trigeminal Neuralgia please go to http://www.tnnme.com (Trigeminal Neuralgia and Me) to sign a petition to have the we’World Health Organization (WHO) add Trigeminal Neuralgia (TN) to their “Health topic list.””Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!

Festival Of Trees

Well today was s very long day and I’m beat!! I’m just so tired. So I’m going to make this short sand sweet.

– woke up early, showered, drove to the city, picked up my parents & drove to the Festival Of Trees.

– my daughter danced at 10:40 (lyrical dance)

– checked out the trees and the gingerbread houses

– my son did all of the kids activities

– my stupid plantar fasciitis is really acting up

– went back to my parents, ate lunch and played games

– drove my daughter to dance, went back to my parents

– tried to do difficult wooden puzzles

– ate supper, hubby arrived, had dessert with coffee

– played spoons

– everyone was exhausted

– said goodbye, drove home (hubby stayed in the city to drive daughter home from dance at 9:00)

– relaxed and watched a show

– put son to bed

– got myself ready for bed

– quickly writing this

Night All! 💤😴

To help with research and treatment of Trigeminal Neuralgia please go to http://www.tnnme.com (Trigeminal Neuralgia and Me) to sign a petition to have the we’World Health Organization (WHO) add Trigeminal Neuralgia (TN) to their “Health topic list.””Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!

Sigh…

I had long post and it just went poof!! I fell asleep for maybe thirty seconds 💤.

Argh ‼️I am so sick and tired of that happening to me. I have to wake up early for the Festival of Trees tomorrow. My daughter is dancing on the stage at 10;40‼️

I need sleep. We have to wake up early. I guess this post sucks today!!

Night All! 💤😴

To help with research and treatment of Trigeminal Neuralgia please go to http://www.tnnme.com (Trigeminal Neuralgia and Me) to sign a petition to have the we’World Health Organization (WHO) add Trigeminal Neuralgia (TN) to their “Health topic list.””Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!

Weirdly Busy Day!

I went to bed too late last night. I ended up feeling sleepy today. Especially this morning and right now! This morning, after the kids were gone, I was sitting on the couch basically sleeping sitting up. I was nodding off and jerking awake until my oldest woke up. Then I got moving more. We got a lot done, once we ate and watched one show. We got my budget done, got the Avon order figured out, drove my younger daughter to and from school at lunch, figured out my daughter’s dental claim form (which took forever and was a real pain in the butt!), organized the recycling (there was a lot), figured out some gift stuff for Christmas, contacted the town about missed garbage collection and started cleaning. Once school was out and I picked up the kiddos, I had to drive my daughter to dance. I had to pop into the Shaw building and drop something off. Then, on the way to my parent’s house I quickly went into Shoppers and picked up a roll of wrapping paper and some tape. I have a big gift hiding at my parent’s house and when I got there we wrapped it, then hid it again. I had a nice visit with my mom and dad, and a good supper (even though they weren’t expecting me!!) I had to eat quickly in order to get back to her dance on time to pick her up. Once we got back home, we all sat down and discussed cleaning the house and decorating for Christmas. We were trying to figure out when we were going to get it done. We’re hoping that we can do the decorations and the tree tomorrow evening (& the rest of the cleaning tomorrow during the day, as a lot of it was done this evening.) By the time the cleaning was done this evening, it was late and time to get my son to bed (good thing he doesn’t have school tomorrow!!) I got him to bed and got myself to bed.

My stupid TN has been acting up a lot!! I hate it. It’s bad, but not as bad as it can get. If that makes sense. It’s bad enough that I pulled out my vaporizer and my medical marijuana. I have not used it yet, but I just might right now. I have not decided yet. It makes me realize how easy it is to take feeling good for granted. You just quickly get used to it. Then, when the TN rears it’s ugly face again you see how lucky you’ve been, to be pain free for a while. Well, it’s just something that I have to live with. It’s not going anywhere…

I am though! I’m going to bed now 😊

Night All! 💤😴

To help with research and treatment of Trigeminal Neuralgia please go to http://www.tnnme.com (Trigeminal Neuralgia and Me) to sign a petition to have the we’World Health Organization (WHO) add Trigeminal Neuralgia (TN) to their “Health topic list.””Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!

Tired me…

This is going to be short

I’m still feeling tired

I wish I had more energy

I’d rather feel wired

Today I was at home all day

Except when I picked up my daughter and son

I got some things done today

Even if they weren’t that fun

I worked on a gift for someone

It took a long long time

It’s really neat I cannot wait to see the final product

One’s for mom and one is mine.

I helped my daughter clean her bed

She needed stuff washed and wiped

She spilled on it and made a mess

We washed, we rinsed, we swiped

My dad’s Birthday is today

He turned 75

I can’t believe that!

He still seems young and so alive!

Happy Birthday Daddy-o!!

I hope you had a great day.

You deserve it, you’re the best!

It makes me shout hooray!

I’m so tired, I need to go to bed

I may just tttttttttry right now!

I’ll close my eyes and just relax

And that’s exactly how!

So here I go

Into bed I fall

But first I say

Night All! 💤😴

To help with research and treatment of Trigeminal Neuralgia please go to http://www.tnnme.com (Trigeminal Neuralgia and Me) to sign a petition to have the we’World Health Organization (WHO) add Trigeminal Neuralgia (TN) to their “Health topic list.””Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!

Full Day!!

Well, last night I got home late. Then I talked to my hubby and my daughter for a while. By time I got to bed, I was exhausted!! I tried writing my post over 5 times and kept falling asleep and accidentally deleting it. So frustrating!! I’m just going to list things in point form.

– couldn’t find my son’s gloves for school. Ended up late for school. Had to go to the Dollarama to buy a new pair.

– drove my oldest daughter downtown to her dr’s appointment. All is good!

– went to Ascendant book store. We both got tarot card readings. It was interesting. The gentleman who did the readings was older. He was kind, gentle and sweet.

– popped into Chapters on the way home. My daughter bought a couple of things.

– went home and finished a show with my daughter. Then made an early supper.

– didn’t get to eat because had to drive to my friend’s house. Hopped into their car and went to the Oilers Hockey Game. It was fun! The 50-50 draw was for $260,000.00!!!! Crazy! The Oilers won in overtime!!

– drove home. Hubby and oldest daughter were still up, so I visited for a while. Went upstairs and got ready for bed.

The rest is history…

To help with research and treatment of Trigeminal Neuralgia please go to http://www.tnnme.com (Trigeminal Neuralgia and Me) to sign a petition to have the we’World Health Organization (WHO) add Trigeminal Neuralgia (TN) to their “Health topic list.””Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!

Argh

Okay. This has deleted five times now! I’m just too tired!! I’m going to write today’s post tomorrow morning. I just cannot keep my eyes open long enough. Sorry

To help with research and treatment of Trigeminal Neuralgia please go to http://www.tnnme.com (Trigeminal Neuralgia and Me) to sign a petition to have the we’World Health Organization (WHO) add Trigeminal Neuralgia (TN) to their “Health topic list.””Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!