My girls birthdays are really very close together, only ten days apart actually. And, if you ad back to school on top of that, it makes for an expensive month for us! Then, to top it all off, I received an email reminding me that the kids all have dentist appointments next week…ahhhhh! What was I thinking? Why would I ever have agreed to coming in August? It’s going to be too much, so I will have to call them and reschedule. I’ll probably spread them out too…maybe once a month for September, October and November. That’s a much more realistic plan. Money is so frustrating. It’s just so stressful living paycheque to paycheque. I had hoped that by my age I would be in a much more financially stable place. But, nope, it seems to come into the bank and then after bills, groceries, you know, basics, it’s gone again. Back when I was going to school and working on my masters I thought that by the year 2016 I’d actually be making money and contributing towards this family. Instead, there’s always something we need money for that we can’t afford.  And, regardless of what I’m doing, the money always comes from my hubby. I am so blessed to have him. On some of he TN groups I’m a part of, I couldn’t get over how many women with this horrible disease have been left, or rather, deserted by their partners. It’s so so sad. I often wonder if my hubby will resent me…He says he’s not going anywhere and I believe him. I just wish I could do something, even something little, to help out! I’m searching the web for ideas, but if anyone has any suggestions please let me know. The problem with chronic illnesses of any sort is the word chronic! It’s not going away. I can’t work somewhere, only when I’m up to it. Who’s going to hire someone in that situation?? That’s why I started Beachbody. But I’m not getting very far with that. I fall behind on all the things that I need to do in a daily basis. I keep having these ideas but they never seem to come to fruition. (Hey, at least I had the opportunity to use the word “fruition” in a sentence!! lol) I’m looking for something from home. Especially since my little man will be in school soon, which means I’ll have more time on my hands during the day, but still need to be here for after school. I’m looking into user-testing. Did I already talk about this before?? User-testing is where they send you a brand new app or website or somethings along those lines. Then you try out whatever you’re supposed to and then you either are recorded while you’re doing it, or you write about your experience or answer specific questions. It depends upon what you’re testing and what the py want you to do. They say that they take around 15min to complete and you get paid $10 per test, which, for 15 minutes of work, isn’t so bad. Hopefully I can get on with more than one company so that I can get maybe 4 every week day. It depends upon the company and what they have to be tested at any given time. So, my first step is signing up for the different companies, then they email you when there is something that needs users to test. So, tomorrow I’m doing the signing up and I’ll move forward from there. I’m trying to attract wealth into my life. Especially, or rather, most important to me, is for enough money to publish my book. I know that’s not going to happen overnight. I just think about it a lot, because it’s an important project to me. Where there’s a will, there’s a way. Anywho, I’m going to stay positive about it and hopefull. I know that this is the perfect company for me. It just feels “write” – lol, Hee Hee‼️ 

To help with research and treatment for Trigeminal Neuralgia please go to http://www.tnnme.com (Trigeminal Neuralgia and Me) to sign a petition to have the World Health Organization (WHO) add Trigeminal Neuralgia (TN) to their “Health topic list.”

“Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!”