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How Long Must We Wait? We’re Hungry!!!

April 12, 2015Uncategorized# atypical facial pain, # kids, # laser therapy, #acute pain, #Beaumont AB, #chronic fatigue, #chronic pain, #clinical depression, #dependency, #edmonton, #facial pain, #lasertherapy, #mairrage, #medication, #meditation for pain relief, #meditech, #MVD surgery, #neuroplasticity, #pain, #pain relief, #pain sensitization, #parenting, #poetry, #Striking Back, #TN, #TN research, #trigeminal neuralgia, #www.tnnme.com, #www.zazzle.com, #yoga for pain reliefJenn

Today mom and I (👵🏼 &🙎🏼) finally did a bit of sight-seeing. [Okay, this has nothing to do with what I was about to say, but have you seen the newest IOS update? The emotions have been updated!! So, looks like there’s a new me 🙋🏼 complete with new expressions/poses – as you can see with the first emoticon I used to be me 🙎🏼!! Mom’s the same though👵🏼. Fun fun fun!!] Anyway, after my appointment we drove to Port Credit (an odd name, right??). We walked 👟by the light house and by some neat shops and restaurants. It was a beautiful day ☀️and we went into a neat l👀king restaurant, with an upstairs patio, for lunch. There hasn’t been great weather since we’ve been here. Apparently we weren’t the only ones out taking advantage of the great weather. When we went inside they said that the patio was full and that there was a about a 40 minute ⏰wait (he was a bit rude about it – 👿). So, we sat inside instead. Well, we ordered a couple Strongbows 🍻 and put our food order in (nothing fancy, just a couple burgers 🍔) and our food took over an hour ⌛️to arrive!! Evidently we misunderstood Mr Rude-guy 👿. The 40 minute wait-time ⌚️was for the food, not to get a seat on the patio! Also, our waitress informed us that today was the first day of the year that their patio was open. It seemed that everyone who lived in the area had decided that they wanted to get outside and, from what we could see, this was not of the only patios opened! However, we were pleasantly surprised by how great the food was 🍴. Also, our waitress was quite sweet, just extremely busy and somewhat overwhelmed. The frustrating thing was that by the time we finished eating we weren’t left with much time to check out the neat shops 🌇. Not that I have much money 💵 to spend anyway. We were restrained by the time, because I had to get to a drug store before it closed. We ended up arriving too late to get my prescription 📝at Rexall, they had just closed the pharmacy as we arrived. Fortunately, we ended up finding a Shoppers that was open until 6:00, most had closed at 5:00. Since we decided to stay a couple extra nights, I didn’t have enough of my medications 💊 with me. To avoid having too many bottles, I only brought enough to last for the trip. Thankfully Dr Khan wrote me a prescription to cover what I needed.

Well, I know that wasn’t much of an exciting post, but I’m wiped and I’m going to get ready for bed now. 🌜😴💤 These laser treatments exhaust me. Last treatment’s tomorrow and then we fly ✈️home tomorrow night, assuming I can figure out where to go at the airport to drop our car 🚘 and get to the right gate…wish us luck!!

To help with research and treatment for Trigeminal Neuralgia please go to http://www.tnnme.com (Trigeminal Neuralgia and Me) to sign a petition to have the World Health Organization (WHO) add Trigeminal Neuralgia (TN) to their “Health Topic List”!

Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!

Lasers, Lasers And More Lasers!!

April 11, 2015Uncategorized# atypical facial pain, # kids, # laser therapy, #acute pain, #Beaumont AB, #chronic fatigue, #chronic pain, #clinical depression, #dependency, #edmonton, #facial pain, #lasertherapy, #mairrage, #medication, #meditation for pain relief, #meditech, #MVD surgery, #neuroplasticity, #pain, #pain relief, #pain sensitization, #parenting, #poetry, #Striking Back, #TN, #TN research, #trigeminal neuralgia, #www.tnnme.com, #www.zazzle.com, #yoga for pain reliefJenn

Today is our fifth day in Toronto. It’s starting to look like I’m going to need to create a non-profit business called something like ” The Help Heal Jenn Foundation”!! I can set up fundraisers and maybe a 5km run and other events to raise money to pay for my laser therapy – lol!! I’m clearly joking. However, the costs do keep increasing. There are more and more costs going onto mom’s (👵) visa. I’m pretty sure that soon she and dad (👵 & 👴) will be able to travel around the world on the Aeroplan 💳 she’s collecting!! It’s pretty crazy.

We brought the rental unit home, well not ‘home’ really, we brought it to our hotel. (Did I say this yesterday??) I’ve been asked for information and updates on the laser therapy treatments I’ve been receiving. They are really hard to explain! So, I’m going to give you a simple explanation…if I can!

There are four steps (kinds of lights) to the treatment: The first is red light generated by 180 LEDs. The second step is an infrared band of LED’s, which penetrates deeper into the body. (These first two steps, which are delivered by an array of 180 LED’s, are not actual lasers and can be used by the patient themselves. This is what we have rented.)The third step is the use of a red laser probe. Followed by the final step, a much more focused infrared probe, which can deliver more power and can go as deep as 22cm into the body. These last two steps can only be performed by a trained technician in a controlled, clinical environment. Everyone in the room must wear dark, protective glasses (my mom 👵 has worn these dark glasses a lot this week!) When they use the laser probe on my face, I have protective goggle-type things on. Similar to the ones that people wear for fake-and-baking (for those who choose to pay for cancer!)

The reason that all of this works is: “Light is absorbed by a variety of cellular components in the tissue being irradiated. In essence, light energy is transformed into biochemical energy resulting in the restoration of normal cellular function and morphology.” (Quoted from Meditech’s pamphlet about Low Intensity Laser Therapy.) Obviously this is a direct quote and doesn’t sound like a simple explanation at all!! For even more detailed information, go to http://www.bioflexlaser.com and/or see Dr Doidge’s book “The Brains Way Of Healing.” In the fourth chapter of his book he writes about Dr Khan and the laser therapy he utilizes. Actually, this is an amazing book (not just chapter 4) that I have only just began reading. This is where my mom (👵) found out about Low Intensity Intensity Laser Therapy.

Dr Doidge talks about how the brain can heal – duh!!! I just said the title of his book – lol!! And the word I’m about to write will change my life. Maybe not overnight, maybe not in a week or a month, but it will happen. It likely will not cure my Trigeminal Neuralgia, but with persistence, practice, exploration and the strong strong desire to take charge of my body and my pain, it will help. It will!

Neuroplasticity

“Neuroplasticity is the property of the brain that enables it to change its own structure and functioning in response to activity and mental experience.” (From “The Brain’s Way of Healing”, by Norman Doidge, M.D.) The laser therapy is changing and healing my brain with light energy!!

Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!

Driving Around Toronto

April 10, 2015Uncategorized# atypical facial pain, # kids, # laser therapy, #acute pain, #Beaumont AB, #chronic fatigue, #chronic pain, #clinical depression, #dependency, #edmonton, #facial pain, #lasertherapy, #mairrage, #medication, #meditation for pain relief, #meditech, #MVD surgery, #neuroplasticity, #pain, #pain relief, #pain sensitization, #parenting, #poetry, #Striking Back, #TN, #TN research, #trigeminal neuralgia, #www.tnnme.com, #www.zazzle.com, #yoga for pain reliefJenn

Yes. It is me . Awake at 9:00AM (7:00 Edmonton time) for the 4th day in a row!! To anyone who knows me really well, that’s quite a miracle!! Woohoo!! Mom and I ( & ) are heading out to Cora’s. We decided that, even though we can get the complimentary breakfast, we want a change and, hopefully some fresh fruit . Hopefully we won’t get lost today. I’ve been driving the rental car around Toronto. For the most part, we’ve been okay. It’s just that sometimes we get all turned around . And the stupid phone maps are always shifting around depending which way you’re facing . I know, logically, that it is always facing north, but every road is curvy, so it gets frustrating. I wish I had a regular paper map!! Old fashioned, I know, but it makes it easier if I could just look at it on paper, before we go. . And, now, we’re off! Maybe I’ll write more later. After my session! Bye for now!

I’m back 👩! Although, if you read this it will all be together anyway. I’m not 100% sure this post actually uploaded correctly this morning. Had my 3rd laser treatment today. I haven’t noticed a huge change yet 😞. But, Dr Khan 😷 is certain, without even a shred of doubt, that I will improve 😊. So, I’m staying positive and hopeful, which I’m sure will help. Our minds are powerful and hope keeps you moving forward 🙏.

Mom and I (👵&👩) are enjoying ourselves. I’m pretty tired after the treatments, which has helped to create a great deal of silliness and laughter 😜😜 (just in-case that hasn’t been obvious in my past few posts!! Lol!) We’ve also been watching Downton Abbey 📺, which my mom has been wanting to watch with me for some time now. So, I’m going to go now; that way we may get to watch two episodes before bed 💤💤.

Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!

We Changed Our Flight ✈️ To Monday Night

April 9, 2015Uncategorized# atypical facial pain, # kids, # laser therapy, #acute pain, #Beaumont AB, #chronic fatigue, #chronic pain, #clinical depression, #dependency, #edmonton, #facial pain, #lasertherapy, #mairrage, #medication, #meditation for pain relief, #meditech, #MVD surgery, #neuroplasticity, #pain, #pain relief, #pain sensitization, #parenting, #poetry, #Striking Back, #TN, #TN research, #trigeminal neuralgia, #www.tnnme.com, #www.zazzle.com, #yoga for pain reliefJenn

I’m back 👩 and it’s even before 9:00PM!! That’s two nights in a row that I’m writing at a normal time. Yay me🎉! We changed our flight ✈️ to Monday night. So we will be able to go to the clinic 🏥 for three extra sessions. Thankfully they are open both Saturday and Sunday. Changing the flight was a bit of a pain…

Around 11:00 my mom 👵 called 📞 WestJet

The guy 👴 said, you booked through Airmiles 💳, or did you forget?

So she 👵 thanked him and then she called ☎️ Airmiles 💳

The automated system 💻 thanked her for her patience and her smiles 😃.

The system 💻 directed her call from line to line.

Finally asking if calling back 📞 within the hour ⌚️ would be fine.

Mom 👵 decided to wait until after to have her shower 🚿

But we waited and waited ⌛️, ever growing more dour 😠!

So she decided to have her shower 🚿 and no longer wait.

Of course that’s when her phone rang 📞, just like fate.

A little bit wet 💦,Mom 👵 then got on the phone,

To ask about changing the day we come home 🏠.

He put her on hold ☎️ and said he’d get things on track,

Then we waited and waited ⏳and he never came back!

So once again we made the same phone call 📱

Back 🔙 to the automated system 💻, we had to restart it all!!

Finally we got to the place where it says they’ll call 📞 you

And again we waited, there was nothing else we could do!

My appointment was lurking and we couldn’t be late ⏰

So mom 👵 got into the shower 🚿, we didn’t have time to wait!

And I bet you can guess 😏 what happened then…

Once she stepped into the shower 🚿they called ☎️back again‼️‼️

LOL!!

JKC

Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!

86 And Going Strong

April 8, 2015Uncategorized# atypical facial pain, # kids, # laser therapy, #acute pain, #Beaumont AB, #chronic fatigue, #chronic pain, #clinical depression, #dependency, #edmonton, #facial pain, #mairrage, #medication, #meditation for pain relief, #MVD surgery, #neuroplasticity, #pain, #pain relief, #pain sensitization, #parenting, #poetry, #Striking Back, #TN, #TN research, #trigeminal neuralgia, #www.tnnme.com, #www.zazzle.com, #yoga for pain reliefJenn

We just got back to the hotel after my first laser therapy treatment. I am feeling super tired. I was half asleep through the treatment. The doctor saw me first. He’s 86 years old and still works about 4 days a week! He talked to me about why I was there, we went over a bit of my history, my medications, and a quick physical exam. When he looked at my medications, he said, “oh, they’re throwing everything at you aren’t they!” There was a nice woman with him (not sure if she was a nurse or technician) and as he was asking me to do various things, like turning my head, moving my neck, etc., he was telling her to set this infrared to such-and-such and this other thing at something else. He listed all of these numbers and settings and she wrote nothing down, she was just nodding as he talked. However, when she took me to the room, she remembered everything he said and explained it to my mom and I. I guess that different types and colours of light penetrate to different levels in your body (through the muscle, to the veins, bones, etc.) She was very very nice. Actually, the whole feel at the clinic is very comfortable and positive. It was just a nice atmosphere at the clinic. I almost fell asleep and I generally have a difficult time sleeping. The light pad things (obviously not a technical term!) were just laid against my skin on my neck and face and upper cervical spine. They put dark, protective goggle things in my eyes (& my mom had to wear dark glasses. Then they laid the lights on me. They were warm, but not uncomfortable in any way. Every so often she moved them around. They also use a laser probe thing which they hold in certain spots and move around. These are more targeted and a stronger or higher intensity, so they go deeper into your body, sort-of…I’m not sure I’m explaining it 100% accurately. Please don’t quote me, I am most definitely not an expert!! All of these extra photons in my cells are supposed to almost energize the cells. This promotes healing and increase immune response. I don’t really feel like I’m explaining this very well. Hmmm…It’s like sending microscopic energizer bunnies into my cells to get things moving again!!🐰🐇🐰🐇

Right now I feel exhausted. (I guess it can make you tired.) So, I’m going to have a little nap before we run out to get food. I go back tomorrow and Friday for more sessions. He was funny. He wants me to do 5 days in a row, especially since I am just starting with laser therapy. The way he said it is what was funny. He just stated this, more like a fact, not a question. He said, ” stay until Monday.” My mom said that we have flights booked that we can’t get out of. He just said, “that’s okay. I’ll just write a note for you stating that you have to stay for medical reasons.” I’m pretty sure that we’d have to pay anyway. We didn’t get insurance for the flights, not to mention hotel and food costs! And, my hubby works on Monday! The good news is that they have units that can be rented. But…it always feels like, at the end of the day it’s cost…money, money, money!! These units are just the red and infrared lights, not the laser probe things. It’s something like $350/month, with a $350 deposit that you get back when you return the unit. We have to figure out what we’re going to do. If for some reason the airline lets us change our flight, I may be needing one of my beautiful friends, who is reading this right now, to watch my little man on Monday. Highly unlikely though, it’ll probably cost too much!! It just feels like we came all the way here and we came to get treatment from the guy who came up with this type of therapy and now we may not be able to follow through with it in the way he recommends. Huh…

Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!

Live From Toronto

April 7, 2015Uncategorized# atypical facial pain, # kids, # laser therapy, #acute pain, #Beaumont AB, #chronic fatigue, #chronic pain, #clinical depression, #dependency, #edmonton, #facial pain, #mairrage, #medication, #meditation for pain relief, #MVD surgery, #neuroplasticity, #pain, #pain relief, #pain sensitization, #parenting, #poetry, #Striking Back, #TN, #TN research, #Toronto, #trigeminal neuralgia, #www.tnnme.com, #www.zazzle.com, #yoga for pain reliefJenn

Hello everybody!!🙋 Here I am again. Coming directly to you Live From Toronto!!! Woohoo!!👏👏👏

👊Throw ya hands up, ✋put ’em in the air, 🎸rock it with me like you just don’t care🎶!! 👊Throw ya hands up, ✋get ’em up high, 🎸rock it with me and we’ll go all night🎶!! 👏👏👏 Thank-you, Thank-you! 💋 Please hold the applause!!👏👏👏

Ah’ Huh…and this, ladies and gentlemen, is my brain on exhaustion (and I guess I do have a ton of medications, 💊so I could have said this is my brain on exhaustion and drugs 💉…). Either way, I’m sure you get the idea. I’m super tired right now 😴. This is my current state; eyes close, head droops, body leans forward and then there’s the sudden jerk back up and “I’m awake! I’m awake!” (in my head), force eyes open,…and repeat! So I apologize for the quality and/or lack thereof in tonight’s post!

My first appointment with Dr Kahn isn’t until tomorrow, so after what felt like a very short night with only about 5 hours of sleep, we (my mom and I – 👵& 👩) had a long day. Even though we didn’t get into bed until about 2:00AM and it took me some time to fall asleep, which usually happens to me when I’m staying in a hotel, we had to be up by at least 8:30 ⏰. The free breakfast is taken away at 9:30 and that was one of the reasons we stayed here, also needed coffee ☕️! After breakfast, I had a nice shower 🚿. It was a good one with decent water pressure. I just hate those ones that feel like they’re drizzling down on you. You know the ones I mean. You might as well be washing your hair with your 4 year olds cheap, barely working, dollar-store water guns 🔫 … and, no, I’m not talking about the newer super-soaker type ones! Then we picked up our rental car 🚘 and got some running around done. We went to The Bay thinking it was attached to a mall, only to realize it wasn’t connected to the mall. This turned out okay because we discovered that they had the Easter Lindt chocolates on sale 🍫for 50% off! I mean, who could walk away from that kind of deal right??! It was clearly meant to be! We also went to Rexall, Walmart, and Best Buy and picked up some much needed “supplies”: dry mouth spray – $15 (I need this because my medications give me such a dry, pasty mouth that I feel like I have to peel my tongue off of the roof of my mouth and I couldn’t bring the one from home because the bottle’s bigger than the allowed liquids on an airplane ✈️), an ice pack – $11 (I couldn’t bring mine on the plane because it is also considered to be a “liquid” – however I’m going to try to bring this one home and I’ll just play dumb if they question me – lol✈️), pain-relief spray – $6 (for my back & shoulder that hurt because of the tension on my right-hand-side where I always have pain, from constantly tensing up and being in the same awkward position while holding my ice-pack), Neuragen – $27 (this is a homeopathic essential-oil mix that is supposed to help with pain relief for nerve pain and FYI, I just love the smell!), a heating pad – $28 (also for my back/shoulder pain and I forgot mine at home 😪), an iPad case 📲 – $20 (I’d been using the one with the blue-tooth keyboard, but I found that I don’t actually use the key board all that often and that case makes my iPad Air feel heavy and clunky. So I didn’t bring that case with me, but wanted just a basic, light and slim case on it instead.), food/water/drinks 🍻(to bring into the hotel, pretty self explanatory), BP’s, 🍕 (had either a late lunch or early dinner) and last but not least, and this is integral to have, wine 🍷(another self explanatory one!!)

Well, that’s a boring, glorified schedule of events…sorry it was on my mind. Now I really really need to sleep. I’m falling asleep as I write!!

Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!

Hello Toronto…ahhhh quiet

April 6, 2015Uncategorized# atypical facial pain, # kids, # laser therapy, #acute pain, #Beaumont AB, #chronic fatigue, #chronic pain, #clinical depression, #dependency, #edmonton, #facial pain, #mairrage, #medication, #meditation for pain relief, #MVD surgery, #neuroplasticity, #pain, #pain relief, #pain sensitization, #parenting, #poetry, #Striking Back, #TN, #TN research, #trigeminal neuralgia, #www.tnnme.com, #www.zazzle.com, #yoga for pain reliefJenn

Got a notification today and I’ve officially made 100 posts!!! Woohoo!! Haven’t missed a day since January 1st!!!

We just arrived at our hotel in Toronto. It was a safe and quiet flight. I watched the movie The Foxcatcher, I think that’s what it was. It cost me $6, but I figured it would pass the time and make the flight go by faster, which it did. We were with the wind, so we arrived a bit earlier than expected. I think my mom and I must have looked lost, because a guy came up to us and asked if we needed a cab. I think it was one of those new services where it’s not a big name taxi company, but a person with his own vehicle. I don’t know for sure, but I think he scammed us because we were looking tired and lost, so just went with him. Yes, not smart or particularly safe. We aren’t far from the airport, but we paid $50 for the taxi, which was likely too much! But, we are here and checked into the hotel. It’s nice and quiet. A basic hotel room, it’s clean and cosy and I’m going to go to bed soon. Once I unpack a few things. So, today’s post is short. I have to run to find an ice machine. I couldn’t bring my ice-packs because they had too much liquid 😪😪.

Short and sweet post tonight. I did intend to write while in the air, but I couldn’t get to my iPad and I realized that I couldn’t open the site on my phone (daaa…no wifi Jenn!) and I don’t have the ap on my phone. So, this is all we get for today. At least it’s not all the negative bla bla bla’s I’ve been writing all week! Feeling hopeful ❌😘❌‼️

Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!

Sleep Sleep Sleep…NOW!!!!

April 5, 2015Uncategorized# atypical facial pain, # kids, # laser therapy, #acute pain, #Beaumont AB, #chronic fatigue, #chronic pain, #clinical depression, #dependency, #edmonton, #facial pain, #mairrage, #medication, #meditation for pain relief, #MVD surgery, #neuroplasticity, #pain, #pain relief, #pain sensitization, #parenting, #poetry, #Striking Back, #TN, #TN research, #trigeminal neuralgia, #www.tnnme.com, #www.zazzle.com, #yoga for pain reliefJenn

So, I had started a post when we were on our way home from my parent’s house. Huh…it’s gone, even though I carefully saved it. Frustrating!! I hope everyone had a great Easter and that you were treated well by the Easter bunny. I wish you a happy Easter and happy family visits. That sounds a bit weird. But, I’m tired now and I already took all of my night time meds, so I’m even more sleepy. This may win the prize as the most shortest post to date! Since I can’t find all of the other post, I will be having a very very short post tonight.

I intended to have everything packed and ready to go before bed tonight, but that obviously isn’t happening! I really have too much to do tomorrow and it will be a long day. I need a good night sleep!

So for such a short post, but I need sleep. Really really badly. Last night in my beautiful bed for the week. So, hopefully a restful night tonight. I am praying for a good bed in the hotel. A bed I get to myself for 5 nights. It likely won’t be as nice as my bed here, but, it will be all to myself !!!! Yay! I love my family to bits, but I cannot deny that I am looking forward to a quiet, week of R&R, plus, of course, laser treatments. That’s really all we have planned. We’re not really going as tourists!!

💤💤💤💤night night💤💤💤💤

Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!

Sigh…Sure I Wrote A Post, But Wow Downer!!!

April 4, 2015Uncategorized# atypical facial pain, # kids, # laser therapy, #acute pain, #Beaumont AB, #chronic fatigue, #chronic pain, #clinical depression, #dependency, #edmonton, #facial pain, #mairrage, #medication, #meditation for pain relief, #MVD surgery, #neuroplasticity, #pain, #pain relief, #pain sensitization, #parenting, #poetry, #Striking Back, #TN, #TN research, #trigeminal neuralgia, #www.tnnme.com, #www.zazzle.com, #yoga for pain reliefJenn

Bought new jeans today. I had to because I’ve gained too much weight😢😢. I just hate hate how big I’ve gotten. It just gets me down. It makes me want to hide away at home and not to out. I feel ashamed about it. I know it’s because I just stopped caring…about everything. But, then it snowballed and, of course, makes everything worse. I started to feel even worse about myself and wanted to go out even less. So, anyway, the jeans are skinny jeans and I feel so self conscious with the idea of skinny jeans. My daughter convinced me to buy them. They were a really good deal, so if I hardly wear them I won’t feel bad about buying something expensive that I never wear. I could have gotten more, but I don’t really want to give into the weight I’ve gained. If that even makes sense. What I mean is, I need to start eating better. I don’t want to remain passive about my weight, while gradually buying bigger and bigger clothes. It’s just too frustrating and disheartening. I have never, not even when I was pregnant, in my life been this big. Did I mention that I hate it?? Also, I hate how much this sounds like a pity party. Sigh… This weeks posts have been such downers. Just filled with negativity and unhappiness. Likely not much fun to read. I apologize for that. But, sometimes it is just hard to pretend everything’s okay, when it just is not. I don’t want to get my hopes up too much, but I really really really hope that the laser therapy helps! I need it to help. I am just so sick and tired of always feeling sick and tired. Clearly my antidepressants aren’t working all that well…lol!!

I’m going to stop for now, because I need to go feed my family and I’m just feeling stuck right now. I don’t want to keep rambling on and on in such a negative fashion. I know it helps to talk things out and to write about how I’m feeling. However, I’m just too stuck right now in this murky funk and this isn’t helping right now. I guess I’ll post this and, if I get into a bit of a better place, I’ll write more later. Otherwise, hope everyone has a good easter and enjoy their time with their families.

🍻cheers🍻

Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!

For A Chance To Start Again

April 3, 2015Uncategorized# atypical facial pain, # kids, # laser therapy, #acute pain, #Beaumont AB, #chronic fatigue, #chronic pain, #clinical depression, #dependency, #edmonton, #facial pain, #mairrage, #medication, #meditation for pain relief, #MVD surgery, #neuroplasticity, #pain, #pain relief, #pain sensitization, #parenting, #poetry, #Striking Back, #TN, #TN research, #trigeminal neuralgia, #www.tnnme.com, #www.zazzle.com, #yoga for pain reliefJenn

Here I am again, nothing new nothing changed

Playing a waiting game

Not sure for what or when

For a chance to start again

Here I go again, what’s the plan what’s the reason

Singing the same sad song,

To bring about a change

For a chance to start again

Here I sit again, wondering why wondering how

Praying for new direction

To move me on ahead

For a chance to start again

Here I land again, falling flat falling down

Crying out for freedom

To peel me off the ground

For a chance to start again

Here I am again with a chance to start again

JKC

Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!

The Spirit Scribe

I challenge myself to write 365 posts in 2016to heal Body, Mind & Spirit. Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!

Tag Archives: #poetry

How Long Must We Wait? We’re Hungry!!!

Lasers, Lasers And More Lasers!!

Driving Around Toronto

We Changed Our Flight ✈️ To Monday Night

86 And Going Strong

Live From Toronto

Hello Toronto…ahhhh quiet

Sleep Sleep Sleep…NOW!!!!

Sigh…Sure I Wrote A Post, But Wow Downer!!!

For A Chance To Start Again