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Strange

August 16, 2015Uncategorized# atypical facial pain, # kids, # laser therapy, #acute pain, #Beaumont AB, #chronic fatigue, #chronic pain, #clinical depression, #dependency, #edmonton, #facial pain, #lasertherapy, #mairrage, #medication, #meditation for pain relief, #meditech, #MVD surgery, #neuroplasticity, #pain, #pain relief, #pain sensitization, #parenting, #poetry, #Striking Back, #TN, #TN research, #trigeminal neuralgia, #www.tnnme.com, #www.zazzle.com, #yoga for pain reliefJenn

Huh. I can’t find last nights super short post!! Strange…it was only about 2 sentences long. Basically talked about how all I accomplished was chilie (okay, just as I did yesterday, I think I’m spelling that wrong!). Very very weird…I just noticed when I posted tonight’s that the entry from yesterday isn’t there…huh!

Getting Nothing Done

I’m drawing a blank tonight. I’m super tired because I couldn’t fall asleep last night and ended up not getting enough sleep. So I just want to run off to bed and snooze. I’m still not feeling that great. I’ve had a headache all day and still am feeling nauseous- blech! I’m running through too many things in my brain. My oldest daughter’s birthday is in 2 days. I have no idea what we are going to be doing. Her closest girl friends (or friends who age girls?? I don’t know which way to say it) are younger than her, so she doesn’t really have anyone to go to a club or bar or whatever. We may just go to BP’s lounge or something. Just not sure yet. If we do that I guess our (almost) 13 year old daughter will stay home to babysit our 5 year old son. I know I have to figure it out soon. I’m just running out of time. Her friends are all coming over on Thursday night. Then next weekends is our younger daughter’s 13th birthday. I don’t even know what we’re going to be doing for that. We have to get ready for school to start soon (where did the summer even go??) I also have to figure out dance stuff for her. She really wants to try a different dance school this year. This requires us to drive her farther, as there’s only 1 dance school in our town. It will be a big commitment, for her and us. Big decision to be made! I’m feeling overwhelmed by it all. I guess it’ll have to be one day at a time. However, it’s definitely too late to do anything about it tonight. So I’m just going to go to bed!!

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Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!

Eew….

August 14, 2015Uncategorized# atypical facial pain, # kids, # laser therapy, #acute pain, #Beaumont AB, #chronic fatigue, #chronic pain, #clinical depression, #dependency, #edmonton, #facial pain, #lasertherapy, #mairrage, #medication, #meditation for pain relief, #meditech, #MVD surgery, #neuroplasticity, #pain, #pain relief, #pain sensitization, #parenting, #poetry, #Striking Back, #TN, #TN research, #trigeminal neuralgia, #www.tnnme.com, #www.zazzle.com, #yoga for pain reliefJenn

Sick. Sick. Sick!!!

All night long! It’s just bad. Super high fever, my entire body feels like the enemy today. Dizzy. Blacked out, thankfully on the bed, so no head bumps! Sweating while my teeth are chattering. (They were chattering on their own! Super weird! Like big time chattering. Looked like movie fake chattering-lol! I’ve only gotten up today for bathroom issues (Don’t worry. I’m not supplying the nasty details – lol.) And now I’m going back to bed!! Too dizzy when standing up.

Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!

Gotta Love 5 Year Old’s Thinking!!

August 13, 2015Uncategorized# atypical facial pain, # kids, # laser therapy, #acute pain, #Beaumont AB, #chronic fatigue, #chronic pain, #clinical depression, #dependency, #edmonton, #facial pain, #lasertherapy, #mairrage, #medication, #meditation for pain relief, #meditech, #MVD surgery, #neuroplasticity, #pain, #pain relief, #pain sensitization, #parenting, #poetry, #Striking Back, #TN, #TN research, #trigeminal neuralgia, #www.tnnme.com, #www.zazzle.com, #yoga for pain reliefJenn

Today felt very strange. I’m not really sure why. It’s just did. I spent a great deal of my day learning how to (somewhat) play minecraft. I say sort of because I’m certainly not a gamer. Really really not! You could probably say that my hubby is a gamer (maybe, almost). He probably would be much much more a gamer if he had any spare time on his hands (which is in demand). Anyway, my 5 year old son spent a great deal of time attempting to teach me how to play minecraft. He is convinced (after hours of trying to teach me) that he is smarter than me – lol!! And, with regards to minecraft, he certainly is. But, we came to a compromise that we are both the smartest of everyone (his words-lol!!), we are just smarter about different things… Gotta love 5 year old’s thinking right??

Will I?

Can I nail it? Can I score?

Can I succeed as I did before?

Is it possible to try again?

To start anew? To erase the “then”?

A second chance, perhaps a third.

To trust myself. To speak my word.

Will I forever fear success and fame?

Self-sabotaging for reasons I can’t exclaim?

The question isn’t actually “can I“.

More accurately I need to ask, “will I try”?

JKC

I’m Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!

It Goes On And On And On

August 11, 2015Uncategorized# atypical facial pain, # kids, # laser therapy, #acute pain, #Beaumont AB, #chronic fatigue, #chronic pain, #clinical depression, #dependency, #edmonton, #facial pain, #lasertherapy, #mairrage, #medication, #meditation for pain relief, #meditech, #MVD surgery, #neuroplasticity, #pain, #pain relief, #pain sensitization, #parenting, #poetry, #Striking Back, #TN, #TN research, #trigeminal neuralgia, #www.tnnme.com, #www.zazzle.com, #yoga for pain reliefJenn

Outside looking in facing me facing it don’t want to see what’s there to see don’t want to see what’s in front of me time moves on while I stand still doesn’t stop doesn’t go away feeling low acting down too tired to act on anything at all people move people grow I watch as it happens all around me makes me sad and fills my heart all over the place from here to the start from me to others feel divided on my own but not alone meanings change and emotions fly not right or wrong they just exist like me day by day another one under my belt and a fresh start tomorrow and everyday I get that chance as do you

Ramble ramble now I’m done

Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!

Tired Out

August 10, 2015Uncategorized# atypical facial pain, # kids, # laser therapy, #acute pain, #Beaumont AB, #chronic fatigue, #chronic pain, #clinical depression, #dependency, #edmonton, #facial pain, #lasertherapy, #mairrage, #medication, #meditation for pain relief, #meditech, #MVD surgery, #neuroplasticity, #pain, #pain relief, #pain sensitization, #parenting, #poetry, #Striking Back, #TN, #TN research, #trigeminal neuralgia, #www.tnnme.com, #www.zazzle.com, #yoga for pain reliefJenn

Home home home again & I’m totally worn out! We had a good weekend out at the cabin, but I’m feeling super warn out now. I suppose that is the case with most people after coming home from a weekend away. I get exhausted just from having a busy day. Doing too much in one busy day can knock me on my ass for a whole week! So, a busy, long weekend leaves me done. I’m sitting in my living room and there isn’t an empty surface. There are bags of stuff everywhere. Laundry baskets overflowing with clothes (at least they’re clean). Then if I head into the kitchen, there are dirty dishes everywhere…sigh. My damn face is so bad right now that I’m going to fill up my water bottle and head upstairs to bed. And, I’m going to do it without feeling guilty. Right now!! Zzzzzzzzz….

Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!

Dog days of summer

August 8, 2015Uncategorized# atypical facial pain, # kids, # laser therapy, #acute pain, #Beaumont AB, #chronic fatigue, #chronic pain, #clinical depression, #dependency, #edmonton, #facial pain, #lasertherapy, #mairrage, #medication, #meditation for pain relief, #meditech, #MVD surgery, #neuroplasticity, #pain, #pain relief, #pain sensitization, #parenting, #poetry, #Striking Back, #TN, #TN research, #trigeminal neuralgia, #www.tnnme.com, #www.zazzle.com, #yoga for pain reliefJenn

So…We’re at the lake, outside playing badminton, having lots of fun (my pain Dr would be so proud – lol). Well, Daisy found something absolutely AWFUL!!! Just ew!!! So, impromptu dog bath at the cabin. And, yes, she sleeps in our room; usually at the end of the bed when we’re at the cabin!!! Not tonight Daisy, not tonight!!!

Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!

Small But Powerful

August 7, 2015Uncategorized# atypical facial pain, # kids, # laser therapy, #acute pain, #Beaumont AB, #chronic fatigue, #chronic pain, #clinical depression, #dependency, #edmonton, #facial pain, #lasertherapy, #mairrage, #medication, #meditation for pain relief, #meditech, #MVD surgery, #neuroplasticity, #pain, #pain relief, #pain sensitization, #parenting, #poetry, #Striking Back, #TN, #TN research, #trigeminal neuralgia, #www.tnnme.com, #www.zazzle.com, #yoga for pain reliefJenn

Words. Small but powerful.

Meanings can be skewed.

Feelings can be hurt.

We’re you intentionally rude?

Words. Convey joy or hope,

Or an expression of love.

They can fill your heart.

We may even fit like a glove.

Words. What will they reveal?

Will they bring sadness or joy?

Maybe love or faith or frustration?

So please watch which words you employ!

JKC

Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!

IN THE MOMENT

August 6, 2015Uncategorized# atypical facial pain, # kids, # laser therapy, #acute pain, #Beaumont AB, #chronic fatigue, #chronic pain, #clinical depression, #dependency, #edmonton, #facial pain, #lasertherapy, #mairrage, #medication, #meditation for pain relief, #meditech, #MVD surgery, #neuroplasticity, #pain, #pain relief, #pain sensitization, #parenting, #poetry, #Striking Back, #TN, #TN research, #trigeminal neuralgia, #www.tnnme.com, #www.zazzle.com, #yoga for pain reliefJenn

Why?

Rain, pain, smiles, fear, scorn

How?

Heal, hurt, defeat, strength, rising

Who?

Family, daughter, teacher, healer, fighter,

What?

Hope, tears, joy, anger, determined

Where?

Spirit, home, escape, freedom, inside

When?

Conception, sun rise, fateful, now,

IN THE MOMENT!!

Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!

The Spirit Scribe

I challenge myself to write 365 posts in 2016to heal Body, Mind & Spirit. Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!

Tag Archives: #medication

Strange

Getting Nothing Done

Eew….

Gotta Love 5 Year Old’s Thinking!!

Will I?

It Goes On And On And On

Tired Out

Dog days of summer

Small But Powerful

IN THE MOMENT