Not sure where to start today. Long, hard & strange day. Especially following such a beautiful night. Weird…

There are things I’m really wanting to talk about today, that are so so tempting to talk about, but I know I should probably hold off. My heart & anger wants to run full speed ahead, but it’s not my own heart that I have to protect. Which makes it much more fragile. I have to stop, to think before I speak & act. I don’t want to give over my power. If I have any in this matter. Even though it’s supposed to be a parent run program, most parents have absolutely no say.  I’d say it’s run by bullies. I will say that I’m not going to stand by quietly. It’s wrong & something needs to be done about it. Isn’t parenting fun!! Meetings at the school for one child & problems with extracurricular programs with another. How do you break a mother’s heart? Hmmmmmm…chronic pain? nope, just don’t you hurt my bleeping kids!!!  Anyhooo, moving on.  I’m just going to write whatever I write…here goes!!

Sly glances awaken her blush

Pretty words make her smile

Feigned vows reel her in

Perhaps he’s worth her while

Love and tears escape her heart

Soft kisses in the dark

Promises of flying high

Whatever lights that spark

Pull her in, innocent & sweet

Big eyes overflowing with trust

A tender touch, a disarming smile

Right before the knife is thrust.

JKC

Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!