So, today I was cared for by my four year old son. I woke up in pain, which is not new and he asked his dad (my hubby) to get me some ice. He was lying down beside me, rubbing my arm and saying “don’t worry, it’ll be okay mommy.  I love you.” My hubby had to go to work. Before he left he got me fresh ice and brought up a yogurt tube and breakfast bar for my little man. Then, I had the television set to Disney Jr. and he was playing a game on the iPad. I was half asleep, lying beside him on my ice pack. The whole time I had my arm around him and he kept rubbing it and telling me he loves me and that I will be okay. I have a pretty terrific little boy. He’s such a sweetie. It fills me with guilt…I should be taking care of him! So so hard…

Yep…that was pretty much my day. Nothing accomplished but guilt! Well, I made it through an extreme pain day without completely falling apart. So, I guess that’s something…maybe? I’m feeling super low right now and very unmotivated to write. So, I think this is about all I’m going to write for today. I don’t forsee myself having anything positive to say and I’m in too much pain anyway. Sorry for the boring post! Better then nothing though.

Hey, don’t forget to sign the petition to get the World Health Organization (WHO) to put Trigeminal Neuralgia onto their “Health Topic List” at http://www.tnnme.com

Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!