Another day another late post…
Having such a bad bad day…or week or two…or maybe month…year???
Yeah, well that’s about where I’m at today. Another doubly whammy! Pain on both sides again and I’m so so tired of it. One sided nerve pain is bad enough, but on both sides it’s kind of a cruel kind of torture. I apologize for always being so crabby, negative and full of complaints. Could be because some days it’s all I know. I alternated the ice pack side to side all day. Finished my pain pills😥 Used my essential oils and a capsaicin pepper heat rub and special nerve pain cream and, yep, still burning and lightening strikes all through my face. I also apologize for last nights rambling and unfinished poem fail. I had a bad hit of pain…I know, nothing new right? It’s true, it’s the norm for me. Pain and I seem to go hand in hand and I truly truly hate it, but some days are truly worse than others, there’ve just been a whole lot of really bad recently. I have so many intentions and things I plan to do during the day, to change things maybe my routine or something. However, I wake up and still feel shitty and have things, regular day to day things, that need to get done and, when and/or if they get finished, I’m usually done for. I have enough energy left to, maybe, I don’t know, go to bed, if I’m lucky. Or, perhaps sit on the couch doing nothing at all. Yes, that is my fun-filled, action-packed and eventful life. Please hold back on the jealousy, trust me, there’s enough pain to go around…

Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!