I’m so so tired tonight, well all day has been punctuated by barely concealed exhaustion. Those who know me well, could likely see the exhastion on my pained face. It’s been a very heart-wrenching couple of days. My mother-in-law was 62 years old. To me, that seems too young to die! But with her rough, abuse-ridden childhood, paired with cigarette smoking from age, wait for it… 8!!! Yup, you heard me right! There are many unpleasant and horrific stories, most of which, understandably, I won’t list here. Some of those stories I’d rather not remember; but of course those memories are permanently hanging around in my long term memory. Anyway, it’s been a very long few days and I need to go to bed, because we have another long day ahead of us tomorrow. Grief and crying…can definitely be cathartic and relieving. However, the exhastion comes along with it.  It’d be nice if all was easy, but it never is, right? My hubby and I tried to prepare for the few days here, as best we could, but you’d have to be clairvoyant to know all that will come to be!  And sure, it’d be nice to have those super-powers to play around with, right?? But, in the long run, those powers would probably turn into a huge weight on your shoulders…

To help with research and treatment for Trigeminal Neuralgia please go to http://www.tnnme.com (Trigeminal Neuralgia and Me) to sign a petition to have the World Health Organization (WHO) add Trigeminal Neuralgia (TN) to their “Health topic list.

Hopefully once day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!

PS: I apologize for my out of it post from last night. It was very nonsense based, I was just all over the place. I’ve gone back and tried to make it more understandable. It was a long, sad, tear-filled day.