The past few days have been bad. I can’t even remember what I wrote last night. I fell asleep numerous times while writing.  I feel like all week has been nothing but negative negative negative…I try not to let the pain control it all. Sometimes it’s just all-encompassing. When it’s this bad day after day, I just can’t get past it. It runs the show. I’m exhausted and wiped. I find it hard to come up with ideas of what to write about. This morning when I was taking one of the pill bottles off the shelf, the lid wasn’t on correctly and the entire bottle spilled!! Of course it was a brand new prescription filled yesterday, a triplicate prescription that is not easy to just re-fill. So I had to dig around my bathroom carefully to find 100 tiny, yellow pills…not fun! Nope, not fun at all! These pain days just seem to drag on and into each other. It’s easy to forget where I am in them all or what day it is, especially when the kids are out of school. The pain drags the days into weeks into months. Am I getting any closer to anything? I wish I knew. 

To help with research and treatment for Trigeminal Neuralgia please go to http://www.tnnme.com (Trigeminal Neuralgia and Me) to sign a petition to have the World Health Organization (WHO) add Trigeminal Neuralgia (TN) to their “Health Topic List”!

Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!