It’s late and I’m not going to write that much

I’m feeling too sick and just out of touch

The dr said that the stupid bugs are gone

They’re doing more tests to figure out what’s wrong

So I just get to sit and wait around feeling ill

Boy oh boy that sure gives me a thrill

I go to the lab on Friday for a Urea Breath Test

I don’t know what that even is, but the dr knows best

It’s supposed to test for bacteria growing in my gut

Meanwhile I just sit here in this same old rut

It’s been going on for such a long long time

Four months of continuous nausea feels like a crime

And if this test is negative, then what do I do

They’ll just run out of tests and say they haven’t got a clue

And when that happens, I can’t just live this way

Feeling on the verge of throwing up every single day

I know I might sound negative but it’s been going on so long

I’m losing my ability to just smile like nothing’s wrong

And trust me I’m a pro at doing that I’ve done just that for years

Smiling on the outside while on the inside there are tears

I guess that I can only hope that they find something on Friday

Fingers crossed that things go my way

Now I’m going to go to bed I’m getting really tired

Until tomorrow my friends, it’s time that I retired

JKC

Night All! 💤😴

To help with research and treatment of Trigeminal Neuralgia please go to http://www.tnnme.com (Trigeminal Neuralgia and Me) to sign a petition to have the World Health Organization (WHO) add Trigeminal Neuralgia (TN) to their “Health topic list.” Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!