Why is my brain trying to force its’ way out of my skull?? I mean seriously, I’m afraid to keep my eyes open for too long. I’m carefully breathing through my nose, don’t want to open my mouth for too long in case it starts oozing out. It may find a way out through my left ear, maybe I should put an ear plug in just in case. Of course, it probably can’t make it passed the ice-pick that is permanently jammed into my right ear and angling downwards along my inner cheek and jaw…
Pain sucks😩 I mean, seriously it sucks. I’m just so done tonight! So so done. I’ve been on ‘ignore’ all day. It’s like I’ve put everything on hold, complete with the cheesy music that you get to hear if you’re put on hold for too long. I haven’t accomplished anything…at all! I can hardly focus on anything. Including this. I’m typing on my dimmed iPad and even that mild light is hurting my head.
Seriously…sometimes I find this so frustrating!! I just had 2 more paragraphs that are gone! I clicked “update draft”, but, apparently that didn’t work. I’m feeling guilty now, because instead of re-writing, I think I’m going to lie down. Too hard to focus. I need to deal with my guilt issues. I had a bad day. Because of this, I chose to keep my phone off all day. If I can hardly take care of my kids. I shouldn’t feel guilty about things like writing a short short post or not answering my phone. But, I do. It makes me a bit crazy. I know I do it to myself.
So, I am going to just post this a close my eyes, before my brain actually starts seeping out of them. The pressure is so bad that it has got to be close to succeeding by now!
Until tomorrow then. Cheers🍻

Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!