Tired tired tired today. Just don’t feel up to much. We’re going bowling tomorrow for my little man’s birthday. I’m hoping that I’ll feel better, have more energy or something. Because just thinking about running a 5 year olds birthday party leaves me exhausted. I know that sounds negative, but I get tired so so easily. Grocery shopping leaves me exhausted. Cooking supper, washing dishes, just day-to-day functioning leaves me done in. So I look at things like tomorrow’s party with mixed feelings; anticipation, because it’s his first time bowling and first birthday party that he’s invited friends from school to and he’s so so excited and I just love seeing him so happy and excited. And, I also feel some dread or maybe worry about how I will feel tomorrow, physically I mean, both in the morning and after the party. I do know that worrying won’t help and, if anything, it makes things worse. I know that, even if I end up having a rough day, I will get through it. I will be fine. The party will work out fine. Everything will be okay. I will just repeat that mantra a few times, or over and over, while I go to sleep. “Everything will be okay.”

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Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!