Sometimes I stress myself out about these posts! I feel like I need to come up with something to write about. I almost feel guilty when I have a bla day, followed by a bla day, on top of another bla day. I start to feel guilty for writing, yet again, about how shitty I feel that day. Or I write about no accomplishing much, etc.  I find myself worrying more about what “the reader” may get out of reading this, rather than what I earn from writing. This conflicts with the whole reason I started writing this. I needed to commit myself to something. Something that I do for myself on a daily basis. I needed to show myself that I can still follow through and that I am worthy enough to spend a bit of time doing something for myself. I really needed to remind myself that I am more than a sick person. I am still in here, sometimes buried beneath my pain, but still here. I decided to write this to find a way out. To show that I’m more than my pain. I wrote this just for me.

To help with research and treatment for Trigeminal Neuralgia please go to http://www.tnnme.com (Trigeminal Neuralgia and Me) to sign a petition to have the World Health Organization (WHO) add Trigeminal Neuralgia (TN) to their “Health Topic List. 

Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!