Life with chronic pain sure does like to drain everything I’ve tried in vain and leaves me with a frazzled brain.  I feel just like the rain or caught in the wrath of Kane with this stupid awful pain it’s driving me insane!! I don’t know what to say or what to write today. I hate when I feel this way and when the pain won’t stay away. Sometimes it’s just so slow or rather, I feel so. I have no get up and go, my body just says no! I want say “I’m great”, but my answer comes too late. I want to jump up and celebrate, but my body says, “no wait”…  So I feel frustrated and sad. Then that just makes me mad! I wonder if things are really that bad.  How much overreacting is to be had? If I expect only the worst, won’t that be what happens first? If I’m down and feeling yuck doesn’t that effect my luck? If we create what we believe and think, am I the manifesting a life that’s bound to sink? If I get stuck in the negative and the “oh, poor me”, what more from life do I expect to see? If I want to head in a way that’s new, I have to find a way to wade through all of his goo…I kind of feel like I’m rambling on just to fill up space, meanwhile I have too much pain shooting down my face. So I guess that means I have to go to bed, and that’s that – enough said!!

To help with research and treatment for Trigeminal Neuralgia please go to http://www.tnnme.com (Trigeminal Neuralgia and Me) to sign a petition to have the World Health Organization (WHO) add Trigeminal Neuralgia (TN) to their “Health Topic List”! 

Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!