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ARGH!!!

July 27, 2015Uncategorized# atypical facial pain, # kids, # laser therapy, #acute pain, #Beaumont AB, #chronic fatigue, #chronic pain, #clinical depression, #dependency, #edmonton, #facial pain, #lasertherapy, #mairrage, #medication, #meditation for pain relief, #meditech, #MVD surgery, #neuroplasticity, #pain, #pain relief, #pain sensitization, #parenting, #poetry, #Striking Back, #TN, #TN research, #trigeminal neuralgia, #www.tnnme.com, #www.zazzle.com, #yoga for pain reliefJenn

Super super worn out right now. Went to South Common with the kids, plus one (my oldest’s bff). Shopping tires me! And it’s hard with a 5 year old boy, he loses patience very quickly and it didn’t help that his tummy was bugging him. I am feeling just over-the-top sleepy. I’m feel like I could fall asleep on the spot. I’m also feeling super stressed & upset about a few things. But, I won’t make the mistake of getting into details on here. Im feeling too angry and annoyed. I I know that if I get into it I will likely end up saying things that are better off unspoken, at least through this medium. Yesterday’s post came from the same topics…All that I will say is ARGH!!!!

In other news, I’m happy that my hubby comes home tomorrow. It’s been poopy without him here, I just don’t like it. It opens my eyes to how much he does for me, or rather, for us. I’m also wanting his hug. I lean on him for so much. I sure don’t like him working out of town. Strange how much I depend on him. When I was younger I always thought that when I grew up I would be independent, able to take care of myself and not rely only on a man. At least the man I ended up depending on loves me and our kids and will do anything for us. I’m so thankful for him!

To help with research and treatment for Trigeminal Neuralgia please go to http://www.tnnme.com (Trigeminal Neuralgia and Me) to sign a petition to have the World Health Organization (WHO) add Trigeminal Neuralgia (TN) to their “Health Topic List.

Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!

What Do You Believe

July 26, 2015Uncategorized# atypical facial pain, # kids, # laser therapy, #acute pain, #Beaumont AB, #chronic fatigue, #chronic pain, #clinical depression, #dependency, #edmonton, #facial pain, #lasertherapy, #mairrage, #medication, #meditation for pain relief, #meditech, #MVD surgery, #neuroplasticity, #pain, #pain relief, #pain sensitization, #parenting, #poetry, #Striking Back, #TN, #TN research, #trigeminal neuralgia, #www.tnnme.com, #www.zazzle.com, #yoga for pain reliefJenn

Do you believe in karma

Do you believe in fate

Do you think there are consequences

For all of your mistakes

Do you feel accountable

For all you say or do

Are you ready to stand up

For all you believe is true

Do things happen for a reason

Is there a lesson to be learned

Are our blessings blindly given

Or are they something to be earned

JKC

Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!

Do You Ever Stop To Question Why

July 25, 2015Uncategorized# atypical facial pain, # kids, # laser therapy, #acute pain, #Beaumont AB, #chronic fatigue, #chronic pain, #clinical depression, #dependency, #edmonton, #facial pain, #lasertherapy, #mairrage, #medication, #meditation for pain relief, #meditech, #MVD surgery, #neuroplasticity, #pain, #pain relief, #pain sensitization, #parenting, #poetry, #Striking Back, #TN, #TN research, #trigeminal neuralgia, #www.tnnme.com, #www.zazzle.com, #yoga for pain reliefJenn

Do you ever stop to question why

Or take a moment to watch a butterfly

Do you notice the people that you pass

Or the range of colours in a blade of grass

Do you draw dragons with your son

Or take the time to just have fun

Do you breathe in deeply after it rains

Or notice ripples in water as it drains

Do you pause to see every little thing

You never know what life may bring

JKC

Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!

I Hope For Something New

July 23, 2015Uncategorized# atypical facial pain, # kids, # laser therapy, #acute pain, #Beaumont AB, #chronic fatigue, #chronic pain, #clinical depression, #dependency, #edmonton, #facial pain, #lasertherapy, #mairrage, #medication, #meditation for pain relief, #meditech, #MVD surgery, #neuroplasticity, #pain, #pain relief, #pain sensitization, #parenting, #poetry, #Striking Back, #TN, #TN research, #trigeminal neuralgia, #www.tnnme.com, #www.zazzle.com, #yoga for pain reliefJenn

Today is a slow lazy day. A day slowly slipping away. I managed to get nothing done. I haven’t talked to anyone. I have no ambition and I just feel low. The days just tick by painfully slow. There’s nothing changed or new. It’s just another day to get through. Sometimes up and sometimes down. Always going to bed with a frown. Then I’ll lie awake in bed, thinking of what I should’ve done or said. A war rages through my mind and to myself I’m most unkind. Finally I’ll drift off to sleep, sleep temporarily brings relief. Then tomorrow when I get out of bed, facing the new day ahead. I hope for something new, with less pain to live through.

Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!

Laid-Back Missing Hubby Day

July 22, 2015Uncategorized# atypical facial pain, # kids, # laser therapy, #acute pain, #Beaumont AB, #chronic fatigue, #chronic pain, #clinical depression, #dependency, #edmonton, #facial pain, #lasertherapy, #mairrage, #medication, #meditation for pain relief, #meditech, #MVD surgery, #neuroplasticity, #pain, #pain relief, #pain sensitization, #parenting, #poetry, #Striking Back, #TN, #TN research, #trigeminal neuralgia, #www.tnnme.com, #www.zazzle.com, #yoga for pain reliefJenn

Today was a delightedly lazy nothing day. That may sound strange, but it’s been so busy and go go go that it was nice to have a relaxed laid-back day. I have this ever-growing to-do list, but I didn’t want to do anything today. I’m just too tired and overdone. An absolutely nothing day was definitely called for !! I have been missing Arizona though (so I guess here was one thing I was thinking about – so my brain did function a tiny bit!). He is out of town for the week, again. It’s so strange having him away from home. I know that many people are used to having their significant other work out of town. However, I’m really not used to it at all & I don’t particularly enjoy it. It’s just strange. When you’re with someone for years and generally see them daily, it is very noticeable when they aren’t around. There’s just an empty space where he should be. It doesn’t help that it’s been three weeks in a row; he was gone for a week, then I was out of town for a week and now he’s not here. I’m missing him.

Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!

Girls Night!!!

Well, as you can see, it is super super late night now! My girls and I just got back from the One Direction concert. Despite some rain, it was a really good concert and so much fun to go with my girls! There were so so many people there! The stadium wasn’t completely full, but it was pretty darn close!! I think I parked in one of the dumbest places. I mean, the spot I found was actually pretty lucky. It was only a couple blocks from the stadium and it was free. The problem was after the concert. It was so so busy and I was one of the few who parked legally! Cars were half on half off the sidewalks or, even worse, partially on people’s lawns. So, as expected, it took a long time to escape the traffic and idiot drivers!! It also didn’t help that K-Days was doing their end of the day fireworks, so people were everywhere! Super frustrating. Then, when I finally freed us from the traffic, the girls were hungry. So I took them to a 24hr McDonalds. Well the guy ahead of us must not have spoken English or something, because we waited for over thirty minutes! And I’m not even exaggerating! It was one of those two lane drive thru’s. The people in the lane next to us went about 6 vehicles in before we finally could order and then continue to wait. It was painfully slow!! Then by the time we got home it was close to 1:00am!! I felt bad for being so so late because our babysitter didn’t expect it to be so late!! Frankly, neither did we!! I’m going to bed with my ears still ringing!!!

Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!

Long Long Drive Again

July 21, 2015Uncategorized# atypical facial pain, # kids, # laser therapy, #acute pain, #Beaumont AB, #chronic fatigue, #chronic pain, #clinical depression, #dependency, #edmonton, #facial pain, #lasertherapy, #mairrage, #medication, #meditation for pain relief, #meditech, #MVD surgery, #neuroplasticity, #pain, #pain relief, #pain sensitization, #parenting, #poetry, #Striking Back, #TN, #TN research, #trigeminal neuralgia, #www.tnnme.com, #www.zazzle.com, #yoga for pain reliefJenn

‼️‼️Home again. Home again. Jiggity jog‼️‼️

I’m so so tired right now. All day today I felt super super exhausted. My eyelids were so overly heavy. It seemed impossible to open my eyes. I spent the majority of the drive half asleep, sometimes fully out of it asleep, which is not normal for me. I generally dose off a bit, but don’t fully fall asleep. I also worry about making sure Arizona’s awake and alert. If I’m awake and talking with him, he won’t get sleepy. Well, that’s what I think, he always says that he’s fine and I should get some rest. So I took complete advantage of it and actually slept. I am still tired though. It’s just from being out of town on a small holiday. You tend to do and see more than normally and my body has a tendency to buck-up for a bit, but then crash, hard and heavy! But now I get to sleep in my own bed. 👏🏼😃YAY😃👏🏼 And that’s what I’m going to do…right now!

Oh, BTW Momma, Quackers is here, along with my eye mask, by book light, an ice pad fuzzy cover thingy & the ice pack that’s from you. The one where you just fill it with the ice cubes. You know how we always put that kind of stuff in our pillowcases? Well I did that (which explains why I vividly remembered putting Quackers & the other things in the pillowcase. ), I just put them into he wrong pillowcase. Tee Hee! Oops!

Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!

Frustration Mounting In My Soul

July 19, 2015Uncategorized# atypical facial pain, # kids, # laser therapy, #acute pain, #Beaumont AB, #chronic fatigue, #chronic pain, #clinical depression, #dependency, #edmonton, #facial pain, #lasertherapy, #mairrage, #medication, #meditation for pain relief, #meditech, #MVD surgery, #neuroplasticity, #pain, #pain relief, #pain sensitization, #parenting, #poetry, #Striking Back, #TN, #TN research, #trigeminal neuralgia, #www.tnnme.com, #www.zazzle.com, #yoga for pain reliefJenn

Frustration mounting in my soul.

I can’t even recall the initial goal!

Confusion wiggles through my mind,

So tightly spun it can’t unwind!

My intentions twist and come out wrong.

I seem to be singing the same old song…

Can our priorities really be so diverse?

Both believing that the other is worse.

Is it time to look from a different view.

Perhaps I can try seeing things as you do.

We come from a very different space.

Can we meet in the middle with a little grace?

Frustration mounting in my soul.

Can we lessen it with a common goal?

JKC

Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!

That’s A Good Deal…

July 18, 2015Uncategorized# atypical facial pain, # kids, # laser therapy, #acute pain, #Beaumont AB, #chronic fatigue, #chronic pain, #clinical depression, #dependency, #edmonton, #facial pain, #lasertherapy, #mairrage, #medication, #meditation for pain relief, #meditech, #MVD surgery, #neuroplasticity, #pain, #pain relief, #pain sensitization, #parenting, #poetry, #Striking Back, #TN, #TN research, #trigeminal neuralgia, #www.tnnme.com, #www.zazzle.com, #yoga for pain reliefJenn

We spent most of the afternoon in Salmon Arm today (well, my mom, the girls and I did; my little man stayed at the house with my dad [& dad took him to the spray park!]). (I don’t know what I had in mind with all of these various brackets I’m putting here, strange…maybe I’m losing it?!) Anyway, I’m rambling on & on about nothing. We checked out a few of the stores, starting with a huge thrift store. While driving there we were discussing the smell that usually accompanies second-hand/thrift stores (I’m sure we’re not the only ones who’ve noticed the scent.) Half of the parking lot is filled with furniture and bigger items. The weird thing is that the second we opened the car doors the scent was overpowering! It was just awful, like really really awful!! I assume it was from a combination of the heat, all of the very well used furniture and the number of people that were there. We were going to the store in search of a puzzle for my daughter, she’s been wanting one all week, because she saw one in the small drug store by my parent’s house (which I refused to buy because it was $30.00 &, in my mind, that’s crazy!) So, we walked through the parking lot trying to breathe with our mouths, not our noses! Then, ironically, we all breathed with relief when we got inside the store! We only found a marvel superheroe puzzle for my little man, but nothing for my daughter. When we got to the till the lady commented on us only having one item, because today they had a deal where you only had to pay $2.00/bag, for whatever you can fit in it. And we’re like, “wow! That’s a good deal!!” So, we went back through the store and grabbed a bunch of books and stuff, that we didn’t even want or need in the first place… It’s a bit ridiculous, we obviously didn’t need any extra junk but we ended up with all this extra stuff, just because it’s a good deal. That’s like buying something just because you see it’s on sale. Haven’t you done that?? You’re walking through a mall or a store (can you say Costco???) and you see a sale rack and you’re like “OMG!! What a great price!!”, then you end up buying it just because of the price, regardless of whether or not you need it. If not, feel free to pay me a visit, to see the end result of this method of shopping, lol!! “That’s a good deal!!” Sigh…

Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!

A Beautiful Day

July 17, 2015Uncategorized# atypical facial pain, # kids, # laser therapy, #acute pain, #Beaumont AB, #chronic fatigue, #chronic pain, #clinical depression, #dependency, #edmonton, #facial pain, #lasertherapy, #mairrage, #medication, #meditation for pain relief, #meditech, #MVD surgery, #neuroplasticity, #pain, #pain relief, #pain sensitization, #parenting, #poetry, #Striking Back, #TN, #TN research, #trigeminal neuralgia, #www.tnnme.com, #www.zazzle.com, #yoga for pain reliefJenn

We’re on the road from the provincial park, where my sister & her family are camping, heading back to my parent’s house. No dogs are allowed on the beach, so my dad and I went for a walk with Aggy while everyone went to the beach. We had some great weather. The kids had fun at the beach, playing in the sand, burying each other, etc. And back at the site playing in the trees etc. It’s such a beautiful campground. All of the sites are very treed and private. It’s very well maintained. There are a lot of flush toilets (not just outhouses). There were so many people riding bikes. It was really quite nice. They are camping there for two weeks. By the looks of many of the sites, a lot of people stay for a while. They get very settled in. My sister camps there almost every summer. She goes online in the spring on the day that they open booking for the season. She said you have to be ready to register right away, because they book up instantly, literally! She knows the campground so well, so she knows which area she wants to be in. It is very peaceful and beautiful.

Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!

The Spirit Scribe

I challenge myself to write 365 posts in 2016to heal Body, Mind & Spirit. Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!

Tag Archives: #medication

ARGH!!!

What Do You Believe

Do You Ever Stop To Question Why

I Hope For Something New

Laid-Back Missing Hubby Day

Girls Night!!!

Long Long Drive Again

Frustration Mounting In My Soul

That’s A Good Deal…

A Beautiful Day