As I sit down to write this I don’t know what to say. I’ve just had a really really shitty day! Driving to my appointment I got so lost and turned around. Much like the chaos in my brain would be found!  The fierceness of the wind seemed to mirror my bummed-out mood. Filled with things left unsaid, as they’d be probably be too rude!! Sometimes I wonder how to function in this world that’s filled with craziness and everything and nothing much at at all. While the pain comes and goes, my mood will go up and then back down it’ll fall. It’s in and out and back and forth. No way to predict where I will land. It’s bam! In the moment pain attacks. Hard to accept or understand. Frustration mounts and boils inside. It builds and builds coating my mind. I lose all sense of whatever I’m doing. I smile through it all while inside it’s brewing. At the end of a long long day of faking, it’s hard not to show the toll it’s taking. So I ramble through this post without enough thought and I do apologize, but today this is all I’ve got. Because by the time I can finally lie down my head, I’m too tired to even get ready for bed. Too tired to keep writing any more on here. See you tomorrow for hopefully more cheer!!

Less 🙍🏼 More 💁🏼

To help with research and treatment for Trigeminal Neuralgia please go to http://www.tnnme.com (Trigeminal Neuralgia and Me) to sign a petition to have the World Health Organization (WHO) add Trigeminal Neuralgia (TN) to their “Health Topic List”!         

Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!