Feeling stressed out. Too much going on right now. My body is tired today. If that makes any sense! I feel it saying “no!” I need to learn to listen to myself more. I’m actually mentally tired too! So, maybe I’m just totally tired…I don’t know. This might just seem like nonsense babbling. I’m no even sure what I’m trying to say. I think that, because I haven’t been getting enough sleep, my body just decided that it had enough. It needed to revolt. So, all day felt like one of those days when wherever I went or whatever I did, I had to drag myself there. My body felt heavy and achy and basically just concluded that today it’s had enough! Now I feel completely tired, body and mind. I just want to stop thinking. I want to stop complaining. I want to stop feeling, or rather over-feeling. I want to stop worrying about things that I cannot fix, broken relationships, my sick mother-in-law, my overworked and stressed out husband…Just everything. I want it all to just stop for the night. I want to lie down in my bed with a clear, relaxed mind, thankful for all I have and not wanting or worrying or anything else. Just a nice deep, restful sleep. I want to wake up feeling well-rested and ready to take on the world, not reaching out for my medications because I automatically wake to pain. As of right this second, I’m done for the day! I’m turning off my brain and going to sleep! 

Right now!!

To help with research and treatment for Trigeminal Neuralgia please go to http://www.tnnme.com (Trigeminal Neuralgia and Me) to sign a petition to have the World Health Organization (WHO) add Trigeminal Neuralgia (TN) to their “Health Topic List. 

Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!