I just used my new hair conditioning bar from Lush and my hair smells fantastic right now! Mmmm! It’s weird using a bar on your hair. Different to get used to. I like it though. Right now I desperately need a haircut, so as soon as my hair is wet it just knots all up. It drives me crazy! When I put the conditioner on I can barely run my fingers through my hair it’s so knotted. I don’t know if that’s because of how long it is or if it’s because of split ends, or both! All I know is that I hate it and I found myself using too much conditioner, in an attempt to get the knots out. That’s why I bought the conditioning bar, I thought it’d be hard to use too much. I really need to get it cut to get the ends chopped off! That would probably help. It also feels like it’s falling out in handfuls! That’s a bit of an exaggeration, but not much. I shed a lot! And my hair is fairly thin to begin with. It freaks me out! I keep thinking I’m going to end up with thinning hair…although it doesn’t look like that. It does have some grays though! I guess that’s what happens when gray hair runs in the family!  At least it smells good – lol!!

I keep forgetting things during the day. At night, I’ll be lying in bed thinking of all of the things that I need to get done the next day. I’ll go through everything that’s going on and make a running “to do” list in my head. Then the next day, I will get up, have my coffee etc., then proceed with my day and completely blank on the majority of the things that I meant to do. Even important things!! I just completely forget!! It’s like the day gets busy and I start doing stuff and suddenly I’m in bed again, writing this and it’s the first time all day that I’ve had a moment to myself and I’ll be like “oh shit! I forgot to…(fill in the blanks!)” Today I was supposed to register my daughter for camp Wohelo. It’s next week for Pete’s sake!!! And…I forgot!! I even wrote about it in my post, talked to my daughter about it in the car and then did I do it?? Nope!! A lady wants to buy a winter jacket that I was selling on VarageSale and I can’t remember if we got rid of it or not, because nobody was buying it. I told her last night that I’d look for it and message her today. Did I remember to do it??? Nope!! Another lady wants to buy our old stroller/bike trailer. I told her I’d take a photo of it and send it to her. Did I do it? Nope!! What’s wrong with me?? It’s like during the day my brain shuts off!! I get so busy that my list just goes out the window!! Brain dead!! Then I’ll go to bed, remind myself, get mad at myself and promise myself that I’ll get it done theme t day. It’s not just today with these things, it feels constant. Like I’m just completely off during the day! Weird…Maybe I need to actually write it down as I think about it. Like make an actual “to do” list. Something concrete that I can physically hold in my hand and look at the next day when I’m having my coffee or something.  I don’t know, but I need to do something about it!  Obviously my “to do” list in my head isn’t cutting it! 

Oh oh! My son’s awake and it’s 12:45! I better get him back to bed. I’m going to run, until tomorrow…Night all! 💤😴 

To help with research and treatment for Trigeminal Neuralgia please go to http://www.tnnme.com (Trigeminal Neuralgia and Me) to sign a petition to have the World Health Organizationu (WHO) add Trigeminal Neuralgia (TN) to their “Health topic list.””Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!”