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April 19, 2016Uncategorized# 21 day fix, # atypical facial pain, # kids, # laser therapy, # shakeology, #acute pain, #affiliate marketing, #beachbody, #Beaumont AB, #cannabidiol, #cannabinoids, #cannabis, #challenge groups, #chronic fatigue, #chronic pain, #clinical depression, #dependency, #edmonton, #facial pain, #get in shape, #health and fitness, #lasertherapy, #los weight, #mairrage, #marihuana, #marijuana, #medication, #medicinal marihuana, #medicinal marijuana, #meditation for pain relief, #meditech, #MVD surgery, #neuroplasticity, #pain relief, #pain sensitization, #parenting, #poetry#bug bites, #side effcts, #Striking Back, #TN, #TN research, #trigeminal neuralgia, #vaping, #vaporisor, #vapping, #wealthy affiliate, #www.tnnme.com, #www.zazzle.com, #yayme, #yoga for pain relief, beautiful #painJenn

Feeling tired out right now. I’m not going to write much, I just need to get to bed. I’m so exhausted that anything I write will likely be bitchy and cranky or just bla bla bla. My brain is so fuzzy today. I don’t know why, I just know that I am. Could be the medication giving me the blas. Could be that it’s just been a long day. Just go go go, without any down time at all! Ug… So, instead of just whining anymore, I’m going to call it a night. Sleep well…😴

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“Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!”

Such A Mess

April 18, 2016Uncategorized# 21 day fix, # atypical facial pain, # kids, # laser therapy, # shakeology, #acute pain, #affiliate marketing, #beachbody, #Beaumont AB, #cannabidiol, #cannabinoids, #cannabis, #challenge groups, #chronic fatigue, #chronic pain, #clinical depression, #dependency, #edmonton, #facial pain, #get in shape, #health and fitness, #lasertherapy, #los weight, #mairrage, #marihuana, #marijuana, #medication, #medicinal marihuana, #medicinal marijuana, #meditation for pain relief, #meditech, #MVD surgery, #neuroplasticity, #pain relief, #pain sensitization, #parenting, #poetry#bug bites, #side effcts, #Striking Back, #TN, #TN research, #trigeminal neuralgia, #vaping, #vaporisor, #vapping, #wealthy affiliate, #www.tnnme.com, #www.zazzle.com, #yayme, #yoga for pain relief, beautiful #painJenn

My house is a mess!

Everywhere you look,

Everywhere way you turn,

Every cranny and nook!!

It’s seriously bad!

It stresses me out!

It makes me want to cry!

It makes me want to shout!

It’s also embarrassing,

I mean, very much so!

I’m uncomfortable having people over,

I’d rather them not know.

It’s super overwhelming,

I don’t know where to start.

It’s gotten out of control.

It’s hard on the heart!

Other people tend to say,

“I know, my house is messy too!”

But when they come over,

They see that it’s true!

I know I need to organize,

And throw shit away!

I need to go through a little bit,

Each and every day!!

Slowly but surely,

I’ll go through it all.

Then when people come over,

I won’t feel quite so small.

JKC
To help with research and treatment for Trigeminal Neuralgia please go to http://www.tnnme.com (Trigeminal Neuralgia and Me) ) to their “Health topic list.”
“Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!”

Tummy Woes

April 17, 2016Uncategorized# 21 day fix, # atypical facial pain, # kids, # laser therapy, # shakeology, #acute pain, #affiliate marketing, #beachbody, #Beaumont AB, #cannabidiol, #cannabinoids, #cannabis, #challenge groups, #chronic fatigue, #chronic pain, #clinical depression, #dependency, #edmonton, #facial pain, #get in shape, #health and fitness, #lasertherapy, #los weight, #mairrage, #marihuana, #marijuana, #medication, #medicinal marihuana, #medicinal marijuana, #meditation for pain relief, #meditech, #MVD surgery, #neuroplasticity, #pain relief, #pain sensitization, #parenting, #poetry#bug bites, #side effcts, #Striking Back, #TN, #TN research, #trigeminal neuralgia, #vaping, #vaporisor, #vapping, #wealthy affiliate, #www.tnnme.com, #www.zazzle.com, #yayme, #yoga for pain relief, beautiful #painJenn

I’m so tired of getting to bed so late!

So, my goal is to get to bed at a good time.

Besides, my tummy doesn’t feel so great,

It’s gurgling and running like it committed a crime!!

So tonight’s post will be rushed and quick!

So much for meaning and intention and stuff;

Now I’m just writing whatever will stick,

Please don’t go getting mad or in a big huff!

If you don’t like what you read here,

Just go right ahead and stop reading.

I try to be full happiness and cheer,

But it’s hard when it feels like your guts are bleeding!!

This is really going nowhere good,

So I think it’s time to quit while ahead.

My tummy is telling me that I really should,

So goodnight all, I’m off to bed!!

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“Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!”

Blech

Hmmm…so much for “writing with intention”. Last night I said that I want to begin writing with intention, instead of being too “complainey” (yes, I know that’s not a real word) and here I am, feeling awful. It’s not even my face so much as my tummy tonight. I don’t know why, but I feel extremely nauseous. I hate when I feel like this. It feels like all that wants to spew out of me is word-vomit. It’s hard to focus on other things when you don’t feel great. If anyone should know that, it’s me! So I really just want to go to bed. I have for the past couple hours. I was online forever, trying to book my son’s birthday at Chuck-E-cheese. The system wasn’t working correctly. I have to call them tomorrow to see if the reservation even worked. Frustrating!! Also, it’s awfully expensive for a bunch of 6 year old kids. But, I’m trying to make things easier for myself. If I end up not having a good day, it’s not easy to throw a party for a little boy and a bunch of his friends. So I decided that if we go some where, entertainment is provided, with all of the games, as well as the climbing toy and big slide. If I feel crappy, it will make things a lot easier for me. So, here we come Chuck-E!! I really am not feeling great. I do need to get my butt into bed. So, until tomorrow!!

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“Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!”

My Vision Board

April 15, 2016Uncategorized# 21 day fix, # atypical facial pain, # kids, # laser therapy, # shakeology, #acute pain, #affiliate marketing, #beachbody, #Beaumont AB, #cannabidiol, #cannabinoids, #cannabis, #challenge groups, #chronic fatigue, #chronic pain, #clinical depression, #dependency, #edmonton, #facial pain, #get in shape, #health and fitness, #lasertherapy, #los weight, #mairrage, #marihuana, #marijuana, #medication, #medicinal marihuana, #medicinal marijuana, #meditation for pain relief, #meditech, #MVD surgery, #neuroplasticity, #pain relief, #pain sensitization, #parenting, #poetry#bug bites, #side effcts, #Striking Back, #TN, #TN research, #trigeminal neuralgia, #vaping, #vaporisor, #vapping, #wealthy affiliate, #www.tnnme.com, #www.zazzle.com, #yayme, #yoga for pain relief, beautiful #painJenn

I don’t even know if anyone reads this anymore…hmmm. Does that bug me? Yes, of course!! Has it become same old same old?? Do I just bitch about how I’m feeling, with a poem thrown in here and there? I feel like it’s sort of like a public journal. Anyone can read it, if they want, but nobody really does anyway. I don’t intend to be all negative and full of complaints all the time. I also need to check out my settings, because it’s supposed to post everyday on Facebook, but I don’t think it is. I know I had some readers when it was on Facebook everyday. I’m going to turn the automatic post off and then manually post it on Facebook like I used to. Also, I’m determined to be more positive and write with more intention (for the most part…sometimes it just flows out without a whole lot of forethought. Generally, on the days that it just flows from within, those aren’t complaining days.)

I finished my vision board today!! I have been watching videos on YouTube as I’ve been making my vision board and some of the stories are crazy amazing!! There are so many people who are using the Law Of Attraction to manifest positive things into their lives. I’ve been wanting to make a vision board and begin using the Law Of Attraction for myself for some time now. My hubby doesn’t believe in any of this!! He thinks that it’s garbage, because “I’m going to be a realist. If it works it’s just by extreme luck…” So, I feel like I have to use my positive energy to, not only change my personal viewpoint regarding my life, but I have to be extra powerful to overcome his negative and doubting viewpoint. He has not had an easy life and he basically thinks that we’ll never have enough money, we’ll never be able to buy a bigger house, we’ll never travel the world, we’ll never (fill in the blank with a negative thought)!! He pretty much believes that life will always be a struggle and hard. Oh, and he believes that he’s going to die young. He says this ALL the time!! I keep telling him that, if these are his beliefs, this will always be he way it is. If you believe that our thoughts create our world, well things will never shift or change, which will just confirm, to him, that he’s absolutely correct. So, ARGH!!!!! I try to tell him that of course nothing will change if that’s what you believe everything will come to pass. I feel like I have to work not just with God and the universe to bring about what I want to manifest in my life, but I have to believe deep within my heart and soul. I have to visualize like crazy to create the life I want for us. I have double the work, I have to be powerful enough to zap his beliefs and negativity down, while still working with the universe to shift things for us. However, I need things to change and I firmly believe that they can and will! I am writing a book and getting it published. I am going to have enough money for a good life with less of a struggle living cheque to cheque. I am going to get a bigger house (we have SO outgrown our house). I am going to get healthy, body, mind, spirit and soul!! There are many many more things, but these are the big four important things!! Now I’m off to bed!!

Oh, here’s a photo of my vision board (it may look like it’s all over the place, but it’s perfect for me and my life plan and the big four, health, home, finances, passion!!):

To help with research and treatment for Trigeminal Neuralgia please go to http://www.tnnme.com (Trigeminal Neuralgia and Me) ) to their “Health topic list.”

“Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!”

Believe

Do you believe in yourself?

That you can do or be anything?

Don’t listen to the doubters,

You can dance, or write, or sing!

Go deep and find your passion,

And don’t just dream, dream BIG!

If you believe it you can achieve it!

So take stock, look within, and dig.

When you know just what you want,

And you hold it in your mind.

When using your imagination,

You may be surprised by what you find.

You’re closer than you imagine!

Just visualize yourself being there.

Feel exactly what it’d be like,

And always listen and be aware.

Before you know it things will happen,

And your life will start to shift.

Pay attention to the signs and intuition,

Remember, life is a precious gift!

JKC

Meh, Bla, Blech, Argh, Ug

April 14, 2016Uncategorized# 21 day fix, # atypical facial pain, # kids, # laser therapy, # shakeology, #acute pain, #affiliate marketing, #beachbody, #Beaumont AB, #cannabidiol, #cannabinoids, #cannabis, #challenge groups, #chronic fatigue, #chronic pain, #clinical depression, #dependency, #edmonton, #facial pain, #get in shape, #health and fitness, #lasertherapy, #los weight, #mairrage, #marihuana, #marijuana, #medication, #medicinal marihuana, #medicinal marijuana, #meditation for pain relief, #meditech, #MVD surgery, #neuroplasticity, #pain relief, #pain sensitization, #parenting, #poetry#bug bites, #side effcts, #Striking Back, #TN, #TN research, #trigeminal neuralgia, #vaping, #vaporisor, #vapping, #wealthy affiliate, #www.tnnme.com, #www.zazzle.com, #yayme, #yoga for pain relief, beautiful #painJenn

Does anything rhyme with meh?

It’s how I’m feeling today.

Is there nothing out ther’ (try to say this with the meh sound in mind!!)

I feel a bit bla and grey!

How about bla.

That’s just got to be easier to find a word that rhymes.

Like, hmmm, I didn’t eat any supa,

I just wasn’t hungry, that happens at times.

Hmmm… Have we tried yet to find a rhyme for blech.

I’m thinking that this one won’t be hard.

I’m just looking for a word like check!!

That worked and I didn’t have to pay anyone off with my bank card.

Hmmm…meh, bla and blech what non-word have I missed?

Argh. Can I find something to rhyme with argh??

If you know one and tell me, you may get kissed.

Hmmm this is hard, what a lark??(okay, use your imagination here please people!!)

I think I’m going to bed, it’s late again, ug!!

Hmmm that shouldn’t be too hard.

In fact, it rhymes with hug!!

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🎼Today I 🎷Don’t Feel 🎹 Like Doing 🎸 Anything 🎤

April 12, 2016Uncategorized# 21 day fix, # atypical facial pain, # kids, # laser therapy, # shakeology, #acute pain, #affiliate marketing, #beachbody, #Beaumont AB, #cannabidiol, #cannabinoids, #cannabis, #challenge groups, #chronic fatigue, #chronic pain, #clinical depression, #dependency, #edmonton, #facial pain, #get in shape, #health and fitness, #lasertherapy, #los weight, #mairrage, #marihuana, #marijuana, #medication, #medicinal marihuana, #medicinal marijuana, #meditation for pain relief, #meditech, #MVD surgery, #neuroplasticity, #pain relief, #pain sensitization, #parenting, #poetry#bug bites, #side effcts, #Striking Back, #TN, #TN research, #trigeminal neuralgia, #vaping, #vaporisor, #vapping, #wealthy affiliate, #www.tnnme.com, #www.zazzle.com, #yayme, #yoga for pain relief, beautiful #painJenn

I had myself a pretty lazy day today. Other than a couple loads of laundry, I got nothing done today. The weekend sucked me dry. But, I’m proud of myself for one thing, I didn my workout yesterday (despite feeling horrible) and tonight (despite feeling completely drained). Last week totally threw us off and we barely did any of the workouts. However, instead of being frustrated with myself and completely giving up and quitting (how I would have responded in the past), I decided that I will just start week 7 again. And so, I forced myself to do it. I always feel better once I’ve done it. It’s getting up off your arse and doing it that’s the hard part. Once I start the Hammer and Chisel workouts it’ll probably be even harder. Because those are intense, hard core workouts. If it ends up being too big of a jump, to go from Tai Cheng to Hammer and Chisel, I’ll borrow a different kind me from Jocelyn or Shaniice. All of the Beachbody workouts have at least one person who does the modified (easier) version of each exercise, so I’m hoping that I will at least be able to do the modified workout. I guess I’ll wait and see. Sheesh! It’s late again. I wanted to turn my light out before 11:11. So much for that idea. I’m trying to get myself onto a better schedule. Slowly but surely right! Tonight, obviously, I’m not going to bed early. But I’m going to boogie, so that the light’s out by 11:30. Night all💤

Do You Ever Speak In Rhyme

April 10, 2016Uncategorized# 21 day fix, # atypical facial pain, # kids, # laser therapy, # shakeology, #acute pain, #affiliate marketing, #beachbody, #Beaumont AB, #cannabidiol, #cannabinoids, #cannabis, #challenge groups, #chronic fatigue, #chronic pain, #clinical depression, #dependency, #edmonton, #facial pain, #get in shape, #health and fitness, #lasertherapy, #los weight, #mairrage, #marihuana, #marijuana, #medication, #medicinal marihuana, #medicinal marijuana, #meditation for pain relief, #meditech, #MVD surgery, #neuroplasticity, #pain relief, #pain sensitization, #parenting, #poetry#bug bites, #side effcts, #Striking Back, #TN, #TN research, #trigeminal neuralgia, #vaping, #vaporisor, #vapping, #wealthy affiliate, #www.tnnme.com, #www.zazzle.com, #yayme, #yoga for pain relief, beautiful #painJenn

Do you ever speak in rhyme, do you do it a lot?

Does it take too much time, perhaps yes, perhaps not?

Some days it just flows, do you know what I mean?

Straight to the keyboard it goes, if I like what I’ve seen!

I can go back to cut out, words or phrases that sound wrong.

Sometimes I want to shout, other times they flow like a song!

I never know just what I’ll say, I surprise myself a great deal!

The words just come, almost everyday, they’re in everything I feel.

When they come from my heart, they are close and dear.

But from the head they’re smart, yet not as heartfelt, I fear.

Is there right or wrong, or good or bad.

Do they get too long, or sound too sad?

Just pass them right by, if you don’t like how they make you feel.

I’m sorry if I my words make you cry, I’m just trying to keep it real!

JKC

😴Just One More Day To Go😴

This is going to be one of my shortest post yet. I’m super tired from this dance weekend of ours. I’m just not used to being up and about and functioning like a normal human…lol! Sadly, I’m being 100% serious. I’m really exhausted and it hits me hard when I’m tired. She’s been doing really well. So far she’s gotten 3 golds and 1 high gold. Tomorrow is the last day. She has two more dances, ballet and modern. Tonight’s dance was in the production category. It’s really fun to watch. The number has 3 songs and they’re all from the Alladin musical (well, there are actually 4 songs that they’ve learned, but they had to take one off, because the category requirements say that it has to be under 10 minutes, so they didn’t do the song A Whole New World.) It was a lot of fun to watch. You could tell that they were all really having fun. There are so many dancers in this number, probably close to 40 or 50!! Crazy, but fun to watch. Her first dance is really early tomorrow. So early that my hubby booked a room for my daughter and I to stay for the night, otherwise we would be leaving our house at 6:30am. He can tell how tired I am, so he thought it would help. So after this evenings performance, we came to the hotel. We watched The Fifth Wave together. She just fell asleep and I’m about to follow suit. I’m pretty tired!! Actually, I’m thinking that I’m going to do that right now. Night all😴😴

The Spirit Scribe

I challenge myself to write 365 posts in 2016to heal Body, Mind & Spirit. Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!

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Such A Mess

Tummy Woes

Blech

My Vision Board

Believe

Meh, Bla, Blech, Argh, Ug

🎼Today I 🎷Don’t Feel 🎹 Like Doing 🎸 Anything 🎤

Do You Ever Speak In Rhyme

😴Just One More Day To Go😴