I’m sorry to say, but today was no better than yesterday. I’ve had a rough go at it the past few days. Some are just bad and others are not great, but recently they’ve been rough, bad, shitty, high pain, #10 on the pain scale, etc etc , you get the picture. Today I tried oil for the first time…okay, that sounds stupid. I tried the oil version of the medicinal marijuana that I take. The ratio that I ordered is the 10/10. This means that the thc and the cbd content is equal. It was outrageously expensive almost $200 for a 50ml bottle‼️‼️ Yes, you heard me correctly…that much money for, I repeat, only  50ml’s!! I tried it out because I’ve never used it and wanted to see what it’s like. If I let it dissolve under my tongue it takes about 1 – 1.25hours before I feel anything, as opposed to “vaping” it, where it is immediately absorbed by the lungs. If I were to ingest it in some type of food, like brownie, it would take even long, closer to 2-4 hours before I would feel it. I wish I could use the oil and not have to vape at all. However, the cost of the oil makes it unlikely that we’ll be buying it all the time. I wanted some so I’d have it with me for times when I’m out and I still need the medication, but can’t vape it. So, for the most part, I’ll just have to stick to vaping and hacking away when I do. It hurts my throat so badly. But, it’s the only way we can afford it. Right after I’m done this I’m going to try the new one that I bought, the 15/5. I’m hoping it helps with sleep, but touches the pain more than the 17/1. I can sleep with the 17/1, but the 1 cbd isn’t very high. So, since I’m about to finish writing, I’m going Togo give it a puff and see if it’ll be better. Hopefully it’s not a $100 mistake!!! Cause, that would suck!!  Well, here I go and I’m about to find out!! Night All!❌😘❌‼️

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