Oh shit!!!!
I just deleted an entire post again…not tonight’s, but one from mid-January!!!! Holly crap!! I am so mad!!!! This system is arg!!!!!!!!!!!!

I don’t even know which one it was or what it was about!
Crap crap crap crap…
And, I repeat, CRAP!!

Erasing a post I’m working on is one thing, but a post from 10 days ago that I accidentally deleted…there’s no getting that back is there? Not from my brain anyway!!! It makes this feel incomplete. My challenge, to write everyday in 2015 NO MATTER WHAT, has been on the ball, not one missed day. And then, while trying to figure out how to change tonight’s post from draft to publish, I bloody delete an entire post!!!
Ahhhhhhhhhh…….
I’m so so so so so so so mad!!!
I’m going to bed. Don’t know how to fix this…
CRAP!!!!!

I can’t get it back…I just tried and tried and tried again. But, it’s gone. I can’t even remember which it is. It is just gone…so so so sad. I write from my heart in the moment. Often I don’t even know or remember what I’ve written. Which is the case now…
Will try to sleep, just very very upset with myself. Damn…

if I look in my STATS I see it was the one titled “The Power of Love”. But it is gone. It can’t find it…