A strange day. I feel like I’m going a bit crazy.  So many intentions with nothing getting done. Just filled with bla, a little more bla, with a bit more bla on the side…I feel like there are so many things to do, yet nothing ever actually gets done. I just sit around in my messy house with ice on my face doing nothing. Sad really. It kind of makes me feel useless. Nothing is getting accomplished at all. I have these lists in my head, of all the things that I need to do, from things I want to write about, to laundry, to dishes, to de-cluttering. The lists go through my head, again and again, but it never gets done. I have bins of things that I need to go through, that I’ve needed to go through for a long long time. My kids rooms are overflowing with stuff, clothing, toys, just stuff. I have piles of books. I do love books, always have, but I have books everywhere, and far too many according to my husband!  I’m just feeling incredibly overwhelmed, yet nothing gets finished.  I feel like I’m going a bit crazy.  I have many great friends who help me, with emotional support, food, anything I need. Also, many offers to help go through all the stuff at my house. But, it’s embarrassing and I feel ashamed and, for some reason, I feel this bizzare urge to hold onto things. I feel like I’m going a bit crazy. Pain and depression hand in hand sucks! Really really sucks…don’t know what’s with me today. Don’t know what’s up with me anyway. Was going to write about something significant or meaningful or something…I don’t know.  But, it’s obviously not happening. Just a bit of self-pitty going on I guess.  Anyway, I’m going to stop now. I don’t think this is helping me right now…

Oh, did I mention that I feel like I’m going a bit crazy???

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Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!