TN awareness day is on the 7th. I don’t know if I’m going to the event or not. I haven’t decided. It probably depends on how I feel. We went last year. It was cold and snowy. They light up the high level bridge with teal lights. It actually wasn’t that spectacular, but it’s cool. If that makes sense. It’s cool because it brings awareness and teachable moments. I hope I feel up to it. I guess we’ll have to see.
I still am not well. I got hardly any sleep again. I sort of half fell asleep on the couch this morning, but I was only dozing, I wasn’t right out. I feel like I haven’t been in a long, deep sleep for weeks now. I just scanned through some of my recent post titles and they’re all either about sleep (or lack thereof) or feeling sick or both! Too frustrating. Weird thing, I had a dream last night (so I must’ve slept a little) that I was caught in a mass shooting in the states. I got shot in the leg, but managed to hide. Then, he sad thing was that I woke up and my hubby told me about the tragic mass shooting in Vegas last night. (Too sad and scary!!) I just found it weird that I had that dream while that was actually happening. Strange coincidence.
I didn’t really do anything again today. Sigh… how many days in a row have I said that? Take a look around my house if you want to guess. It looks like a bomb went off. It’s really bad. I haven’t got any energy to deal with it. So, it goes unchecked and just manages to get a little bit worse every day. I need a maid or something. Feeling like this I just can’t stay on top of it. Maddening! There’s so much that I’m behind on right now that it’s just ridiculous. Yet every morning I feel just as tired and shitty as the day before. If this is some kind of withdrawal from just stopping the suboxone suddenly, it’d be nice to know! I wouldn’t think that withdrawal would last quite so long, but what do I know?! I did call Dr May’s office today to make an appointment to go see her. They were supposed to call me back, but haven’t yet. It’s usually not easy to get in to see her last minute. So, I’ll probably have a bit of a wait. Which sucks. But, I just think hat I’ve felt like this for too long now. It hasn’t passed or moved on. So maybe it’s time to see a doc!
Well, for now I’m going to crash. Hopefully the dr’s office calls me back tomorrow. Maybe they’ll have a cancelation. I can only hope. I’m going to head off to bed now. Night All! 💤😴
To help with research and treatment for Trigeminal Neuralgia please go to http://www.tnnme.com (Trigeminal Neuralgia and Me) to sign a petition to have the we’World Health Organizationu (WHO) add Trigeminal Neuralgia (TN) to their “Health topic list.””Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!”