Thoughts drift in and thoughts drift out,

Some carry truth, but others leave doubt.

Uncertainty leaves dappled shadows on my mind.

Worry eats away once I’ve left words behind.

Life was filled with opportunity, I could choose my own path,

But pain is controlling, wreaking havoc with its wrath!

When did I become so hesitant, so unsure and so vague?

How’d I release my power? Couldn’t I feel my spirit sag?

Pain creates darkness that is cold, bleak and lonely.

I’m longing for normalcy, for just a moment only…

I have allowed myself to be overrun by this pain.

I have to find a way to make the choices in my life again!

JKC

Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!