Today was no better than yesterday. How many days in a row have I said that? Too many I think. So many hat I’ve lost track. I feel like hell…this nausea is killing me. I feel like I have nothing to write about, because to tell you about my day is to tell you that I’ve done nothing but sit and feel awful. I mean I got the kids to school. They were fed supper etc. Of course I forced myself to do those things. However, it’s difficult to function feeling this way. I can’t get anything done. I just don’t feel up to it. I feel too nauseous to bloody function and it’s making me crazy. I’ve been having some fibromyalgia symptoms too. Those haven’t bothered me in a while. But random aches and tingling and other things. Just don’t feel well.
So, I truly did nothing today…my daughter and I both felt crappy. We sat around most of he day watching Supernatural. We’re only on season 11. This year season 13 starts, so we’re two seasons behind. The rate we’re going, with days like today, it won’t be long before we’re caught up!! We hadn’t watched it in a while, but we put it on again yesterday and jumped back in with two feet!! I can’t believe that they killed Charlie. Oops!! SPOILER ALERT!! (Yes, I’m two years behind, but I may not be the only one!!) It felt like a binge watch today. It’s just so difficult to do stuff when you feel like I’ve been feeling. I guess you either get that or you don’t. Most people don’t know what it’s like to feel like crap, day in day out. Personally, I’ve had a lot of experience with it. A LOT of experience. More than I’ve ever wanted or needed to have, truth be told. I’ve had my fair share. I feel ready to pass the baton. To whom?! Well, no one. I wouldn’t wish my health history on my worst enemy…not that I really have any enemies, but you know what I mean. It’s not something that you’d wish people to experience. You definitely wish for understanding from others, but not the actual experience of it. It’s like what I always said about my nerve pain, that most people can’t really fathom. I’m glad, after the fact, that my hubby had shingles all those years ago. He remembers the pain, the horrific nerve pain. So, when I started getting it on my face he was able to understand. He couldn’t imagine it on his face. He had it on his back. He says to feel that on your face would be horrible. But at least he gets it! I would never have wished for him to have shingles, but his experience led to understanding of mine. That’s generally not the case. Most people can’t really understand what it’s like to be in pain day in and day out. To wake up everyday feeling tied down. Blinded by the pain. It eats at you, it eats at your life. It just sucks. So if my head and face and damn tummy could all just stop being so damn temperamental, I’d really appreciate it!!
Well, that was quite he ramble! And here I said that I have nothing to write about…because I don’t feel well, I’m going to cut myself off here and try to sleep. Night All!💤😴‼
To help with research and treatment for Trigeminal Neuralgia please go to http://www.tnnme.com (Trigeminal Neuralgia and Me) to sign a petition to have the World Health Organizationu (WHO) add Trigeminal Neuralgia (TN) to their “Health topic list.””Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!”