Alone, she gazes out her window

Alone, she ponders in silence 

Alone, she dreams of something more

Alone, she considers how she got there

Alone, she recalls when times weren’t so lonely

Alone, she reaches for the phone

Alone, she pulls her hand back, apprehensive 

Alone, she tries to contain her tears

Alone, she examines her life

Alone, she questions herself,  “Is it her disease”

Alone, she wonders when she became this introverted, uncertain person

Alone, she lets the tears come

Alone, she prays for relief

Alone, she wishes she could turn back time

Alone, she feels like just a shell

Alone, she prays for even a fraction of the person she was

Alone, she questions the value of her life

Alone, she has many dark thoughts

Alone, she feels empty

Alone, she forgets much

Alone, she cringes from the pain

Alone, she realizes that her heart is also pained

Alone, she feels isolated and worthless

Alone, she questions her sanity

Alone, she doubts herself

Alone, she knows she should reach out

Alone, she knows she must not wait until she’s too far gone

Alone, she yells to God, “Why me??”

Alone, she wishes she could leave it all behind

Alone, she wonders if she’d be missed

Alone, she believes that she has no options

Alone, she feels completely stuck

Alone, she wants it to stop

Alone, she wants it to end

Alone, she should never be

Alone, she must reach out to someone

Alone, she doesn’t believe there’s anyone to reach out to

Alone, she sobs

Alone, she begins keening

Alone, she falls to her knees

Alone, she prays for help

Alone, she doesn’t know where to get help

Alone, she needs to go online and search for the Facebook group: Not Your Typical Chronic Pain & Fucking Anxiety Family 

NOT ALONE, she can find support, laughs, friendship, and much more. 

NOT ALONE, she can talk about anything and everything; there is nothing that you can’t say…well, unless you’re being rude or inappropriate (obviously).

Don’t stay alone‼️

Don’t allow your health issues to win; by breaking you down and isolating you‼️ 

Reach out‼️

Alone, she found the support group and realized, she’s no longer alone‼️

JKC

You are not alone, look at all of these TN warriors‼️

To help with research and treatment for Trigeminal Neuralgia please go to http://www.tnnme.com (Trigeminal Neuralgia and Me) to sign a petition to have the World Health Organization (WHO) add Trigeminal Neuralgia (TN) to their “Health topic list.”

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