Why do I let things bother me so much. I’m over-sensitive it seems. (Which is why I bought the book that I did the other day, “The Life Changing Magic Of Not Giving A F🌟uck.”) I have what the camp-director said “We thought we’d make it more fair this year!”running through my head.  I still don’t quite understand how picking 2 of the girls to come back for the entire summer to be LITs, while letting the other kids try it for only one camp, is fair. I guess she just has a very different definition of “fair” than me. She also asked those two girls not to tell any of the other girls that they get to go back for all of the camps. I, personally, think that asking kids to lie or, at the very least, mislead their friends is wrong. Of course my daughter figured it out when they both came in all smiling and happy and then the leaders were with them sharing a group hug. She leaned over to her other friend and said, “I bet they get to come back for the whole summer!” And, of course, she was correct. They called my daughter and the other two “the three musketeers” all week. The one girl is my daughter’s best friend, from school, not just camp. As if they weren’t going to talk to each other about it!!  Give me a break! So now my daughter gets to be an LIT for a whole two nights…She’s being very accepting and mature about the whole thing. She’s excited to at least get a small chance to try LITing. But, if they truly cared about being fair, they probably could have given each kid two camps if the other two were part of the rotation and not given the privilege of going all summer. However,I’m not going to say anything. And, for the record, I’m certainly not in any way, shape or form trying to say those two girls aren’t capable or anything like that. They’re very sweet girls and I’m certain that they’ll do a fine job. I’m just not happy with the unfairness of the whole thing. It’s been bugging me and I wanted to vent about it. Hopefully no one who reads this will overreact or take it to heart. It is just one of those, get it off my chest by writing about it, things. I should probably be careful about what I say. I truly don’t intend to hurt or point anyone out. I just don’t like being told something is one thing, when it is actually something very different. I don’t want to upset my daughter (she’d likely be super mad at me if she knew I was writing about any of this) or anyone else. I just needed to vent and then I’ll release it and move forward from here. Most important to me is that my daughter is happy. They’re going to have a whole bunch of girls next year who will want more than one camp to LIT at, because they’ll then be “experienced”. I don’t know what they’re setting themselves up for…I guess we’ll just wait and see. I’m finding the whole thing utterly frustrating!! Sigh…okay. Moving on now!

I can’t believe that I leave for Nashville one week from tomorrow!! Crazy! I’m starting to get really excited!! It’s going to be a whole new experience! I’m not sure even sure what to expect with a conference/workshop thing of this size. There are supposed to be around 25,000 coaches attending. I know that the Saturday morning we shut down Broadway street in Nashville and have a mass group workout for ALL of the attendees! It’s going to be crazy! I wonder if it’ll be on the news. Or at least local, Nashville, news. I’m hoping that the workshops help a lot with the business aspect of Beachbody. I’ve gotten no-where with regards to building my coaching business. I’m supposed to be selling challenge packs and running accountability groups. But, so far I’ve done squat!! You’re supposed to build your network with like-minded people that you meet me n Facebook groups, etc. The problem is that most of the groups I’m on are with people who hav TN, like me. This is what they suggested I do, but some of these people are bed-ridden or practically so. They’re living in excruciating pain and just scraping by health-wise. So, it just feels wrong to try to sell them workout programs. When you can barely function or get out of bed, you can’t even imagine having the energy to workout. And, I know this from personal experience!! I’ve been in that dark, hopeless, all you know and see is pain, place. If someone had told me to try exercising I would have wanted to punch them in the face!! Even if I now know that exercise truly does help, most of these people aren’t there yet. I’m not going to push them either. If someone approaches me for more information then that’s different. But, no one is asking me, “what are you doing?” Supposedly, onc I’ve “friended” people, they will see my posts about my day-to-day life using Beachbody and it will pique their interests and then they will ask me. Yah – nope!! Not happening to me…AT ALL!!!  So, I probably should start visiting different groups, so all of my “friends” aren’t suffering from TN.  So, anyway, my point was that I really hope that there is a workshop on building your network. Some of the top coaches have like over 10,000 friends. I’m not even close to that!! I hi how maybe is part of the problem…hopefully they talk about it!!

I just saw the time. I gotta run or I’ll just keep rambling on forever!!!😴😴

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