Tonight’s post will be brief. I realize the irony that, although I am starting a blog to challenge myself to write everyday, for the next 365 days, (in 2015) it is currently 11:30pm on January 1st and I have written nothing. There is so much set up to this & I am feeling very technologically inept!! I still have a lot of muddling through & wish I could take back telling some people I was doing this, but then, where would the accountability be right?? So, hopefully, this will actually post on the correct site, also, I’m hoping that all of my personal info isn’t right there with it…for all to see…then again, the only ones likely to see it at this point will be family &/or friends so I’m sure that I’ll get it figured out before I attract any readers!  Lol!!

Enough with the rambling. The point of this blog is to challenge myself to write everyday, because I love writing & used to do so all of the time, but I seemed to gradually just stop doing things that I loved, just for the sake of doing them. “Growing up”, having children, going to University, getting sick…so many things happen in life that make us change or act differently. We often do so out of necessity or without even realizing it…so, I want to live with intention, I want to write everyday, just because I love to write.

But, there is another point of this blog, it is to search for a way to heal myself. I am not getting into my medical history tonight, ironically because the new medication that I’m on has been making me feel so ill that I really just need to lie down. I will say that I am decreasing it (gradually & safely). I am so tired of all of the medical opinions, all of the medications, the damage I know that has happened internally. So, it’s time to find my own way; which will include meditation, alternative care, I’m starting a weight loss challenge, I’m going to be writing everyday…(just in case I hadn’t mentioned that!!).  I’m not sure what I’ll do or find on this road. I not sure of anything. For those super scientific people out there, I won’t be using a very scientific method – feel free to critique that, but I am saying here & now, it’s highly unlikely that I will try one thing & one thing only for a select amount of time. Followed by another specific treatment etc. etc. Nope, not in my nature…I’ll probably try to meditate daily, eat better, try different things…

Hopefully one day I’ll get it right, or at least have fun, while about it I write!!